I might give up on photography.
oh yea , to Val, I use the digital slr , canon eos 350D.
back to the subject , why am I giving up on photography?
Because I've an unsupportive mum who bought the camera
pretending that she's being supportive but her real motive
was so she could use it against me the next time
she's threatening me with money and other stuff.
Parents , I don't get them.
Why do they want to quarrell with us
When we really can't give a shit about what they think.
Can't they tell we're already all so worn out by them
their yelling , the insults they're all getting a little old.
Take my mum for example.Everytime she's pissed of,
she'll use her loud-hailer-ed-mouth and call me an ungrateful bitch
which is very untrue cause apparently , I'm the totally opposite of that.
What in the world is going through her mind? I don't know
and I don't think I really care.
I feel so pissed off right now I can barely think.
I want to swear off like a fucking machine gun.
I don't get it, really.
Why the fuck do parents and teachers like to threaten us
with stuff that we love or need like our hobbies
and our testimonials.like threatening us will fucking work?!
fuck these fucking motherfuckers!
now I have to go for confession!stupid bitches make me sin.
haha.anyway, it all started out with my mum yelling
countinously about my fucking room which I barely use anyway
she wants me to fucking spring clean it.
I'm totally fine with that but it's only like fucking 8 am in the
fucking morning and I haven't slept for a day?
It's so unhealthy for me but no she doesn't care.
It's all about her , bloody son of a gun.
I tried not to answer back cause it'll just lengthen the
so called 'battle'.I just said stop shouting and or , stop nagging.
and she didnt' stop and she got louder.what the fuck.
her disfunctional brains don't work
did she get the info that came out of mouth wrongly?
I said stop not shout louder.Then I just had to leave the house
I said I was getting breakfast then I went down in hopes
she'll be gone for work when I came home.
So I went up and into her room to find that she was about the
hide my camera.oh sweet mother of Jesus , this woman
will be the death of me one fine day I tell you!
what is she? like seven?! How primary school students would
hide their friends stuff as a revenge plan?what in the world!?
I really can't fucking stand it anymore.
I can't wait for the day I'll have the guts to throw my baby
right at her face and give up on photography.
although , I really really love it ): oh well.


close my eyes , I want you to dissapear.