I'm switching to livejournal for a while

getting sick of the yellow

http://lollipopsichord.livejournal.com

If I could be anything in the world right now , I'd be an airplane

misconduct , misbehavior
I have no idea what's going on
I have no idea what I'm doing
But I have found a place where I can seek solace

sorry Alicia , I'll see you soon
the next time I see you , I promise you'll be happier.

blogging ally's style haha ( sorry ally if you read this , i'm lazy )

-trella
-theresa
-joyce
-cheryl ann
-lynn
-nadia
-chloe
-kenneth
-leslie
-bryan
-maddy
-gwen
- ok , everyone who was there damn it I am fucking lazy
-vicky's play
-cheez
-boyfriend
-bird
-happy birthday zoe
-leezord cause we're fucked up
-tanny being fit
-emeline
-everyone who was fucking there
-super tired
-brain died


the bravery is love

Before


After

credits : Mr william ( my photography lecturer )

we're having photography lessons now .
learning photoshop , learning how to put colour into B&W pictures
photoshop is the shit yo! ;)

my classmates and I have turned into hippies
my name's poppy haha we have flower names now
super cool , it's the new 'in' thing
so anyway , today I've decided to retreat to my cave after school
well , let's leave the planning for later.
I mean I hate going home to my room anyway
it was nice like a week or 2 ago
now all the wallpapers are falling apart , I've shifted the coffee table into room
due to some unforseen circumstances namely , my brain fits.
yes , It appears to me I do have a brain!
sadly , it's almost useless
kind of like your mum's favourite vase.
you know it helps make the house look 'nicer'
but it's useless otherwise.
actually I never really got the idea why they had to choose the vase
why can't it be like bra or nailclipper or plucker ( my mum always screams at me cause of her 'sacred plucker' )
why vase , mannnnn sometimes I think we live in a really lame world.
it should end , like now or something

going off for my break now!
peace out A town

In need of desperate inspiration.
If only we could buy actors , log lines & inspiration of the classified ads
watching films make me feel a whole lot better.
I guess it's cause it blocks the things out.
I just watched a good year. It's a must catch film , really!


girl : ( says can I take your order in french )

boy : yes I think so

girl: sure you don't need more time?

boy: no , I know what I want

girl: you sure?

boy: absolutely

girl: now what is it to be?

boy: I'll have the soup

girl: the soup is finish

boy: my job

boy: the fish?

girl: we've ran out of it

boy: just like me with excuses

girl: don't waste my time choose what you want

boy: I would like a lifetime spend with an irrational and suspicious goddess. some short-tempered jealously on the side and a bottle of the wine that taste like you and a glass that's never ending.

boy: (wisphers into girl's ear) pardon my lips , they find pleasure in the most unusual places

I hate to say this but , awww.

Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces.

I'm sorry , I have to stop here
I'm sorry , I can't do this
I'm sorry , that you don't know
I'm sorry , that you do
I'm sorry , If I have to pretend
I'm sorry , If I made it obvious
I'm sorry , that I can't control myself
I'm sorry , that I can
I'm sorry , that I had it all planned out
I'm sorry , maybe it's the lack of a script

I'm sorry ,

where's the actor & the logline
& what the fuck's my treatment?
I'm sorry if I don't fit in.

fuck the apologies , I'm out of here

X
at my worst


love you till my dying day tris , see you this Saturday

YES JOEY LESBIAN

there's no question why we're best friends! lol

top of the morning to you sunshines!
I never really got that line actually
what's so 'top of the morning' when you have to get up early
I'd rather it be 'top of the afternoon or even better evening'
I can still hear the bloody alarm clock ringing at the back of my head
or maybe it's still ringing. like the other time when I met rese for breakfast
I thought I was hearing my phone beep at the back of my head
but turns out , it had been ringing for 3 god-damned hours. haha yes I know , fool!
breakfast that day was fucking awesome
haha , running around hougang green with pallet guns(?)
rese if you see this , some time again soon please? =/
so anyway , it's already 7.52 and I've this gut feeling that I'm going to be late again shit , bryan's going to be early so..bon voyage!

