i hate you
i really do.
i dont know.
i'm
sad..
cause i know i'll never get you.
hurt..
cause i'm lost without you.
depressed..
cause i'm bleeding inside
devastated..
cause i love you like.
there's no tomorrow.
your my eye candy.
your the one
i know it
i just know it
its like were meant to be.
but do you care?
i doubt so.
i guess its no use
i'm screwing up every little thing i ever tried to do.
god must hate me.
maybe you should pray for me
im breaking down.
and there's no one there to save me
its scary everytime i think about it
what if i wake up one day regretting
every little thing i did fer you.
Fucking hell.i wanna freak out and let it go.
i'll be waiting here fer cause i dont wanna miss a thing.
perished n burned alive is what i actually feel inside.
i wanna say i'm here fer you.
no matter what u do.
livin life to the fullest.
is how things work fer you.
im bleedin deep down inside.
next time i'll be the one to say move aside.
-gone-
sunshine
6 degrees of seperation
hello
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
catching a fallin leaf can bring you good luck.
hahas..hmm..
i cant belive me n phoebe were so bim
to try to catch one for two hours!
anw.been swimming alot lately.
GOSH when did become such a beach bum!
hahas.anw.i got this bloody tan again.FUCK
now when i play hide n seek.
ican just lie on the damn road.
Got caught in the hall fer taking
like is tt a fucking crime now.
hello?!im human.fuck this shit.
anw,i was playin wit jiajun i wanted to see her wallet.
just for that..
i had to clean the whole hall.
with some other pple.
plus,i had to do it with pple i cant click with
i mean please their not even in my year.
incase yer wonderin they are.
lizard.jeanne.natalie.i think yolanda or smth.
anw.how fucked up is tt?
its not like i hate them or anthin
but i just dont know them well enough.
to you know.be RETARDED.
anw.went swimming again.
i swam 12 laps.
when i was in the water.
i kept imaginin things like.
how im gonna die.
n some other retarded stuff.
I feel so BLEEK.
i dont know I feel sad.
i dont know why i guess its cause
i havent tok to *you in like months.
i think im gonna die of my toxins.hahas.
im sad.confused.devastated.
hahas..hmm..
i cant belive me n phoebe were so bim
to try to catch one for two hours!
anw.been swimming alot lately.
GOSH when did become such a beach bum!
hahas.anw.i got this bloody tan again.FUCK
now when i play hide n seek.
ican just lie on the damn road.
Got caught in the hall fer taking
like is tt a fucking crime now.
hello?!im human.fuck this shit.
anw,i was playin wit jiajun i wanted to see her wallet.
just for that..
i had to clean the whole hall.
with some other pple.
plus,i had to do it with pple i cant click with
i mean please their not even in my year.
incase yer wonderin they are.
lizard.jeanne.natalie.i think yolanda or smth.
anw.how fucked up is tt?
its not like i hate them or anthin
but i just dont know them well enough.
to you know.be RETARDED.
anw.went swimming again.
i swam 12 laps.
when i was in the water.
i kept imaginin things like.
how im gonna die.
n some other retarded stuff.
I feel so BLEEK.
i dont know I feel sad.
i dont know why i guess its cause
i havent tok to *you in like months.
i think im gonna die of my toxins.hahas.
im sad.confused.devastated.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Thursday, October 14, 2004
its OFFICIAL today is GOD-MUST-HATE-ME day!!
it started in the morning with mum.
she sucks!hate her `
i had to get a dumb hair cut.
now i look like SUPER-NERD.
the superhero that saves nerds.
hehs.
anw,after tt.
i got caught fer my uniform
like hello?
i was gonna go up on stage.
DUH!?
of course i would cry.
its like the end of my social life.
haha.ok.i'm just being hysterical.
but anw.i was long high n tight.
I look like a walking fucktard.
like if i walk around pple will walk around n point at me n yell.
FFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKTTTTTAAAAAAARRRRRDDDDDDDDDD!!!
*crap.
anw gtg.
fuck this
it started in the morning with mum.
she sucks!hate her `
i had to get a dumb hair cut.
now i look like SUPER-NERD.
the superhero that saves nerds.
hehs.
anw,after tt.
i got caught fer my uniform
like hello?
i was gonna go up on stage.
DUH!?
of course i would cry.
its like the end of my social life.
haha.ok.i'm just being hysterical.
but anw.i was long high n tight.
I look like a walking fucktard.
like if i walk around pple will walk around n point at me n yell.
FFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKTTTTTAAAAAAARRRRRDDDDDDDDDD!!!
*crap.
anw gtg.
fuck this
Friday, October 08, 2004
OMG!!
am i dreaming?
did I,marisse.
actually go fer the alicia keys concert.
it was unbelivable.
her voice is fantastic.
Her vocal range is good.
she plays the piano well[the keyboard player too.]
