Lovely.

Just like heaven

So much for the day off.I met gwen :D
We went to town didn't know what to do
bumped into treeshaaniniriripopo
and walked around and talked like
there was no tomorrow
so we caught a movie , just like heaven
It was awesome , really.
I wanted to cry but I guess I couldn't
considering I've been crying all afternoon
Due to the overwhelming reflectionatin(yes no such word)
Considering I'm such a hopeless romantic , It was really good.
I had a great time with gwen well , It has been long!
I have to say sorry to JH for being so harsh on him just now.
yeap , since I got that off my chest I feel better :)
Anyhoos ,for my so-called day off
I spent It playing the piano
Downloading songs , watching totally spice( HAHA Lizzie and suee)
I spent It crying and gettin very emo
It was really good , like therapy or smth
I feel lighther after crying.
It really helps anyhows , I'm off to sleep now
cause I have to go to church at 11.30 tomorrow.
PRAISE THE LORD ANYONE?

Hello world , sometimes I wonder whether people actually read my blog.
HAHA cause I'd be pretty embarassing cause sometimes I write stuff
that simply make no sense to other people.But obviously does to me.
Anyway , I've decided to take the day off for a day , I think
since my friend gwen just asked me out , I'm not sure I can take
the day off , ha-ha.anyway , for now I'm just going to chill out
with myself reflect on my life.maybe write a few songs.practice the
piano or just hibernate and go to sleep or maybe pamper myself
and take a really long bathe till my fingers turn pruney(sp?).
So after I reflect maybe just maybe , I might blog again.
so you if there are people reading my blog.

Stop crying your heart out

You know how sometimes people make you feel all special
For the moment , like you've never felt that way before
The person cannot stop corresponding with you
Like you're the b'all and end'all of ev'rything
but overnight you're nothing more than a friend?
You soon realise you've been nothing more than a fling
you were just used for some reasons
you kind of want to tell the person off.
but am afraid cause of the being too presumptous fact.
Oh yes , I forgot to mention
I wrote a song of my own a few days back
with a tune this time
so if you want to hear it , just ask me.
It's an emo song so If you're not into that kinda shit
please don't approach me for a demo.
cause it'll be a total waste of your time
on a lighther note ,
I went to chinablack yesterday
It was awesome! The people were great
the music was not bad , not bad at all.
We danced all night till the early morn
grinding and cribing
it was sweet!
I went to stacys' party today too.
It was alright.
I can't wait for the next chinablack party!
anyway I'm drained so , love!







But a Fling

For Vick , A simple game of copy and paste?

Rules of the game:
1) Post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.
2) At the end, write the names of 5 people whom you want to do this quiz, then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.
5 random facts about myself:
1. I like to shake my legs
2. I like to listen to loud music
3. I like my hair to smell good
4. I think I'm really cool
5. As much as I like loud music I love Silence.

5 PEOPLE I WANT
1. Vick
2. Alicia
3. Jenny
4. Bird
5.damn choices , how about the rest of the world?

Some other thing :

1. Vick
2. bird
3 alicia
4 su
5 tanny
6 lizard
7 ner
8 rachel
9 Esther
10 Alyssa
11 Jenny
12 Siewhwee
13 eunice
14 phoebe
15 julia
16 janice
17 dory
18 zoe
19 evon
20 ashley

How did you meet 13?:
Art festival

What would you do if you never met 5?
I'd probably die of dullness


What do you honestly think of 10?: She's AWESOME!

Have you ever liked 3?: how can I not love alicia tan.how can anyone?!

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: OH MY GOSH , ARE YOU KIDDIN , I'D PROBABLY CRY MYSELF TO DEATH , VICKY EH!

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?: HAHAHA.BAD MENTAL IMAGE

Do you think 12 is hot?: She's cold and she's cruel but she knows I love her.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?:seems really wrong dude

Do you know any of 3's family members?: Yeap definately

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: Phoebe? superficially? probably 8


What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: I would say I KNEW IT!how wouldn't love marisse man!?

What language does 19 speak?: English, never heard her spoke chinese before.

Who is 8 going out with?: With someone on this numbered list. I dont really think they would want me to announce it in any way.

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: No it's twisted.

When was the last time you talked to 6?: a few hours ago.

What is 18's favorite band?: HURH!?

Does 4 have any siblings?: 2 siblings.

