count so often , breathe so little



self abuse , self hatred.


well , I suppose that today was rather eventful
considering I didn't have any plans at all
although thirteen did ask me out for some gig
but well yea , I was planning on sleeping in
(even though I already slept for 13 hours)
I had my pimple cream and knickers on and was
about to sleep when I got a call from karys
whom asked me down for some y2y production audition
and I was like 'what the heck' although
I was to most reluctant to do so but you know whatever
so when I saw chris at the counter[ omg ]
I felt embarassed no idea why either
then I audtioned for dancing
we did this lame dance made friends with a couple of malays
and V asked me why not act and I did
and yea I got in for mocking my maid -_-
anyhows after that V , thirteen and Mel came over to my place
to watch sugar rush(some lesbo show) it was really good
So good I forgot I was abusing myself and I ate!
WTF MAN LOL anyway , it was really fun having people around me
after they left one by one I met gwenie and ah lian for supper
at grapey's thanks to chng who didn't even turn up
but we met akira anyway which I suppose made up for her place
anyway today was really Good but I think I ended my night badly
oh well , life is unpredictable. fuck the world. :)





what if you had woman as a dad ?