Cause I'm caught in suspension. ( but I beg for nothing more)//picking up speed I can barely breathe.The past week/year's has gone pass so fast I wanna blast in the past and repeat every move I made.Every mistake and every decision made with a perfect answer.I miss 2005 and I know I'll definately miss 2006.But I can't wait for 2007.I'm studying so much it's overwhelming and I can't believe I'm saying what everyone else saying but , I think I've not studied enough and I'll flunk my whole exam.Oh Christ , Help me!There's the caracal gig tomorrow and though I'll just be another person in the crowd listening to their awesome music and almost invisible( yes , I sound like a loser! But , I don't mean it in that way) I'm sure I'll get over the whole crazy over caracal phase.It's just gonna be a phase.Like how I was ah lian before well , not ah lian more of cheena then to a bitch and now , plain marisse.Now , all I wanna do is give my soul to the world and rain my goodness(barely exsist in me but heck that fact anyway) on everyone else.That's what alyssa said the other time.Just following through.The weather's been a killer don't you think?When's it ever gonna rain( like monsoon rain heavy rain rain) I want to eat ice cream and play in the playground in the rain again!Who's up for it with me!?God , are you sure I'm 16? :/ Alrighty , Gotta Run ( literally) Catcha!