somedays , you just don't feel like talking.

gave cat class a miss this morning was too exhausted to attend it.

If I went I would've slept there anyway.

Got up at 10.50 with Nigel being a bitch on the phone cause I was late

alright , my bad and besides my mum & I only had 10 minutes to get ready for mass

which includes the 5 minute cab ride so , we ended up being late

I didn't even get to bathe before mass I must've stunk from a night ago.

ahh well , I'm not the one suffering anyway.

ohhh marisse, you selfish prick.

headed straight home after mass didn't even bother to say hello to anyone

I honestly , couldn't be fucked with anyone from church anyway.

I mean , I know church is suppose to be my second home & all.

but honestly , I think church is filled with alot of judgemental son of a guns

who think they're all that but seriously , have no idea what they're trying to be.

ahh well , fuck all that shit I couldn't be fucked anyway.

okay marisse , enough swearing for a day.

My birthday is coming in twenty days & I feel as though it's the end of the world.

not that I'm being emotional it's just the whole cliche thing.

the happy birthday song when you're not actually very happy

I mean I remember the times when I was younger

the balloons everything used to be so simple

& now all I want are god-damned cameras & well , a sewing machine

in other words , alot of cash.

but honestly , I mean 16 red balloons & 16 red daisies beat them anyday.

hee , ohh & I remember that scary clowns that perform magic tricks that resemble

some sort of a pedophile ( okay , repitition from LJ guy )

buttt , nonetheless birthdays are meant to look foward to yes?

ahhh well , with that said , did I make sense?

good night