sins will happen

Phoebe's Ultraman and I'm Captain Planet

Hello Blogspot , I build shitcastles and hang from trees in hope I'll be mistaken for a bat for a living.I believe that eating popcorn is the way of life and growing fat is a trend.Wanna be my friend?Anyway , I had an awesome day today bay gay ray lay let's get laid.We played Grounded during physics lesson.For those of you sorry bunch of childhood-less mofos ,Grounded's this game where you move around without touching the ground and it's like catching with blind mice put together like a milkshake bake cake.and then you ask me so how the fuck am I suppose to get away?! This is the part where I come in and tell you that you can go on the ground BUT quietly and when the catcher says grounded you have to be off the ground or else you'll be the grounder.Get it now? Didn't think so.Well , it doesn't matter cause yoda's gotta be off the bed now and hibernate so maybe she can invest sleep for soccer later.by the way , singapore idol is buay tahan la.

my mum's fart smells like a dead monkey :)

so , happy belated gay pride!

DESTINATION:BEAUTIFUL

Dear God ,
If I had one wish
It would be to have a volume controller..
on my mother's neck
thank you , hope to hear from you soon.
xoxo
Marisse

please show me something that could shake my bones ,

the comfort of your hand is gone.

but it's all the same

cause what happened was only affairs in my mind.

I've been sinking through my magic couch humming a ghostly tune.

cause seeing the phantom of the past brings back the rapid hope lost.

but , it's all the same it was a memory

of something sweet.

I've been locked in your heart shaped box for a week now

die romantic romantic

You put the gun in my head.

hello world wide web , meet caracal!

Hello, grab your bag and let's go

More out of place than anything you know.

Like an opera at a disco

When all you wanted was a rock show tonight.

These lights, are they hanging in a distance?

Did they glimmer for an instant?

When they're shining do you feel alright?

Know love, you were looking good tonight

This is the last call.

Too long to list it.

Please don't you miss it.

Don't give up and let them hold you down

And when they tell you we could burn this town.

Scream, waking from a bad dream

Don't think anything is what it seems.

Can't you figure out what this means?

Don't sit back and keep your hands clean today.

We'll say maybe we can find a new way.

Or create another great, cliche.

Storms are coming, why don't we play?

Instead of sitting, dancing in the rain today.

So long, they tried to tell you that you don't belong.

So, I guess we'll have to prove them wrong.

Pretty soon we'll hear them sing a long.

Ain't it funny that it's our song

So long , This is the last call.

tomorrow's going to be a bad day.

Every once in a while.We'd get lost in the crowd and get ashamed and never want to admit that we did get lost in the crowd.Can't you see I'm sorry?My mistakes have mislead all of you.I'll try to keep my stupid mouth shut.

Have you ever woke up in the morning and ask yourself what time it really is cause it feels like four in the afternoon when it actually really is 10 in the morning.You feel as if you've been wall-ed by the world for a very long time when actually you've only been sleeping?well , today is one of those days for me.I was suppose to attend daily mass with J , Nigelly and Kim but I overslept.I woke up feeling as if I've wasted my life on sleeping but contradicted myself and went back to sleep cause of a weirdo dream.You know how it is when you dream of something interesting and just want to go back to sleep and dream some more and find out the ending of the story? haha , oh yes I forgot to ask , how has everyone been this holiday?

I've been thinking alot lately about the clouds

so broken , nadia huggins

put me in the hourglass ,
woke up with revolution
emotions are always temporary.
manson says : suicide is painless , it brings on many changes.
amen to that.ironic aye? saying amen to something manson said.
oh well , chirpy chirpy

hello my name is marisse , I'm 16 years old this year.I haven't gotten enough sleep for the pass 3 days and is/am dying.I'm currently participating in the summer of abandon words.I'm being very random and so I want to tell you everything.I have no idea what I'm saying but what I know is I'm going to sleep in a few minutes time.haha , I'm getting so disgustingly lame & fat.you might as well call me andy malonakins.not that I hate the guy infact , I'm quite the fan.I got ripped off by my manager at fish&co.My pay's only 71 dollars this month and there won't be a next month cause I quit my job.Too much politics at fuck&co.ok , I'm brain dead.I've had my lunar rhythms for almost two weeks.someone kill me.