CUT

DJs Elias & megahollytron

they kind of strike the lottery

goblok lynn & dear god , miguel? hahaha

no eyes dear! ok , lame haha

TRELLA!

we all know what holly's favourite colour is haha

Zac is really secretly gay

miss kitten fo' real yo!

cut , drained , trella , battlefield , caracal , cheryl , chloe , lynn , holly , maddy , priya , saf , bong , zac, joey , bryan , leslie ,kenneth ,mossie , andy ,brendan , martin , beatrice , brenda , irwin , avery , paolo , leon , rese , ally , donn , miguel , jade , nicole

i hope i didn't miss anyone out , it was nice seeing you today

my gosh , what a day!

happy birthday xuebs! sorry I missed your party >:0(

LOOK WHAT I FOUND

SAF'S GOING TO BE THE NEXT BIG THING IN THE PORN INDUSTRY! HAHA

ok la , bong & maddy look good tho! haha ;)

Hello Leslia , why so cute? hahaha!

hahahahahaha , sorry maddy made you kiss everybody.

warner bro

delirious! ( inside joke )

zac , don't kill me. hahaha

ps. saf enjoied ev'ry minute of it. I swear!

no no no no , bong was actually kissing my other friend

who wore the same outfit as leslie her name's lyla.

after they passed the thing.

leslie couldn't resist zac and went right in for a frenchiexzsxz hahaha , honest!

and zac thinking leslie was lyla made out with him for an hour.

stoned & retarded
who wants to see joey smile more? I do! haha
attagirl & lynneffect. cheryl , I see you joining forces with the enemy. why!
the day I didn't ask to do something.
I'm the luckiest girl ever! haha

prison break at leslie's. I love you gwen
her name's Isabel
they laugh at , EVERYTHING.
hello rai , are you high?
JB hommies!

Was bored & about to sleep but felt like posting random photos up.
My school vacation was pretty good I guess
cause at least I did leave the country
and got to see almost everyone I care for.
so many things have happened
I need to stop , breathe & register what has happened.
the 3 weeks went by too quickly.

Read the life paper today , after a long time
I think the media's stupid but decided to give it a chance
and stumbled upon a photographer
Leslie Kee is the shit , only 35 and singaporean and has made it as a photographer.
I aspire to be like him , fat hope marisse! hahaha
let me live in denial for a while please?
thanks much

ripped it off gabriel's DA

British

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total:5

Australian

[ ] you wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip-flops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the Beach
[x]Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[half an x?] You're a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something
Total: 3.5

Italian

[x] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5’10’’
[ ] you know what an Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[sometimes] You talk with your hands. (does flipping the bird count?)
Total: 6

Spanish

[ ] you say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos. (Taco Bell FTW)
[ ] You TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x , slow most of the time hahaha] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 5

Russian

[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish

[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y. (ends with a "y")
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x ,not more than red tho] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde or red hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
[ ] You Irish Dance
Total: 3

African- American

[x] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x]You like chicken
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 4

Asian

[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[HAHAHA] Most people think you're Chinese. (weirdly, most of them don't )
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 4

German

[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total: 3

Canadian

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[I can say I love you and what're you staring at , cunt? does that count?!] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ HAHA , i just find this funny] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 1

American

[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at Wal-Mart. (wtf is this an option?)
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2

Scandinavian

[ ] you have a bouncy accent
[ ] you're a thrift freak
[ ] You're really shy
[ ] Santa Lucia not Christmas
[ ] You have blonde hair
Total: zilch


I'm Italian , HAHAHAHA pause not

ok , class over
see you in the afterlife! ;)

having photography lessons now

we're playing with photoshop.

which I'm actually really bad at , honest!

haha , my computer's down

so I can't recieve the files from mr william

check out his gallery yo! www.waiaung.deviantart.com

best fucking lecturer for photography so far.

well , in my school to say the least

so , i'm editing my own crap.

it just hit me how demoralizing DA can be.

ps.

akira please don't kill me , thanks. hahaha!

