Dear Nobody , I love you very much.

Marihito's going to grow up to be a heartbreaker.don't you agree? he's japanese chinese just like akira , akiko & akina :)well he's only seven this year and well , hopefully he doesn't grow up to be some screwed up non-comforming son of a gun or worse , an ah beng cause that'll be really sad.I'm feeling rather blank right now so I'm not going to call anyone tonight to tell them a joke and just to say good night as well.Tonight while walking back home the moon was looking exceptionally beautiful( it's beautiful all the time actually) but tonight , I seem to have fallen in love with it.I think nature's probably one of the other things that mitigates me from my mind.Cause above there in my thick skull's a rollar coaster ride.bumped into an old friend today and will be having lunch with her next week , amen to that haha.Anyway , sometimes I wonder how did we get so fucked up.How did the world get so awful.( no this is not me being angsty) but seriously , how did it get so fucked?Maybe this is just me being incredulous as an after affect of watching Munich it really is rather penetrating.yes , this is me being blown away by another one of steven spilberg's movies.Really , can't we all just fucking compromise. Why in the world must we all be so fucking selfish.Oh well , that's the world for you Marisse.You got that right Marisse.G'night world.

The things that make me feel so alive are just so

blameworthy , illicit and sometimes salacious.

In other words , wrong.