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OK , so the last entry was pretty errr , pathetic.
I hate feeling pathetic so I decided to delete it.

if you had to pick between love & life , which would you pick?
I mean I wouldn't really consider love part of life in a sense.
In a sense that love kinda takes you away from reality.
but you know that's just me. I'm pretty much a dreamer.
and life well , life's just you know your career , school well to put it simply, the rent.
so , which would you pick?

I get really scared when people have faith in me.
It's just feels so foreign.
Don't get me wrong it feels awesome but , I'm just so afraid I'll let them down.
and most of the time I do and in the process I let myself down too.
and I let myself down so many times it's an everyday thing already.
just like how people let me down.
I get disappointed so often , I just do not react anymore.
I become taciturn