& dumbass , queers for you!

OH , AND FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME AND READ MY BLOG..

MY LINE GOT CUT , YOU CAN'T GET ME ON MY HANDPHONE.

OH THIS CRUEL WORLD ! WHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYY

Dear Margaret ,

Hello scissors , paper , I start to stone again.
My jokes are so disgustingly un-funny
I'm slowly losing my ability to speak properly , fluently.
I've been having mind blocks since late feb?
I take a longer time to sleep now
I always think about the same thing
My creative juices are almost becoming foreign
I now have more blonde moments compared to last year
I feel like the lack of sleep or more of too much sleep during the holidays
have kinda aggravated my brain which already had been deprived of 'brain food'
brain food meaning things that stimulate my mind haha , If I even have one.
I lose track of what I'm thinking about really quickly now.
kinda like , now.

seeya! off to do some brain excercise!

xoxo

relax jack

got it from leeyah's blog

three names you go by:
Marisse
Mars(I don't know why I let people call me that)
Muriz

three screen names you’ve had:
Moorese
Muriz
Marissey

three physical things you like about yourself:
hair ( on certain days )
eyes ( when I get enough sleep )
lips ( on certain days )

three physical things you don’t like about yourself:
tummy
bad skin
I am physically repulsive

three parts of your heritage:
chindian
spanish
pinoy haha

three things that scare you:
being disabled physically
eye contact for more than 3 seconds ( it makes me nervous haha )
the art scene
( I am THE ultrasupersonicscardeycatwoman )

three of your everyday essentials:
taking a bath
food
money

three of your favorite musical artists as of now:
play radio play
the killers
death cab , always & for fucking ever.

three of your favorite songs:
Decipher Reflections From Reality
Mr Brightside
Young Folks

three things you want in a relationship:
quirkiness
patience ( people already need it being friends with me )
trust

three physical things that appeal to you in the opposite sex:
eyes
lips
jaw line

three of your favorite hobbies:
taking photos
watching films
reading

three things you want to do really badly now:
sleep
stop eating the damn fucking pringles
stop procrastinating and do my work

three careers you are considering/have considered:
freelance photographer
producer/Director
photojournalist

three places you want to go on vacation:
europe
france
japan

three names that you like:
alexia
ahlya
shane

three things you want to do before you die:
love somebody ( omg i know i sound stupid )
have a 1k per day paying job hahaha
sky dive

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
how rough I am
I always wear shoes
I don't wear make up


three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
I love dressing up
being clean
I have my blonde moments

three celeb crushes:
johnny depp
adam brody
mia krishner

three things you love:
photography
music
people


gtg for dinner now ! :)

ohhhh nat , you're so 'special'

you non-kaya loving dumbass cunt

much love! :)

why is everyone being so arty farty?
it's fucking the life out of me ( figuratively speaking)

school starts on Monday , oh boyyy.I feel a sudden urge to die.
I'm going to miss hanging out late at night with the 3 dweebs.
namely , leslie the fool , bryan the dope & joey the emotional
so anyway about 15 minutes ago , I did my toothbrush ritual.
A ritual I do to every new toothbrush ( esp. electric ones )
I walk around the house brushing my teeth for about 10-15 minutes
getting foam on the floor and all over my shirt.
I can confidently say , I feel fulfilled


we're not young and dumb anymore
not as innocent as we used to be
not as perfect as we're suppose to be

hello , this will be my yet another feeble attempt to tell you about my day
with leslie blasting noise next to me , i've come to a road block in my mind.
see you theresa , I love you & please hang in there

