Let down your defenses

I have no idea what's going on with my life right now.I feel like an outsider watching this stranger ruin her own life and I can't do anything to help her cause it's pretty hard , because you're a stranger too. haha , yeah call me emo throw rocks at me cast me out from the tribe whatever else you've got I really can't care anymore. I think I'm becoming numb again. And feeling numb's the best feeling I've felt this year.

thank you gwen , for everything :)