The exams are approximately 172 hours and 35 minutes away.And I'm on the computer blogging.Now , can anyone tell me what the fuck am I doing on the bloody computer.hurry now , please raise your hand.If you don't you are going to stay back for detention.Marisse , please understand that you've rebelling against mrs thurai for the longest time and now that you guys are smooth , it's going to be a little be hard now don't you think considering you've apparently NOT BEING PAYING BLOODY ATTENTION. show me the money and rub my tummy.

I'm an emotional wreck inside.

Due to the current influences from pantat.I'm starting to not be such an alien in the music genre shit.Anyway , I went out with my mum yesterday.It was great considering she's one of the coolest mum you'll ever know and you'll prolly ever want.We went Shopping and went to the museum to see the vatican exibition and boy was it a blast dude.I'm in school and all I can fuckin hell say now is I'm so bored.The first thing I did when I entered the lab was read my bible and It was intresting.I love the bible it's probably my favourite book.I mean I didn't even know originally we aren't suppose to eat pork.Shitpeas, I'm so fuckin bored my brains are barely stimulating.G'bye.3 more days morons 3 more days.(=

You've got the Blues.


My years in PL have been rather queer.I've gone from that really really queer netballer to totally psychotic sec 2 retard to a rebel and to whatever you can think of.I use to be so emotional and now , I'm almost emotionless.I've gone from becoming the girl who cried herself to sleep to the girl who made people cry to sleep.well , ok not to sleep but you get what I mean.And now , I've become quite the holy mofo.I tore my heart open just to feel.And now that I've felt it , I kinda wished I hadn't then I wouldn't have gotten so hurt.As much as I want to close my eyes and with a blink of an eye forget ev'rything that happened.But I can't.Cause no matter what , the past will always be real.It's so hard sometimes.Somedays I go to sleep thinking to myself.Dang.That really happened to me.He did that to me.He let me feel the hurt that , sometimes enjoy not cause I'm a sick pervert.It's cause I can write songs when I get the 'feelin'.It makes you feel like you've got difficulty breathin and you feel like screamin.FFFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK.but you just can't then when you cry, you can't stop crying.The world feels so fake sometimes.I remember when I was sec 2 I use to really afraid of yes , leezord and all.but really , they couldn't give two fucks about me.They're so narcissitic anyway.no offence.BUT they're really nice anyway.My birthday is nine days away.I don't really feel the excitment though cause I've nothing much to look foward to.Cause life for me use to when ev'ryone's celebrating with their families , my mum's giggin and the man , as usual , is MIA.but it's alright cause I'm sort of gettin use to it.When I was young I use to psycho myself into thinkin maybe she'll come home and surprise me but , I was always wrong.

HELLO I'M HERE IN THE DU SU GUAN WITH WANCHUNG CALISTA AND MY HIGH-CLASS GIRLFRIEND , SIVA.MY BIRTHDAY IS ON SEPTEMBER 29 EV'RYBODY.(siva asked me).This is one of those random entries you'd really nt wanna read cause it's sort of a waste of your time.I'm currently revising pythagaros theorem and trigonometry.which is , SUCHA BORE.but it's for the good of my own well-being.listen up ev'ryone , MURIZ IS STUDYING (=

MY SHOE SIZE IS EIGHT


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL =) , my morning started out bad.Met up with the rest at white sands.Our destination , Escape theme park. Had fun with the rides.Met a bunch of lowbrow fools in other words , uncultured people.surprise surprise , I did not stoop to their level.Went into the so called ' haunted house' pa-lease , haunted.sure it was scary at first cause of the darkness.It ended full of laughther there were only TWO GHOST OF HEAVEN'S SAKE.The rules stated no touching of the walls or ghost.I guess you can consider us rebels then.I pushed of the 'ghost' with the mask and he fell down.poor guy.I pulled of his mask. I pulled the other guys cape.WHAT SM AH!?I was literally playing tug-o-war with the guy with his fake hand.hahaha.It was fun.I heart sherylene weilyn sarah and last but most diff. not least , CHERYL.i'm beat.


I KNOW MY FEET ARE BIG.

My birthday is coming ev'ryone and I'm very deprived and going to live on the streets very soon.I really need to get some stuff please donate to the save marisse from the streets fund.

Red faded chucks
Black striped high cuts
Fox jacket
Fox shorts
Beadie stuff
red and black high stripey socks
fish nets
more canvas shoes
red dunks
that old school bag
those other dunks
jeans
that green and white circley printed
sling at that ah lian shop next to converse at J8
mango pants
the mango jacket
alicia keys first cd
crazy shades.
actually anything red and nice
anything la emeline
i'll love you anyway. (=

Did you know

My name is so cool.