Subtle insanity , has my reflection impacted your non-conforming pattern

Baby Biggay & Girlfriend :)

THE ARAB ADDICTION

I'm Marisse and I love Vicky
happy birthday Emo! :) I love you
Hello world wide web,
I had dinner with Alicia at Bliss today , it was fun.
I came to Vic's party when it just ended
I'm a bitch , g'night.

I promised pictures , from indo :)

Got this from R's blog ( yes , what a lazy afternoon)


What's your favorite....

Beverage (non-alc) ? Juices ( very vague , i know)
Color ? Red
Food ? I live to eat man! haha , how am I suppose to pick?
Item of clothing ? right now , My dress and slacks
Meal of the day ? lunch?
Feature on yourself ? My legs , cause people like them so I go with the flo ,haha.
Phrase ? "I like eggs & brains "
Song ? currently , midnight highway.
Musical Artist/Band ? no favourites but if I were at knife point I'd say DC
Sport ? I breathe sports haha so , swimming is good.
Movie ? I forgot? haha :/
TV Show ? DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES HAHAHA
Radio Station ? I don't listen to the radio so much anymore but I listen to 98.7 in morning. haha
Type of Chocolate ? The ones from SIN :D haha
Eye Color ? I'd stick with brown cause mine are brown and I heart marisse haha :)

Do you/Have you ever....

Have any pets ? Rabbits , cats , dogs , turtles , fishes had them all.haha
Have any piercing? yes
Have any tattoos ? nope but I think I will be getting one this year.
Gone skinny dipping ? yes , awesome fun! haha
Been to Europe ? sadly , no.
Been to an island ? yes
Had stitches ? no
Broken any bones ? no
Been stabbed/shot ? stabbed ahaha stupid incident.
Slept until after 12:00 ? yes
Stayed up all night ? yes
Turned down a dare ? yes

Which friend....

Is the funniest ? theresa misso! hahaha
Is the prettiest ? stupid question.
Is the most handsome ? fuck off. haha
Is the loudest ? Charis & Jamine
Is the craziest ?We're all crazy.
Is the most shy ? since R said hui zhen and she's my friend too , huizhen haha
Is the most loving ? Alicia Tan haha , like my freaking mother or smth.haha
Is the most understanding ? -
Is the most boring ? haha , can I not answer the question? haha
Is the richest ? kelly?Rachel?Kim?stupid rich people hahahahaha
Is the most athletic ? BIRD HAHA
Is the most cocky ? EMELINE
Is the most wordly/cultured ? Alyssa? hahaahaha
Do you look up to the most ?Can't remember.
Do you tell everything to ? V and alot of other people hahahaha
Has the best clothes ? uhleesha
Has the best house ? STACY HAHA
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? nope
Kiss someone of the same sex ? already did
Cheat on someone you love ? probably not.
Run away from home ? already did
Lie to your parents ? already did
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? haha , of course
Lie to your best friend ? already did
Give a homeless person money ? already did
Run from the police ? hahahah , maybe?probably not
Bungee jump ? I WANT TO DO THIS
Sky dive ? i want
Cross dress ? i want
Be an exotic dancer ? i want , if I had a body like jessica alba or smth
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? nope
Scuba dive ? i want
Go rock climbing ? already did
Go spulunking (caving) ? i want
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? slim shady
Bologna ? vomit haha
GuysOrange ?Orange Julius
The show, LostCucumber ? ???? Dicks then Vomit haha
Hip-Hop ?Dancing
Uniform ?school
UniCORN ? stupid
Rainbow ? gay pride haha
Clown ?I took a picture of one the other day.



I had a fruitful week.

Monday -Biggay's birthday/happening
Tuesday-Town with A & V
Wednesday-Awesome Alyssa
Thursday -Lunch with Kelly & V at arab street( yes , again!? haha) and hung out with my CLIQUE haha

and for today I had lunch with an old friend her name is Jasmine , thanks everything babe.
I realise how much I've missed your presence in my daily affairs! haha , I will be meeting Alicia
later.Finally! I've not seen her in a while too.Then will be heading to V's house for Vic's party and to stay over.We're going to beach tomorrow at 8 and I need to rush off to work by 11.My shift will end at 5 and I'll have to rush home to change and meet the happening people in church by 6.15 for mass then we're going to catch X-men 3.How awesome is that!? hahaha ok , blog later.gotta run! :)

DULZARAMASA

If I told you I cared

would it freaking matter?

I am nothing more but a line in your book.