Would you ever date 1?: Nah, it'll just screw the whole friendship up.

Would you ever date 7?: once again , it'll screw up the friendship

Is 15 single?: YES!

What is 19's last name?: oh no

What is 3's middle name?: pei xuan right?!

What is 10's fantasy?: hot unattainable man

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: wtf

What school does 16 go to?: my school

What school does 1 go to?: My school

Where does 9 live?: Bishan

Would you make out with 13?: I don't know

Are 5 and 6 best friends?: They're like stuck to the hip.

Is 20 older than you?: yeap

Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?: HAHAHA WHAT!?

Is 17 your ex?: was hahahaha (don't take me seriously )

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?: you've got to be kidding

How is 2?: she's adorable!! (=


my amigos , this is g'bye.( cheese galore)

yesterday was one of those days where you'd probably regret not having a fucking camera.Once again , I would tell myself. Marisse , just let it go.It's going to be one of those memories for the mind.usually very significant.yes no? For those of you who have no fucking idea what the fuck I'm talking about , I'm talking about the netball sec four farewell.The Candle thing was awesome (yes , very alyssa woo-hoo).We made a pathway of candles from the main hall all the way to the netball court at the end of the path we made a heart and inside the heart there were the words , we love you.Ain't we just a sweet bunch of fools.I'm in deep shit now , I've been partying non-stop.It's pissing my mum off.I'm going to chinablack tonight and To some other party tomorrow and the third place gig.I really wanna go for all the crap.HELP GOD HELP! =/

I'M SELLING 4 CHINABLACK TICKETS FOR
THURSDAY NIGHT ON THE 24TH OF
NOVEMBER FOR FLING THE TICKET COSTS
$12 IF YOU WANT THEM PLEASE CALL ME ,
MARISSE AT 91947511
OR IF YOU WANNA CALL ME JUST FOR CALL LA.
HA-HA OK NOT FUNNY.
BUY THE TICKETS PLEASE.

yes , I indeed have become an extreme one.
I mean who yells out at on the dance floor
like broken recorder that It's boring.
hot damn , that's me.
We couldn't get into cheekopeh monkey's.
They said the police was havin an operation
or at least some shit like that.
any-hoos , even our bartender and bouncer friend
couldn't get us in , yes hot damn.ha-ha.
so we ended up going to desire and phunk.
which was completely boring
ok at least in my opinion , phunk is cooler
then cheekopeh monkeys BUT it's emptier.
anyway so we ended up at desire
cause the guys didn't wanna pay for the entry
at phunk.anyway , they WERE fun afterall.
That small ah beng dude was funny
I think jin huey's high
he couldn't stop blowing smoke into my face
hello? what's up dudette?!
anyway , I was sayin to the ah lian
It's so sad we didn't even get smoke on our clothes.
damn , gotta go.ALL THE LOVE (=








yes gettin wasted was a better idea , esmond you are a lucky ass!

How I would Love to speak this words , but , I don't want to make things any worse.

Oh wells , It has been a very very eventful holiday for me.
So has it been a really really boring holiday for me.
I mean , who the hell gets kind of bored from clubbing.
I have been absent from trainin for 2 weeks
Somehow , everyone wants me there for training
see, I told you I'm undeniably lovable.
Marisse Wonderland currently cost 3 dollars per flight ticket.
Ain't I just a bowl of crap to sniff?
where's the sense in that.
I've been thinkin the most random stuff
I'm startin to think like daria.
Gosh , there's nothing in my hand , am I losing it?
On a lighther note , I am going for Fling.
Cause It's with my friend's
SO that clubbing seems well , fun.
I almost died at church the other day
due to lack of sleep, caffine overdose I suppose?
hey , it rhymes!slap me with a fish and dig a hole for my head.
Went out with binky today , It was amusing I must say.
It's boring yet un-boring
well what can say , it's binky afterall
You can never hate her undenianly nice presence.
Anyway On the depressing side of the holidays
It seems like I'm at your disposal again.
Oh well , what's new.I'm like a fool to you.
11th of november which so happens to be the 11th month of the year
at the 11 minutes after the 11th hour , I was suppose to tell you
the hellos , maybes , sorrys and goodbyes. I missed it.
screwed things up again , I always seem to screw something good for me
Go away! maybe I should become a goth or smth to suit my characther.
damn it I'm a fag , so g'night and g'bye to the holy mofo
in other words , me.


