How I would Love to speak this words , but , I don't want to make things any worse.

Oh wells , It has been a very very eventful holiday for me.
So has it been a really really boring holiday for me.
I mean , who the hell gets kind of bored from clubbing.
I have been absent from trainin for 2 weeks
Somehow , everyone wants me there for training
see, I told you I'm undeniably lovable.
Marisse Wonderland currently cost 3 dollars per flight ticket.
Ain't I just a bowl of crap to sniff?
where's the sense in that.
I've been thinkin the most random stuff
I'm startin to think like daria.
Gosh , there's nothing in my hand , am I losing it?
On a lighther note , I am going for Fling.
Cause It's with my friend's
SO that clubbing seems well , fun.
I almost died at church the other day
due to lack of sleep, caffine overdose I suppose?
hey , it rhymes!slap me with a fish and dig a hole for my head.
Went out with binky today , It was amusing I must say.
It's boring yet un-boring
well what can say , it's binky afterall
You can never hate her undenianly nice presence.
Anyway On the depressing side of the holidays
It seems like I'm at your disposal again.
Oh well , what's new.I'm like a fool to you.
11th of november which so happens to be the 11th month of the year
at the 11 minutes after the 11th hour , I was suppose to tell you
the hellos , maybes , sorrys and goodbyes. I missed it.
screwed things up again , I always seem to screw something good for me
Go away! maybe I should become a goth or smth to suit my characther.
damn it I'm a fag , so g'night and g'bye to the holy mofo
in other words , me.


It's an oxymoron ,yet again another understatement