Dedicated to , Akiko.

This is just sort of a follow up to my parent complaining shit.haha , yes what a drag.anyway,V's rodents gave birthr reccently and I wanted to touch them but then I realise that the mother would probably eat them If I did.you know , so that they can protect them?Then It got me thinking about how some of my parents are and how my mum is becoming now.you know? like the typicial singaporean parent , overprotective.Which is so damn fucking stupid.Just like how the hamster/rat eats its babies over parents like to control our lives so much.Why can't they just face the fact that we need to make these mistakes so we can learn from them? I mean like jumping off the second story when we were kids our parents would tell us to be careful and tell us not to jump but we don't know how bad it really is until we take the jump then we learn our lesson right? (not that i'm saying you should try it haha , it's just an example)If we didn't jump we'd be left wondering how it actually feels like to jump off the second story and stuff.ok maybe it's just the brain deadness talking..haha.well , my mum doesn't really like A to stay over and stuff but he's just my bestfriend( just a label) that's all.I mean hello? not as if I'm going to fuck him or anything.Parents just don't fucking trust us.and to love is to trust.so it comes down to the point where I ask myself does she love me for who I am or love me as a possession?I mean to love someone is one thing to know and care for that someone? is whole different story.Anyway , I'm getting retarded maybe it's the lack of sleep.But my day today was awesome! I woke up having only half an hour to leave punggol and head down to meet the balai people to go to changi.I had alot of fun with them.I realise catholics(trying not to stereotype here) are alot of fun to be with cause they're usually kinda wild and never run out of things to talk about and when we do , we talk about music haha.Anyway we spent alot of time planning and running away from simeon. haha , this weirdo , ask me. haha anyway then I headed down to V's place had alot of fun there too catched up with her quite abit anyway , I'm really tired so g'night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BIGGAY!

MY WOMAN ,

MY BABY ,

MY LOVE! :)