the last day.

when will it come.
i miss you like crap
the feelin is fadin
i should be happy right?
but i feel like crap
i dont want the feelin to fade.
i wanna see you
and when i do
im all outta words.
the other day when i saw you
as in to pass you the gift.
i felt like vomitin seriously
i felt like cryin seriously
i think i was realleh nervous
like now, my hands are tremblin
i dont know why. just hopin
you'de get to see this.
i'm tearin up inside.
in retrospect.i wish i never met you.
i wouldn't have loved you
i wouldn't have hurt so much
i wouldn't have cried so much
i wouldn't be so emotional
i wouldn't have changed.
i'm cryin again just typin this crap
well. lookin at the brightside
at least i loved deeper
at least i have loads of songs now
at least i got to know someone
that's almost perfect.WHY!?
i tell everyone i'm over you
but the truth is , i never got over you
sometimes i realise
i don't have anyone to realleh talk to.
i'm tryin so hard to get over you
sometimes i wonder.
was there ever reverse phsycology?
cause you were always there
when we were still talkin-talkin.
i feel so lost. i feel so bad.
yes, i'm still in lurvee with you.
i wanna let go cause. i dont wanna hurt
i dont wanna let go
cause i know yer worth it.
but i should let go cause
you're outta my leugue.[heck the spellin]
its been a year and half now.
fuck im so caught up.
-gone