I love you both very much

to be reminded everyday
there's this disease , it's kind of a social disease
but It could bring death
death of the heart
and when your heart stops , so does your mind.
It may not be really classified as a social disease
but I'd like to classify it under that
cause it usually starts when socializing
and this disease is commonly used as a topic in blogs
and actually in everyday conversations
and these conversations can consist of just a person alone.
and sometimes the conversation can take place without any verbal communication
that is if it is just a person having the conversation alone with his/herself
and sometimes it's not a conversation it's more of a analysis
and this thing I'm extremely fasicanatinated about
that is driving me on the binge of insanity by the way.
without furthur introduction in it's most commonly used term is , love.
why do we crave for it , why do we need it?
why do we beat ourselves up for it.
why can't we just be contented with being alone , why?

dying to live or living to die?

The newspaper spoke to me today :

why do you want to be in this situation again?
If a once-stimulating tableau feels like it is on the verge of getting out of control, take a step back.
do you really want to keep heading down this path?

My city's still breathing but barely it's true
through buildings gone missing like teeth.
The sidewalks are watching me think about you,
sparkled with broken glass.
I'm back with scars to show.
Back with the streets I know.
Will never take me anywhere but here.
The stain in the carpet, this drink in my hand,
the strangers whose faces I know.
We meet here for our dress-rehearsal to say "I wanted it this way"
wait for the year to drown.
Spring forward, fall back down.
I'm trying not to wonder where you are.
All this time lingers, undefined.
Someone choose who's left and who's leaving.
Memory will rust and erode into lists of all that you gave me:
a blanket, some matches, this pain in my chest,
the best parts of Lonely, duct-tape and soldered wires,
new words for old desires,
and every birthday card I threw away.
I wait in 4/4 time.
Count yellow highway lines that you're relying on to lead you home.

There's always this time of the month
where you'd have what I like to call ' emotional fits '
where by you'd lose total control of all your emotions
so much so you become an open book.
almost like having your period only less physical discomfort
and easier to eliminate if enough will power.
but like your period there are ways to tune it out.
I listen to electro to become completely dazed.
I like being locked in a daze for a long time , lying on a cold hard floor and doing nothing but breathing just breathing.
cause sometimes I get so caught up in my thoughts I forget to breathe.

You have never been in love until you've seen the stars reflect in the reservoirs okay , so the photo is under exposed and well basically , pretty ugly.
but I kind of like the hand in the sky concept nonsense shit whatever you want to call it.
so we spent the morning taking photos for photography lessons
and our theme was 'love story' yes , I know! how corny right? .
haha but you know whatever the lecturer says goes.
I just got caught for wearing jeans to school 5 minutes ago.
I've to see the head later on. marisse marisse , always in trouble.
it seems like even when i'm trying to stay out of it , it just keeps looking for me.
if trouble was a person I'd stab him a million times.

My break starts on friday , I can hardly wait.
I get to hibernate , watch countless films , read and paint.
in other words , I'd be taking a major chill pill.

I am hungry , hungry for a holiday.


XX

kinda like music that's at the back of your head.

the weeks been rather fucked up. but I'm sure it'll all turn out fine by the weekend. ( trying this new thing where by I'd be a total optimistic self-righteous son of a gun ) I spent the night with the rich man's mistress at geylang for dinner caught a movie before that. I swear she's the funniest whining bitch ever. Incase you don't know who she is , she's my mum.

the boys will be going for a roadtrip on the weeked. which means early nights for me. yayza. hopefully the daytrip with cheryl and holls pulls through next week

ok for the sake of those who want the photos so badly , I'm free after the 23rd. ask me then , I'll be a better person then with a clearer mind. haha , ask me then. ok? bong? theresa? gwen? haha


XXX

a very tired cunt.

And he stole from the rich and the poor and not very rich and the very poor



here I finally am with time to speak.
But sadly , I've nothing to say.

Guards up , lips out , face down!

Life is beautiful?




When I retire , I wanna watch every film ever made.