Can't you tell I have more to say.

well , no one knows for sure.

thank you leeyah , for everything :)

Cause anything too daring to say to you would be said in this letter and burned away.
So you never realise I'm here.
watch the embers from the letter float and dissapear.

We'll have you screaming back for more.

the fatal fall ,



I took this before dropping brainticia onto the floor.For those who have no idea who she is, she's my camera.The filter cracked and now I'm worrying about the insides.I could've swore that I closed my bag man. I keep telling myself to let it go cause we all make mistakes but my mum keeps rubbing it in.hello? not as if I deliberately threw my camera on the floor or something.I had no intention of dropping her at all.And as if I could predict what was going to happen anyway.Damn! now I have to raise 125 dollars for my filter and IC.Yes , marisse lost her fucking IC as well but that was months ago.I just really need to get it replace before my mum finds out in other words , I need to use my own money to get the following items haha. IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME OUT AND DONATE ME SOME MONEY IT WOULD BE VERY NICE OF YOU!haha , oh well I doubt I'll get replies but it's worth a try anyway.I took this shot cause I want the world to see how beautiful the moon is getting nowadays but you know with my kind of skills in photography I tend to fail to deliver.Oh well , if I fail then I fail at least I gave it a shot.To sum up my day , I though the omen was awesome enough for me , till then! :)

Dedicated to , Akiko.

This is just sort of a follow up to my parent complaining shit.haha , yes what a drag.anyway,V's rodents gave birthr reccently and I wanted to touch them but then I realise that the mother would probably eat them If I did.you know , so that they can protect them?Then It got me thinking about how some of my parents are and how my mum is becoming now.you know? like the typicial singaporean parent , overprotective.Which is so damn fucking stupid.Just like how the hamster/rat eats its babies over parents like to control our lives so much.Why can't they just face the fact that we need to make these mistakes so we can learn from them? I mean like jumping off the second story when we were kids our parents would tell us to be careful and tell us not to jump but we don't know how bad it really is until we take the jump then we learn our lesson right? (not that i'm saying you should try it haha , it's just an example)If we didn't jump we'd be left wondering how it actually feels like to jump off the second story and stuff.ok maybe it's just the brain deadness talking..haha.well , my mum doesn't really like A to stay over and stuff but he's just my bestfriend( just a label) that's all.I mean hello? not as if I'm going to fuck him or anything.Parents just don't fucking trust us.and to love is to trust.so it comes down to the point where I ask myself does she love me for who I am or love me as a possession?I mean to love someone is one thing to know and care for that someone? is whole different story.Anyway , I'm getting retarded maybe it's the lack of sleep.But my day today was awesome! I woke up having only half an hour to leave punggol and head down to meet the balai people to go to changi.I had alot of fun with them.I realise catholics(trying not to stereotype here) are alot of fun to be with cause they're usually kinda wild and never run out of things to talk about and when we do , we talk about music haha.Anyway we spent alot of time planning and running away from simeon. haha , this weirdo , ask me. haha anyway then I headed down to V's place had alot of fun there too catched up with her quite abit anyway , I'm really tired so g'night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BIGGAY!

MY WOMAN ,

MY BABY ,

MY LOVE! :)

I might give up on photography.
oh yea , to Val, I use the digital slr , canon eos 350D.
back to the subject , why am I giving up on photography?
Because I've an unsupportive mum who bought the camera
pretending that she's being supportive but her real motive
was so she could use it against me the next time
she's threatening me with money and other stuff.
Parents , I don't get them.
Why do they want to quarrell with us
When we really can't give a shit about what they think.
Can't they tell we're already all so worn out by them
their yelling , the insults they're all getting a little old.
Take my mum for example.Everytime she's pissed of,
she'll use her loud-hailer-ed-mouth and call me an ungrateful bitch
which is very untrue cause apparently , I'm the totally opposite of that.
What in the world is going through her mind? I don't know
and I don't think I really care.
I feel so pissed off right now I can barely think.
I want to swear off like a fucking machine gun.
I don't get it, really.
Why the fuck do parents and teachers like to threaten us
with stuff that we love or need like our hobbies
and our testimonials.like threatening us will fucking work?!
fuck these fucking motherfuckers!
now I have to go for confession!stupid bitches make me sin.
haha.anyway, it all started out with my mum yelling
countinously about my fucking room which I barely use anyway
she wants me to fucking spring clean it.
I'm totally fine with that but it's only like fucking 8 am in the
fucking morning and I haven't slept for a day?
It's so unhealthy for me but no she doesn't care.
It's all about her , bloody son of a gun.
I tried not to answer back cause it'll just lengthen the
so called 'battle'.I just said stop shouting and or , stop nagging.
and she didnt' stop and she got louder.what the fuck.
her disfunctional brains don't work
did she get the info that came out of mouth wrongly?
I said stop not shout louder.Then I just had to leave the house
I said I was getting breakfast then I went down in hopes
she'll be gone for work when I came home.
So I went up and into her room to find that she was about the
hide my camera.oh sweet mother of Jesus , this woman
will be the death of me one fine day I tell you!
what is she? like seven?! How primary school students would
hide their friends stuff as a revenge plan?what in the world!?
I really can't fucking stand it anymore.
I can't wait for the day I'll have the guts to throw my baby
right at her face and give up on photography.
although , I really really love it ): oh well.


