words don't seem to matter.

Marisse Isabel Caine reporting for duty blogspot sir!Baybeat's just a few hours away and I really hope I can make it but I think all my friends are flaking on me.Oh well , so much for what're friends for aye?Thank God for blogger cause here I can pour out all my unhappiness but I still say it in my 'coded' language you know , don't want to cause misery/disagreements or even politics out there with everyone else cause I don't want to be selfish.Anyway , I don't get why I can't be as blunt , funny and happy as I used to be.I feel so jaded and honestly , crestfallen.And I know it's cause I'm so far out that people get bored of me.This time I'm not complimenting myself.I think I've compromised enough , when's it ever going to be my turn to let my opinion be heard.My real opinion.Not the ones I utter when I'm not even thinking clearly.And when I voice my view could you please not discriminate me?That's why I don't like talking.I don't want to screw things up again.