It sucks living life knowing you could've done something better.Yes , I'm talkin about the everyday perfectionist , me.I wanted it to end that night.But you wouldn't give me a chance.I even wondered whether my words even got to you.You were never meant for me, yes I know that.But at least let me clear things out.Why do I care.You don't even give a fuck about me.fuck it.I am going out soon.We're gonna get birds' you-know-what and go to grapey's later.I'm going out with LEE-YAH tomorrow.I'm looking forward to alot of WEIRD fun.I HEART ALYSSA WOO-HOO!