g'day one and all (= ,here is a , i don't know how longs worth of thoughts.




my thoughts are screamin in my head.example , FUCKIN HELL GET OVER HIM BITCH!!.what the fuck is wrong with me.i'm becoming so cold and infront of my friends i act all emotionless.cold and funny that's what i gotta be right!?it fuckin hell pisses me off.fuck it!and so a writer takes his or her pen and writes the words again ,all in love is fair.yes , now all about the ' i don't knows ' and ' whatevers '.i've just to come realise that i'm a very depressed person yes i am indeed.i've reccently become a boring person i've become anti-social bottomline is , i've become empty.
empty like a can of soda that just got dranked by a person who just ran a thousand miles cause him or her has been hurt by their special someone that they really loved and have used excersing as a form of stress relievin.i hate the fact that the way you are just mollifies me leaving me nothing but my dignity.'what's wrong with you' the most common phrase i've been hearing for the past few days.which i currently think is true cause i'm crazy.and you still definately are my only one(bird,you were right).i should stop pretending cause i definately don't wanna be anything that i've been trying to be lately.sometimes i question ' the one ' why does he keep doing this to me.i go to church every sunday.i am a devoted catholic.i pray , i sin , i confess , i repent.but still i ask why does he take everything away from me won't he just give me a chance?i love lit but sadly i can't take it.i love geog but again to my dissapointment i can't take it.worst of , the one thing i love most , art is a subject i can't take. i question him why do i have such a fatal flaw.which if you know me well , you'll know what i'm talkin about but if you don't then that's just too bad.cause i won't reveal it like this.it just plain embarassin.=/.isn't she loverly , isn't she wonderful i may ask.I'm obviously jealous.I'm obviously devastated.yes devastation, that's right.you always leave me in a state of devastation.hello there the can you help me?i'm fallin apart cause of you.i'm strong with words but weak in the heart.