Marisse means of the sea it origins from the latin name Maris and it means of the sea.It also means Mary in french ,it also means star of the sea or Saint Jerome associated the Virgin's name with the Latin phrase stella maris. Other possible meanings are (Hebrew) wished-for child; rebellion; sea of bitterness.

Isabel origins from spanish and latin it means Elizabeth in hebrew and elizabeth means god's promise.

Caine comes from the hebrew name cain which means Something produced or spear.Cain, the firstborn son of Adam and Eve, killed his brother in jealous anger and spent the rest of his life as a wanderer in exile.Caine also comes from the irish and gaelic name kane which means little battler.It also was Anglicized form of Cathán, derived from "cath" meaning "battle." Kane (kah-NAY) is also a Japanese surname meaning putting together or money.

went gyming with Jen Jen.We bathed there for hours.oh wells.

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match and watch the fire
I call the cops
I run and hide
You watched me fall
like new york in an earthquake.
Oblivious I run and cry
Wrath builds up within
I suffocate you and watched you die.
I won't forget the day
I felt god through a kitchen knife
there wasn't any pain
With ev'ry passin moment
It just seems getting worse
The walls are gettin smaller
and so I'm here to say
I'm so inflicted with unnecessary pain
I dream at night about a dance
With someone I can't seem to see
We'd dance all night till dawn
And We can't seem to stop the beat
We're so in love
both sides not hurt.
roses , candles and game
we twist and turn
The love I yearned.
So much's been saved for.

I just came back from the airport went to welcome back vick and the rest.It was fun went with leezord and kelly met ann na there.yea it was fun.if you wanna know what happened ask me cause i'm not in the mood to type.hahaha.anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA!! (=

Who said we can't go back to how things were before.What happened today and yesterday shows that nothing is impossible.I spent two whole days with my bestfriend like before , before all the conflicts and people coming into our lives.It was great.It was like the old times , yea the old times.We went to town looking like auntes and we were behaving like aunites.we went to raffles to check siewhwee out at her workplace , soupspoon.when we got there , siewhwee was havin her break.The devil treated phoebe to a bowl of soup , more like a bowl of sin.I ate out of the bowl of sin anyway.yummy yummy yummy there was alot of food in my tummy.we walked to suntec to see what i could get for alyssa after walking a thousand miles we went to carefour we walked around we ended up sleeping on this swing thing at carefour the furniture section and ev'rytime someone walked pasted us and shot us a look twice , we'd do the peace sign.I really do want world peace.LOL.anyway I got alyssa her gift from aistoria or something like that then we went to the candy empire and we bought junk and HOME SWEETERS HOMERS (=

What's my excuse for not studying? I WANNA BE DIFFERENT!

Why do i Speak through the wind in hope that you'll be able to hear what I'm thinking.Hello , I'm the walking idiot.I seriously need a digi cam , SERIOUSLY.I have so many ideas for photography so I can put them in my portfolio.dang.anyway , I've reccently read the bible the part on the revalation.It's so captivating I even painted about one of the topics in it.The one about the city of God.(=

hello wello yellow

sunday - the netball carnival
It went surprisingly great , really.
monday - Ah-lians day out
The most boring outing of my life.But at least I finally got to hang out with Stacy.
tuesday - Family day
Came home from the grandparent's house went out with my mum to get my art stuff from bras basar(spell?) went to church headed to city hall went grocery-in met up with phoebs siewhwee and yenchuen.
today - homegirl day
Woke up missed training , dreadfully , went to mac to meet the 3-o yesterday for breakfast went home did my portfolio spray painted my cupboard and shoes and now I'm just chilling.

how do you do that?make me feel special again?make me feel like a love sick puppy chasing you around again?make me feel like an oblivious idiot again?it's incredible that you can still mesmerize me after all this time.you're impressingly perfect and i guess i sort of , still love you.(=

hello wello , yesterday we were all being so melodramatic when we were sending vick and the rest of the china . when in fact , they were coming back in just a week.we acted like they were going of , FOREVER.anyhows , just read the papers , well , sort of , the one about the mayhem in the US , namely the hurricane.Its utterly dissapointing how selfish people can be.Now , the end of the world is the B-all and end-all of ev'rything.Catholics are being laidback about it cause our faith is strong.Christians are being ,"OH YOU MUST REPENT" about it now.well , which is good i guess.I always say better to be pessimistic then optimistic.oh wells, i gotta meet phoebe now.till later.(=