heRE goEs.whaTEver saY goEs.siTTinG doWn hERe tyPInG agaIn[groUNdeD]>[CryINg][conFused].i feel like i lost my freedom again.weLL look on thE briGHtsiDE.we haD traininG todaY.YEeaPPee~aniwaEz.heY u yeS u Ya noE hU u r.coMe baCK to mE i neeD u.I wanT yOU buT u donT sO u reaLLy waNT me tO get oN wiF mY weiRd n coNfusiNG liFE.yea?its okay i undeRstand whY weLl...at leaST i stilL haVe mYselF[i think].-the way-go listen to it thats how i feel about you.[crying]the reason why i haV more girl friends den guy friends is because girls are more understanding because they are not so racist against ur colour and they understand the situation ur going through.u see i come from a broken family.the only pple i can turn to is my mum and my friends.i love my friends.the problem is do really love my too or are they all very two faced.if u were in my shoes u would fell lucky yet sad.likE at least i still hav u guys but.Why did I haV haV to bE borN in mY shoes.whY coundnt i just be rebORn intO someOne elses shOes liKE weLL actUAlly i duNNo either.caUSe i hAv freNs wiF alSO proBlems likE me.yea.leT thE raIn faLL ---i'm comin clean.