OMG!
the concert was rockin.
altough i went wit my mum.
but her frens were great.
they were very very spunky
AND UNLIKE MY MUM
they like OUTKAST!.
hahahahaah.lOlx.
anw.im tired now.gonna go sleep.
see ya.
am i dreaming?
did I,marisse.
actually go fer the alicia keys concert.
it was unbelivable.
her voice is fantastic.
Her vocal range is good.
she plays the piano well[the keyboard player too.]
OMG!
the concert was rockin.
altough i went wit my mum.
but her frens were great.
they were very very spunky
AND UNLIKE MY MUM
they like OUTKAST!.
hahahahaah.lOlx.
anw.im tired now.gonna go sleep.
see ya.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
heys `
trying to sign up fer that dumb photobocket thingie.
damn.must sign up at 2.so fucked up.
anw.sulynn,cher and phoebe just left.
I'm rotting again.
I cant believe i wasted 3 bucks on tt damn show.
DAMN!shit show.SOUL.what a lame show.
Im not even freaked out.
Anw.Exams now.so easy.
Just abit nervous fer tmr.MATHS.mrs tng surely set until damn hard.
anw.diane more lil' gurl.all tt serene's fault.tt lil' biatch.
anw.I shall not butt in.hehs.wa lao.
tt mdm chong really really sucks lor.
I HATE HER!May she burn in her lipstick.hehs.
what i just said doesnt even make sense.haha.
Anw.Our Clique's name is right click.like..
WWWWHHHHAADDDDAAAHHHHEELLLLLL!?
haha.thanks to shalini.haha.LMAO.anw.
We are going out after the exams gonna watch
Art of the devil and whitechicks.they dun even mix.
haha.anw.So fucked up lor.damn the fucking exams.
haha.OH YEAH!!you know the song by simple plan!!
WELCOME TO MY LIFE?its like sooooo nice!!hehs.
its so matches me.listen to it.ANNNNIIWWWAAEEE`
i feel so fucked up without *you.YEA.i haven gotten over u
I'm breaking down.FUCKING HELL.and my mum.she's so stressin me
its not like she's takin the exams.fucktard.anw.at least ..
I'm going fer the alicia keys concert.YES.I'm proud of it.
I'M GOING FER THE ALICIA KEYS CONCERT!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!
my mums like so bugging me to learn singing from her.
she's crazy i tell u!she's yellin vulgar.like how?
how?am i suppose to sing with anger.
Hate her.
anw.im proud to say my voice has to grown.HEARD TT ESMOND?
.dotx.
oh yeah.WHY CANT I.Its a really nice song.sO devastatin'.well.wth.
hears the lyrics.
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
But this just the beginningWe're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about youI
t's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful
Here we go, we're at the beginningWe haven't fucked yet, but my head’s spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'Out of this that
we can't control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
nice.yea.i know.anw.i gotta go.till then..
-out-
trying to sign up fer that dumb photobocket thingie.
damn.must sign up at 2.so fucked up.
anw.sulynn,cher and phoebe just left.
I'm rotting again.
I cant believe i wasted 3 bucks on tt damn show.
DAMN!shit show.SOUL.what a lame show.
Im not even freaked out.
Anw.Exams now.so easy.
Just abit nervous fer tmr.MATHS.mrs tng surely set until damn hard.
anw.diane more lil' gurl.all tt serene's fault.tt lil' biatch.
anw.I shall not butt in.hehs.wa lao.
tt mdm chong really really sucks lor.
I HATE HER!May she burn in her lipstick.hehs.
what i just said doesnt even make sense.haha.
Anw.Our Clique's name is right click.like..
WWWWHHHHAADDDDAAAHHHHEELLLLLL!?
haha.thanks to shalini.haha.LMAO.anw.
We are going out after the exams gonna watch
Art of the devil and whitechicks.they dun even mix.
haha.anw.So fucked up lor.damn the fucking exams.
haha.OH YEAH!!you know the song by simple plan!!
WELCOME TO MY LIFE?its like sooooo nice!!hehs.
its so matches me.listen to it.ANNNNIIWWWAAEEE`
i feel so fucked up without *you.YEA.i haven gotten over u
I'm breaking down.FUCKING HELL.and my mum.she's so stressin me
its not like she's takin the exams.fucktard.anw.at least ..
I'm going fer the alicia keys concert.YES.I'm proud of it.
I'M GOING FER THE ALICIA KEYS CONCERT!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!
my mums like so bugging me to learn singing from her.
she's crazy i tell u!she's yellin vulgar.like how?
how?am i suppose to sing with anger.
Hate her.
anw.im proud to say my voice has to grown.HEARD TT ESMOND?
.dotx.
oh yeah.WHY CANT I.Its a really nice song.sO devastatin'.well.wth.
hears the lyrics.
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
But this just the beginningWe're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about youI
t's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful
Here we go, we're at the beginningWe haven't fucked yet, but my head’s spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'Out of this that
we can't control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
nice.yea.i know.anw.i gotta go.till then..
-out-
Saturday, October 02, 2004
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