a vacant affair

finally got to see the girls again.
finally got updated about what was going on in their lives.
finally got to see phoebe in another set of clothes
finally finally finally , I've missed you guys dearly!


'Moshed' with Tris&Jessy, Bong&friends , Alicia&Rese :)
It was nice seeing a lot of familiar faces like markooo , Melanie , mayyin & the list goes on.
Cheryl Ann, Lynn , Tris & the float( which is I ) got to hear our favourite song prizelist( haha! ohh Cheryl )I haven't slept for almost 3 days , only cause I don't want to screw my body clock.
ironic aye? cause I don't want to sleep 4 in the morning waking up the next day
to find that the day's almost over. Besides , I want to be healthy again!
to the gym marisse , to the damn gym!


Anyway , after the gig we all headed down to gardens in qi an's(?) car not to worry he drove!heh
We were all packed in the car like a can of sardines. hahaha! There were 8 of us in the car!
Rese , Nat , KC , Gabs , Chris , Egan , Qi an & I hahaha! Yeah , we were trying to get into the Guinness world of records for most idiots squashed into a car or maybe the police records for dumbfucks. There was even this point of time where we were driving behind the traffic police totally freaking out. haha , okay! Maybe I was the only freaker outer but it was really fun! hahaha! After we reached gardens we headed to mackers & bumped into Leon. I think he's really funny. Sorry , I know I'm totally boring you but it was really fun. Qi an drove us all home that poor boy. Anyway , I'm beat. Happy New years eve. I must say , my NYE has had a good start let's just hope it'll remain that way.


Thank you Everyone (:

There are two greatest tragedies in this world ,
one is to lose your heart's desire & one is to gain it.



bring it on tragedy! (:

I think stacy's a doll.

Hello! It's about 5 am right now & I can't sleep again.

Once again I've completely fucked up my body clock! haha , I am a loser.

I had fun today/yesterday( whatever.) with Gwenie , Stacy the moron & nana.

I bought knickers again! hahaha! I bought 4 pairs already this week. Gosh!

Stupid Topshop sale. hahaha well , on a lighter note I've been feeling a lot happier

( rese if you read this , I'm not lying!heh )

I guess it's cause I've been behaving like such a spasz.

well today/yesterday(whatever.) for instance

when Gwen & I went to visit rese at her workplace I wasn't so hyped up yet

but when we started walking around to buy stuff

I started getting hyper like extremely hyper Gwen thought I was losing it.

But then again , It could've been the coffee starting to kick in.

Thank you Gwen & Stacy the moron for tolerating my horrible singing and having sudden outbursts of screamo then the opera. hahaha.

I think I'll do that more often I feel so free like a bird ( omg so gay I know )

Pardon me , I've no brains right now.

Oh wait , I almost never have brains.

Kinda like how I came up with malia malia black dahlia today/yesterday ( whatever.)

I was singing maria maria then I suddenly remembered that

chinese people say malia not maria then

I was/am going to watch black dahlia then I realised that they rhyme

and so I came up with malia malia black dahlia.

okay , enough Marisse. Goodnighto stupidos.

Got this from leeyah's blog


List ten things you want to say to ten random people, but you know you never will say these things to them. Dont say who the comment is meant for, and use people only once.

1. I hope you're not using me , please prove me wrong

2. I hope I mean a lot to you cause you mean quite a lot to me.

3. Sometimes I get tired of you but I hope you know you mean a lot to me.

4. Walk me home?

5. Do you know? Cause , pick me.

6. I'm sorry , I'm sorry for all the times when I tell everyone how much I hate you & how much of a loser you are. I really do love you.

7. I love you and I mean it everytime I say it

8. I really hoped that it'd last forever.

9. I want you to get over what you're doing but still stay the same

10. I think I'll be better than you. Please get over yourself.



Bungna's party was pretty good actually cause I got to be around my friends
and that's what mattered. knowing that I've been spending my christmas with the ones I love
& the ones whom I know love me back for just the way I am :) Thanks guys so much for making me feel like by just being myself's good enough sorry I haven't been as lively as I was in the past , just a little down that's all. okay , I think I've had one to many warheads. hahaha , my tongue's numb. okay I'm going to try to sleep early tonight so I can wake up early to read & gym or smth :) Good night world!

