It's just a thought only a thought.

Yes , A picture paints a thousand words.And now , my only choice in life is the go forward.Pretend that nothing in the past still hurts me affects me in other ways.Yes the changes happen In an not so obvious way , but that doesn't mean there ain't a change.I wanna hold on to you and never let go , no matter how cliche it sounds , I don't really give a shit.The other night I wanted to call you and tell you ev'rything that has happened but I didn't cause I don't want to make things any worse.It so happens I use to vomit these words.not vomit as in literally ,fuck I think you know what I mean.If I had things my way , I would turn the clock and stop myself from telling you.Telling you how beautiful you are.Stop me from my crazy hopes and shit of dreams.But If I really turned the clock then I wouldn't have matured in ways.IN WAYS!! HAHAHA cause I know how ev'ryone will start debating about my maturity.I am matured but I think lifes more fun being young acting my age or even younger.Well , destiny has decided that I should turn away from you and I wished things wouldn't have to end this way.

Did I mention that I really loved you?