undiscovered , save me from all your stupid question


approximately 13 hours ago I was really ticked off at Akira
Only because he's almost a bestfriend and he did something to
me that to me is going to stick with me for a long time
I bare grudges it's easy to forgive but it's fucking hard
to fucking forget.But I'll try for the sake of lovers & friends
I've notice a rapid hope loss in me.I cut my hair to cut my
memories away it got uneven ah lian had to cut it even more
for me and when she did I wisphered to her
'you're cutting my memories away' babe I meant it
my memories have been left to patch works now
so much for friends so much for love
I prayed to Dad for a wonderful dream cause I cried myself
to sleep only because I slept unhappy.He gave me a dream
I dreamt that we were chasing Leezoo.V and I some others
that I can't remember but We were chasing her
And we bumped into edison chen ( yes wtf) and we asked
for his autograph and asked him whether he could help
us find for leezoo and he agreed.The dreams very vague now
But I remember asking him to call Jill but he said
he knows her already and he met her at a club
and she said to him that harry sings better
(now, how the fuck is harry?)that's a question I don't
have an answer for cause I don't have a friend whose name is
harry.I can't remember the dream anymore but it was wonderful
I woke up at 11 to this lame phone call which I suppose
is one of those million pranks jism plays on me
but this time I didn't stay to hear his voice
I hung up.I cut my hair it really helps.
I've not really eaten or cried or felt anything this morning
so I guess my vow's currently taking place aye?
I'm becoming very self depriving it's going to get ugly.
take notice take interest take me with you , Daddy Jesus :)


Spinning - DC - Several Ways to Die Trying