( Click for better view )

Christmas felt like any other day just with a more expensive taxi fare.

Don't read , I'm being emo.



It's currently 6.30 am & it's christmas
so Happy Christmas Everyone & well , good morning.
last christmas was spent with the bird's nest & then later on with akira.
It was my first christmas with vicky
& the first time I ever hung out with just akira alone
we talked through the morning getting to know each other
him being the ah beng he is told me all his adventures
haha , I really enjoyed myself then. who knew we'd be best friends.
I had a lot on plate during this year. All the drama , serious drama
and it's following through the next year. & next year's just in a week's time.
Akira says I've changed so much this year & I couldn't have said so better myself.
But change is good I guess cause from the change I've learnt so much.
I almost lost myself , whatever myself is. haha , but I guess it doesn't matter.
so anyway , I had the whole mood cycle within the first few hours of christmas.
from being totally bored then to annoyed then to pissed then to embarassed
and then to happy and then to amused and then to sad and then I'm here.
woah , that's a lot of and thens. hahaha , but no hard feelings bong.
I guess it was my fault for not calling. Sorry I made you guys walk out.
& thanks Baby Biggay for answering the phone , I had fun.


I sat on the kerb & cried
& I felt better than I've been feeling for the whole december
It was good finally letting out my fustrations.
& thank God I was alone :)
I was pretty dissapointed with christmas
I guess it's cause I was pretty much expecting a lot.
All the plans I made dissapeared and crumbled in my own bloody hands.
maybe I'll go visit SPCA( I'm thinking of adopting a cat & a rabbit )
or maybe I'll just sleep through the afternoon.
God , I hate mondays.


heavy hearts & christmas tears.
Once again , Happy Christmas.
I miss you theresa.

I got up early today and thankfully not on the wrong side. I went to my grandmama's house for lunch then went to meet leeyah.We looked for a non-existent photography gallery then headed down to home for the gig. caracal was good as usual & surreal was omgxzsxzsxzs! amateur takes control sounded like mogwai , they were really good. I had fun bopping my head to the music with leeyah alicia rese ally & nat.
thank you for the company , it was great seeing alicia & rese again. It's been really long considering the last time we hung out we talked through the morning & then they dissapeared on me.But it was great seeing them anyway. I mean , why wouldn't it be ? Those two pretty faces ( Okayxzsxz sounding really lesbian thanks.) Leeyah & I headed home before the rest we almost got lost. But thanks for the company once again I'm glad you could make it Leeyah :) How could I ever miss out on all the ' I don't feel like dancing ' & ' I left my heart in san francisco ' hahaha! Anyway , Happy Christmas Eve.

Marisse is going to spend her christmas day at home alone cause she has no money &
she doesn't have any plans so she'll be reading & watching movies unless you guys ask her out * hint hint ( okayxzsxzs so gay ) and she'll go running cause every will be out partying hard and there'll be no one at the stadium to watch & pressurize paraniod old fatso Marisse Caine thanks :)


Show some love ya'llllllllllllllll ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


God! I'm so going to delete this entry when I wake up , IF I WAKE UP.

yesterday once more , please?

listen to trella! :)

I love you bestfriend :)

I went to the esplanade library today to catch up on some reading on my own
went to meet tris paolo and daniel at clarke quay mrt station shortly after
I am so out of shape walking there felt like 2.4 hahaha! Back to the gym marisse!
we went to meet the rest of them at homeclub to watch trella play! Trella's accoustic set was awesome! Bong looks adorable when he sings! hahaha! really!
after the arpee set ( they were fucking awesome )we went to eat at macs
it felt like one of those excursions there were so many of us.
tris holly chloe cherylann pammy evelynn lynn bong paolo leslie leon joey kenneth daniel zac(?) i think there were more actually. too many to remember hahaha!
felt like an excursion. but I had fun! Tris & I were having fits in the train.
more photos to come! niteenite world.

dumbass you suck! haha !

RIGHT BACK AT YA BIGGAY.
I set my turtle stuart free today

I'll be praying for your safety

( like you can read this you stupid turtle )

I love you , I had fun today girlssss haha

Hello Photography lessons were awesome.

I met a one eye blind cat. she's really pretty.

