hello my sweethearts. :D

My week has been rather relaxing
I'm happy to say , I don't hate anybody.
really , I'm not saying that just for saying sake
I'm so over the bitch phase.
I can actually stand proudly and say , I'VE MATURED.
I'm actually tired of bitching.
My way of dealing with things now is
Let the person get what she or he wants
leaving them satisfied with themselves
and know someday the will learn it the hard way
like how I did.I mean losing a friend like phoebe
It was sheer stupidity.I can only pray now
that nothing of that sort of shit will happen again.
I'm happy with my bestfriend.if we still are.
I doesn't matter she is to me anyway.
Phoebe , you're the one I spent most of my
happy times.The most dull parts of my life
and the whole nine yards.It's so cliche.
but friends forever?till the end , I hope.
Anyway , my style now is , compromise.
or at least somewhere along that line
I can't say for certain that I won't be the gossip folk again
I most definately will , but , I'll try.
If you find this boring , please do not go on.
Cause the fucking special shit is going to go on.
anyhows , not everyone can say they have a past
a past that had made an impact on alot of people, really.
this time , it's not the ego talking.
I mean I manage to get so many to here my story about 'us'
us as in refering to phoebe and I.
If you're part of the 'shit'
think of it my childish appetiate(sp?) for mean girls part two?
Anyway , Phoebe I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused you.
I hope this calls for new begginings cause it'd be s' wonderful
I remember us looking at other people and saying that
we'll never have a huge fight like this
and we would leave clothes at each other's house saying
we're going to see each other for the next 2 years anyway
I miss the ability to say all that without having to choke on my words.
let's start over , love you! (=
anyway , enuff of the mush mush.


boys will be boys.