I just quarreled with esmond.I hate him!I hate him!just because things r not going well with him n *someone.anw,things are ok now.My today was weird.Not a very good day either.had no mood to ball.so weird right?well,tt's the things work for me.haha.whAteveR.its been about 8 months since i told u i like *u.why does it have to be this way?why?i really like *u.love is a really strong word for me.I hate my life.i hated the NDP.I hate alot.do you know that?murder is said to be the most disgusting and unthinkable cause how could think about even doing right?well,have u ever thought what went through the murderer's mind...but here's another kind of murder thats far more fearful,far more harmful.and far more common than physical cold-blooded murder.ANGER.anger is far more terrible because many pple do not realize how evil it is.We see murder cases once in a while but pple get angry with each other all the time!how den can we be saved from the burnin' fires of hell?But need not despair God promises us his grace.Lucky me.haha.cause i get angry at pple all the time.i get angry with lizard n jenny..all the time..at least during training.i mean why must they bother me?i dont even talk to them tt much.Bitches.i dont even noe them their just my seniors?I get angry at myself.I mean nobody is perfect right?I'm definitely not.I'm not good enough for u.Your outta my leugue.do U actually even noe how much i like u.I cant seem to get over you.its been 8 months.like hello?tt's long maNxXx.I dont always have to do everything right.I wanna walk around with my hands up in the air like i dont care anymore.I wanna live my life different.I cant seem to let go.I wanna close my eyes.I wanna tune you out.But i cant.The more i think of u.i freak out.this sucks.but like i can do anything about it.I wanna stop crying my heart out.I dun wanna keep inside anymore.I wanna shout it all out.I dont wanna compromise.I hate love.It sucks.Arrgh.just like today.just can't.

love is troublesome

Dreams for sale and fairy tales.

i wear a mask of a thousand faces.but none of them are me.gonna let go n take it off.soon.........................

-out-

always treasure your love ones.read this story it made me cry.maybe i'm sensitive.but its really nice.

I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month for now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered family ate together at the table the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth his son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess."We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor."So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl the family glanced in his direction, sometimes he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone, the only words the family had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food. The four year old watched it all in silence. One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, "What are you making?"Just as sweetly, the boy responded, "Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and Mama to eat your food in when I grow up." The four year old smiled and went back to work. The words so struck the parents so that they were speechless. Then tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done evening the husband took Grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table. For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason neither husband or wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled or the tablecloth soiled a positive note, I've learned that no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does goes on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person, by the way he/she handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a"life." I 've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.. I've learned that if you pursue happiness it will i exclude you. But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone love that human touch -- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn I've learned that you should pass this on to everyone you care about. I just did!!

I hate this feeling it burns like being stabbed in the back but listenin' to this is makin' me feel better.

Incase your wondering.It's by Avril LavinGe.

[freak out]

Try to tell me what i shouldn't do

You should know by now

I won't listen to you

Walk around with my hands

Up in the air

'Cause I don't care

'Cause I'm all right I'm fine

Just freak out let it go

Chorus

I'm gonna live my life

I can't ever run and hide

I won't compromise

'Cause I'll never know

I'm gonna close my eyes

I can't watch the time go by

I won't keep it inside

Freak out let it go

Just freak out let it go

You don't always have to do everything right

Stand up for yourself

And put up a fight

Walk around with your hands

up in the air

Like you don't care

'Cause I'm all right I'm fine

Just freak out let it go

Chorus

Let it go

On my own

Let it go

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Chorus

Just let me live my life

I can't ever run and hide

I won't compromise

'Cause i'll never know

I'm gonna close my eyes

I can't watch the time go by

I won't keep it inside

Freak out let it go

Freak out let it go (x 2)

-out-

mY today was ruined..by my mum..
 

we went to the beach n i wanted to write songs but my mum was being childish spoilt brat n ended up spoiling my mood n we went home..hai..so sian..i shall blog another day

i feel sad and weak inside.I hate miss tan!I hate her I her!!shEs is such a skank.i feel like yelling at her.i do i really do but u noe what?i cant cuz i will get DC.i hate her.I hate Mdm chong too.i think she is a mdm cuz her husband divorced her.i hate dem!i hate ana.i hate her.i was suppose to hav tuition today.i thougt she was cuming at 7.30.but no she was coming at 8 and i hav tuition at 8.hai..dun feel like toking..so sad

jaY-mE n mE haV thiS new DictioNary of words.haHAh.okok.not exactly dicTionarY.we made wOrds liKe respIc[[retarded-spastic]].HAahHA.nVm.gtg-