I had an awesome day by myself :)

Oh Hello Love.

went out with leeyah yesterday , it was nice
to at least be out of the house.
I can't believe what your dad's doing to my mum L
she's been crying since we left the fucking station thanks.
I know I crashed the car but it's still not fair I have to bear full responsibility
look , we don't have a car & the last time we went on a holiday was a thousand years ago.
correction , the last time we were happy seemed too long ago.


I've photography lessons later I don't want to go home so early
I think I'll probably head down to peninsula to collect my jeans then go photo taking.
hello God , I'm at your disposal now. What exactly do you want from me?


Dear Santa ,
I know I've been bad for the past year.
Please let me curl up & die for Christmas
then I won't be bad again.

xoxo
Marisse

I FOUND AN OLD POST:



hello akira , you are a fucker.

and it still cracks me up. hahaha! Thanks for the talk akira :)

My Saturday with love and silhouette friends

So there we were laughing wildly at jack black in the cinema.
I repeat , laughing wildy at jack black not with jack black
Ohh Alyssa , I had a lot of fun watching the holiday with you.
not quite I expected though , I expected it to be a cryfest
but it was good all the same. I've yet to catch little miss sunshine
would anyone like to catch it with me?... Yeah thought so
I guess I'll go borrow it at some rental shop and watch it all alone & mope
oh! oh! oh! And the oc season 3's out on DVD already! yayza , I'm up for it
yes I know , call me slow but at least I found out soon enough
after I pay for my fines , my bills & Christmas presents ( if I even have money for that)
I'll buy the whole season , or I'll just settle for borrowing.
I'm sorry everyone I doubt you'll be expecting anything from me this year
maybe valentine's day next year. So in other words , you don't have to get me anything
and please don't cause I'll feel really bad , like a free loader.
ahhh , I see my Christmas spirit disappearing into thin air! haha
Anyway , So after hanging out with awesome Alyssa I went to meet awesome Alicia
we went to meet joyful jade & nice Nicole ( LOL I couldn't come up with better words)
we went for the already closed flea market at homeclub then we met up with Chris
nic & jade had to leave earlier so the 3 of us headed to kovan for supper
took a nice long walk to alicia's place then headed home.
okay , that was pretty much my Saturday.

what am I doing now? I think I'll go read. See you folks!
My phone's down & I'll be with V & the rest
love love!

[Edit]

Theresa's probably having the time of her life right now in Malaysia
If I had cash I'd be on my way to Malaysia without parental permission
escaping for this hell hole. Oh don't mind me I'm just being grumpy
I sleep more than 12 hours a day and I exercise now and I'm still so tired
I've no idea why! It's getting so annoying!

I finally went for my triathalon training and I only ran 4 rounds
I was too tired to run and I had no water and there was no vending machine!
correction , there WAS a vending machine only it was all chained up
what's the point in having one when you're going to lock it up?
those sick sadistic people working at the spe
they must know that there are people like me who forget to bring water
so they purposely put a machine there so we can die of dehydration
staring at the 'goddess'( the machine )
I bet the guy who owns the place is the murderer in saw
okay , that was so lame
sorry , I caught Cheryl foo's stupid.

Anyway , I finally finished reading
fight club by chuck palahniuk. Finally! haha awesome book I must say.
Any recommendations for a new book I should read?
I'm off to read choke now! ^^


I miss Theresa , really!

Midnight Escapades with the dear clutz , I love you :)

BRACE YOURSELVES FOR THE MOST EGOISTIC ENTRY EVER!

check out my mum's sexy legs!

My mum's beautiful aye , I mean sides' the hair. ahha

You see that girl with the orange hairband?

she's butch now. You were so pretty trish!

Best Birthday EVER! hahaha

Te Amor Tito Aik!

HAHA , that's the ugliest jumpsuit ever. Hello Granny! <3

<3!

Ohh mummy

SLUT!

My mum told me to smile with my teeth.

STOP TELLING ME TO SMILE WITH MY TEETH!

Everybody wanted to be the pink ranger haha

Yeah , Go away you pedophile

This was my WTF face.

Hello Hannah , I love you very much

& every girl in that picture loved the boy in red very much too hahahahhahahah!

Yeap , I was deranged already