Life is full of contradictory. Today was a pretty depressing for many people who’re close to me. This morning a friend of mine was crying obviously I went to comfort her and found out she got heartbroken by the same person again. She said she’s sort of getting use to getting hurt. Honestly, in my opinion, no one in this world can ever get use to hurt. It’s just not very human to get use to hurt. Hurt can come in different forms like love, hate or even kindness. Anyway, this shit hasn’t got anything to do with what I’m actually talking about. Back to the main point, the same person hurt her more than twice. That’s what happens when you really love someone, you suffer. You’re the one always getting hurt, don’t you find? I compared her situation with mine and realize that there ain’t much of a difference cause you see she has really fallen in love with this person and is willing to wait for her. She’s been waiting for her for about a year now and she suffers in silence. I mean cause sometimes when you love someone, you do crazy things. Like, self inflicted pain or sometimes when you see the person you get all tongue-tied and when you think about the person you start to cry. He or she has always got you feeling low. You’re train of thoughts is running uncontrollably. Sometimes you can sit in front of the computer thinking what to write about him or her. When you decide to start letting go, it becomes so extremely hard it’s already been a year. You’ve seen too much of the person’s beautiful side. It’s already too late when you realize that you’ll never be with him or her. Then the stage of jealousy appears, when you see him or her with someone else happy, you feel like it’s the end of the world. You just can’t stand seeing him or her with someone else happy you become sort of possessive, which is completely wrong cause no one owes you a living. By the time you’ve let go, you become empty. You realize, it’s all been a wild goes chase and decide to bury a hatchet with the person within.