It's an oxymoron ,yet again another understatement

Yesterday I got forced out of my bed to go get a job by my mum and guess what!? At the interview to smart Alec remarks came out! Thank God! Temptation was high on my side to say it was my mum! She’s forcing me to take the job! I think it turned out fine. I hope at least I mean my fine is like normal people's average I mean when it comes to terms of acceptance cause I really don't actually give a shit about anybody who don't concern but if you're my friend, you're going to feel a whole alotta loveeee.hahaha considering my loopiness. Come on everyone I am undeniably lovable! Haha. Anyway, I hung out with my thirteen long relationship best friend yesterday. Oh how I love her. Her name’s Hannah. When I wanted to go home yesterday my card had no money! I was stuck at plaza damn it! Apparently, I had no money either yes everyone say, LOSER! I had money, but it was at home. I didn’t want to wait for a cab any more cause 10 empty cabs went past me like what the fuck. Anyway Stacy came to my rescue so all was fine we went to orchard towers with Joey Jin Hui and their friend to look at ho’s to see how they actually look like. Damn cool. Haha.anyway I may be writing a book but I don’t know what’s the title going to be. I sound crazy, I know. But It was my friend’s idea from church since I’m always talking about Ian, my imaginary boyfriend If you must know. He’s Hot! He’s perfect and He’s not real (damn the world) oh wells. What do you think of the perfect boyfriend as a title? A little too cheesy? I think so too. Unless you beg to differ, tell me! Love!






Hot damn , Ian.

Hello ev'ryone , I'm sick.

Yes , I've not blogged for a very long time.
It seems everytime I'm about to blog
Something comes up and I've to close the window.
oh wells my week has been very eventful.
From the last day of school till today.
Friday , After I lefted school with caishan
I met up with siewhwee and bekkah
we went to prissy's house we died our hair
It was really fun we stayed up and slept and about 5 am.
I left the next day and I went to the gym with bird
spent the whole entire day with cause I waited
for my fucked up group of friends that cancelled the
farewell party for azilah at the last minute.
Time , 11.30 pm.yea , what the fuck man.
Anyway at birds house it was like a romantic comedy
marathon or something we watched alot like love
then love actually and something else
television was stupid and boring.
but I loveeeee alot like love!
the song by *qu*lu** was really good.
Anyway then on sunday I missed bible studies
So I went for the 11.30 mass at christ the king.
Went to bishan with mum to get some stuff and have lunch
after that I was beat so I went to sleep
I woke up at 8 or 9 then met up with vicky
went to her house we did the usual stuff
then went to have coffee
we got stalked by this crazy indian man
so we followed this chinese couple home
we watch daria ( my current addiction)
I heart trent he's so hot and he's cartoon
then my mum ordered me to go home
although the initial plan was to sleepover at vick's
on monday , it was halloween
went to vick's house at 2 i think
then we watched daria , yes yet again
we went to sleep got dressed and went to indochine
I could get in but the rest couldn't
so we looked for a place to crash at
the initial plan was to crash at SPG's place
but decided not to cause it's not very nice
and the leather priest didn't want us to fuck things up
so we went to cheeky's at mhd sultan
clubbed till 3 or 4 am
then vick came over to my place
we smelt like fuckin shit
so we tooked a bathe
we talked nonsense till 5 then we turned in
we woke up at 12 or 1
I cooked breakfast for us
vick went to meet vicktour at plaza
she wore my clothes which
surprisly looked great on her
well party cause burberry shirts are universal
after she lefted I slept till 8 again
then I met up with stacy
and spread God's word to her
we hung out talked to jiaxin
then i went home cause of my mum
then I slept till the next day
I went to vick's place again
then went home then met up with stacy again
then we bought some old school shoes
and i went to my grannys' the usual( ev'ry wednesday)
I got extremely sick and rest till
the next day at about 4 then went home
then met up with jen jen JENNY (=
then she had to leave then I went home
then met stacy and her two 'cute' friends
then we met up with their friend
then we waited till 11?
then we went to cheeky's
siewhwee and bekkah were suppose to come
but they didn't have cash
oh wells ,met up with charis bird rachel michelle and leslie
son was suppose to come but some stuff happened
she couldn't make it so we went on without her
the club was the usual i'll update later about it
I need to go to the doc's
see you

Notice the amount of thens?