Soon yer gonna realize there ain't no place like home



back from camps
church camp and sec 3 camp
had lunch wit hwee phoebs su
lizard and eunice. ((X
had fun the whole week.
but durin the church camp
it was a lil' depressin
cause there was this guy
who realleh looked like you*
he had sucha familiar face.
his build was like yers too.
the way he talks was like you
he seemed so you.
durin the sec 3 camp
the other camp was playin
true , by ryan cabera.
it was sooo depressin
it was at nightt too.
the stars were out.
everythin was so DEPRESSIN
i cried when no one was there
they were all takin their
stuff from the tents
i'm listenin to it now.
feelin emo now.=/
'you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move
i'm weak
its true
i'm just scared
to know the ending'
its sooo true.
i'd do anything to be wit ya.
i dare not pray fer reverse phsycology
i dare not wish fer it too
its as good as black magic
to me that is.
its as good as forcin ya to lurvee me.
sometimes. i dont even dare ta hope for it
but what the fuck am i suppose to do.
wait!? i've waited toooo long.
i'm stuck at this stage which realleh sucks
the process of healin is back to square one
i hate this shit i realleh do.
i don't trust my hopes anymore.
i've always wanted to go to yer place
tell ya everythin
but i dont have the guts.
so i stay home and cry
i wanna cross the line.
i dont wanna hide anymore.
but i can't
no guts no glory.
gonna go fer the
meet-the-parents session
to add to my depression.




GOD , GRANT ME STRENGTH