Isn't she a beau.


I've been rather odd lately.
Just a moment ago , I was sitting at the christmas tree
and staring at lights wondering what am I going to do
with my life.I even started comparing my life with
kurts , very similar I must say
I mean if you minus the drama and a little
be less exaggaration.You get the formula
of a kurt cobain.I'm not saying it as a form of flattery
really , I mean dream big live small.
my life's like all about that right now.
I'm so afraid of whats going to happen in the future.
My life's not making much sense to me.
I feel quite lost.
Lost , in my words my thoughts my dreams.
It's all not tallying up.
As I go on typing , I don't even know what
I'm saying anymore.Help me please?
I'm starting to love being introvert.
but I know once school starts
I'd have no choice but to socialize
cause without my friends
school would be meaningless to go for.
But right now , I love alone time
All i need's a Mp3 and you'll get a whole
new marisse isabel A. caine K. that's my name btw.
I've planning alot of alone outings.
Once I get my laptop and Mp3 , I'll be an introvert
for sure.No more saturday nut outings.
more off the stay home or go to punggol to
be alone.Ok , I know I'm just saying this right now.
cause I'm being weird.So please don't take me seriously.
I need help and I admit it.

Chilling in the sun with myself.