take you to where the love is real
a face you don't recognize ,
put me inside
cause I keep the world in the dark
don't pay the ransom
we are non-existent nor are we real.
this is my verbal diarrhea
well , who knew

yesterday I woke up 2 hours into the evening and wasted my life oh well , at least I woke up to a new guitar & a new television one day I'll wake up to find a new father or new family or even better , a new planet or maybe even waking up to realize I've been sucked into a total different time lapse.I've been so exhausted my head feels like there's a 100 overactive jumping bean & maybe a mini earthquake in there. Well , on a lighter note , my mum said that we might go to Spain for real but for just 3 weeks on vacation , so much for living there ( I want to bring home a husband haha or a kid ok , I'm joking!okay , not funny marisse! ) today while shitting , yes shitting haha , I saw this travel guide to the Philippines on the rack and decided to take a look and gosh , it's so gorgeous there knew? I thought it'd be more of all poverty there & annoying maids & the only normal people would be my relatives there , I'm so bias. Have you ever felt like you can't say something cause the whole matter has blown over?