Spinning - Mae - Sun

WON'T YOU BE MY FUCKENTINE;

the uncut version
as the tree branches become silhoutte
against the window plane
I realise I've been a mess.
I read V's blog about feeling.
And I realised that I've made myself vows like that
probably a thousand times but you know , they never work
or at least they never took action.
destination , beautiful.
maybe someday It'll come back to us
We'll head towards the sun and flood our lights with daylight
I don't know you know so many things happened so quickly
This is probably my one sided story.
well , tonight I'm about to promise myself only one last night
one last night of indulging in wallowing in self-pity.
I feel pathetic , used and angry.
Tomorrow , If I have the time for myself will be the last night.
It's so close but we're so far away.(MAE)
It kills me to know that you can find takers other than me ,
better than me (EMERY).
So now I vow this vow to myself never to feel for as long as I can.


maybe I'm just tired...




YOU had so many chances to make it a fairytale , oh wells.