close my eyes , I want you to dissapear.

Come as you are,

as you were,

As I want you to be

As a friend,

As a friend,

As an old enemy

Take your time,

hurry up

The choice is yours,

don't be late.

Take a rest, as a friend,

As an old memoria

And I swear that I don't have a gun

No, I don't have a gun

Guess who's back?
Back again , Marisse's back!
Tell a friend.

Tanjung Balai ,Broken is beautiful

Simplicity is bliss , really.

anyway , I think I've become stupid and boring

so here are some peetours from the trip.

remember to comment on it alright?

akira's opinion doesn't matter.

anyway , to all that tagged my board

ASHLEY , AMIRAH , ALYSSA,
DORY , BIGGAY , VAL ,
TIMO , LEEZOO , NANNY ,
YING , AKIKO AND THIRTEEN :D ,
THANKS FOR THE TAGS BUT THERE ARE TOO MANY TO REPLY
and no , I'm not acting popular cause I am ahah just playing.
I'm just too G*d-damn lazy to reply but it's nice anyway :)
ok , blogger is fucking up and it's a fucking pisser
so post the peetours later.





I think I'm starting over.

Mama Mehrisk & Baby Biggay :)

TELL ME WHY I LOVE LEEZOO AND NANNY'S COMPANY SO MUCH?!HAHAHA

with love ,

Marisse

For Awesome Alyssa Woo-hoo :)

Seven random facts:


I like red
I like eggs , really
I have many clothes but always end up wearing the same thing because it's 'convenient'. (same as alyssa)
I always inferior alot and feel unworthy of praise.
Sometimes I think I'm pretending my emotions.
I fear a painful death but want to try getting into a coma


Seven celebrity crushes:

Katherine Moening
Mia krishner
Howlin pelle
Kurt Cobain
Orlando Bloom
Quinn
Adamn Brody!( who doesnt?!)

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend (need not apply HAHA):
...........................I'm having a hard time thinking of this...


Musically/Aesthetically inclined
Open - minded
Nice face (including hair hahaha)
Commitment
Complex mind
Forgiving
Romance Romance (but not in the mushy sense la! like you are the air I breathe and all the lame shit)

Seven things that scare me:

Heaven & Hell
Being locked alone in an enclose area
Akira
My Mind
Losing anyone related to me (blood or not blood , both ways)
Losing any of my five senses.
Being a failure


Seven things I like/love most:


Rain
Music
Religon
Emotions
People related to me
Complex minds in other words arty people
Seeing people happy



Seven things I plan to do before I die:
( you know this was an on the spot thing so it won't be so interesting haha)

Visit Amsterdamn , Spain , Rhio and alot of other places
Open a club , cafe and gallery
Adopt a spanish kid and a cambodian kid
Do up my the beautiful people album
Lose weight HAHAHA
Say how I really feel towards everyone I know individually.
Play the piano , guitar , bass and cello really well haha :D


Seven random songs at the moment:


on & on - number one gun
again I go unnoticed - DC
Re-offenders - travis
Bed of razors - children of bodom
Capital H - the motion city soundtrack
Midnight highway - daphne loves derby
Sweet dreams - Marilyn Manson


Seven people I want to do this (Do I really? Would they really?):


Vicky
Akira
Natalie
Charlene
Russell
Alicia
Tangy


I can confidentally say that all but Vick will not do it hahaha cause I doubt they'll even see this so whatever :)

Had alot fun tonight thank you
Vick , Tanny , Lizard ,
Akira , Mark , Joey and SURIA
I promise photos , real retarded ones

night :D