today's a sunday.yes , sunday.yesterday was a weird experience for me.shan't talk bout it to save a friends face.went out with momma the whole friggin day.met up with siewhwee and phoebe.waited for a fuckin hour and they didn't even call to tell me that they didn't know the way.worst of , they asked me to meet them at topshop and when i got there they weren't there.so i had to walk to a pay phone to call them cause i dont have a fuckin phone.but when i met up with em.i was too pissed my whole day got ruined by em.so i just left them i was fuckin angry and fed up.i mean hello , who doesn't know where wheelock is?fuck this shiat , forget it.the more i think about it , the more pissin it gets.anyhows , at home now.trying to get emo.yes , again.its becomin so cliche.i think i'm a melancholic.sorta , haha.i've promised myself that i will get through this.yes i will so i'm pretendin to like someone now.which to you guys ,is pretteh crazy.cause if you like someone , you like someone.how can you pretend right?!oh wells , its cause i have no one to write songs about so i'm just using this person but i'm still writing about the other person.okay,complicated.don't get me?go figure.=p.it feels like its raining in my head.raining with thoughts that is.alot alot alot and a hell alot of thoughts.i realleh want to talk to someone as in SOMEONE.but i have no idea who.i missed how things use to be as in when i was still that love sick puppy chasin you around as in, everytime i see you.my stomach would be filled with the butterflies.my shoes would grow wings and i'll start floating around in my mind.but i guess that butterflies flew out cause i dont get that funky feelin anymore i mean i still do but not as much as before.i use to wish for the fever to break.now i wish i wouldn't fade.cause i really do love you miss you and will always cherish you.so if i have said some weird stuff in the past , please forget i even did that.cause when i'm around you everything i'm tryin to say comes out wrong and its hard to come out right.so bye for now , i'm gonna take on the world.