we waited fer serene fer like so long.
haHaha.another semi-queen!haha.
anyway den we went swimming again.
den lights went off at about 10.30.
I canT belive i missed nip/tuck.!!!.
haha.anyway after the lights went off we did many cannonballs.
haha.so farni!wahAhHAha!
cuz there was on part where i forgot to blow out.
den all the water went up mynose*ouch.
and i just kept screaming and messing with my head
I was so retartded!
aniwae..den we went to the place where stacy slapped hannah
we were sharing ghost stories..
but i just turned everything into a joke
got kinda bored so smsed esmond
since he is [i hav to admit]
ENTERTAINING
haha-whatever-but den my hp low batt.
KNS!hahHA-so i just listen lor
hahah.matthew dunno how to tell ghost story wan
say untill so sian
hahah
we went home about 4 in the mornin.
we walked home!!!
^@#$%^&**&^%#^!!!
cuz jiaxin dun wan to chip in money for the fare
den not not enough cuz gwen no money
go home den so tired slept straight away
got up early fer piano
den slept again
so we [me and gwen]woke up about 2
hahHA.so laTe.sOOo.ate lunch wif gwen
she was going sports bra shOpping wif jiaxin
Hhaah!!*grins.but den i no money so din go lor
i played captains ball at bethesda wif jas n jay
saw weilyn[semi-queen#1] n christabel
den we went to cc
they were havin some function
so i went over to their house
anyway i went to my gransgrans at punggol
so scary almost got lost
den i prayed den found my way
thank GOD literally
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din go skool yesterday cuz of my highlighted hair
dye 3 time liao
so i had to dye it back lor
anyway on tues i went out wif calista stacy n serene
to find a job fer calista
yea..n we did
hahah!-whatever-
today i went to skool had fun den
i went home wif alyssa n esther n sarah
i went home ta sleep
went to mac wif jay to study
*phew so tired
den had piano n tuition
-whatever-
i slapped phoebe today by accident
the morning was bad
anyway i wanna go off soon
till then

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F E E L I N G P H A T H E T I C W I T H O U T Y O U




I never like someone so bad
I mean if u were like not special i would have forgotten about you
but did i?
NO
When i think of you i feel sad
cuz i noe i cant get you
i wish i could tell it to u to yer face
but i dun hav the guts
so well..
yea..
I'll wait fer you
oR *sighs
NevErmind
who cares right


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mY feeLing right now?mixed up.I wanna cry
but no i m a strong girl right?*shrugs


My mum is ruining my life but i love her.
My Dad is not in my life if he wants to be a part of it
why hasnt he come home for quite sometime
*sighs.My heartaches like someone pierced my heart
I m insecure I love my friends fer being the fer me.
I m sad now.gotta go n cry.



u left me outside in the cold
u pushed me into the water i u gave me ur hand


anyway this song is old but its how i feel wen i see you or whatever

its called [the way] by clay aiken

1st verse:
There's something about the way you look tonight
There's something about the way that I can’t take my eyes off you
There's something about the way your lips invite
Maybe it’s the way that I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

1st chorus:
It’s in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It’s in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you know me
When I can’t find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

2nd verse:
It’s something about how you stay on my mind
It’s something about the way that
I whisper your name when I’m asleep oh girl
Maybe it’s the look you get in your eyes
oh baby it’s the way that makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I’m feeling stays the same

2nd chorus:
It’s in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)
It’s in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I can’t find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

Bridge:
I can’t put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you baby
So don’t ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinking about the way

repeat 2nd chorus (2 xs)

It’s something about the way you look tonight
There is nothing more to say than I feel it in the way



i asked esmond fer an opinion whether does he think i'm pathetic.so now i noe how u feel wen i tok to u.I'm sad now.I'm a girl but i cover up my insecurities by critisicm.If i scold u or anyone.i hope u guys will understand.I LOVE YOU.there i finally said it.got it off my chest.i wanna scream now!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!




W H E N Y O U N E E D S O M E O N E I' L L B E T H E R E F O R Y O U F O R E T E R N I T Y L O V E H U R T S I T R E A L L Y D O E S

Yesterday was sHooOOo fuN ... woke up 8 plus in thE mornIng..phoeb's came over..den we went over to my gran grans..haha..to do what? cOok..the caKe i madE was a toTal disaster cuZ i duNno how to use mY uncles measuring cup.haha.we finished at 2 plus..we started the party at 4 n u noe what everyone came late!!!!accept rozand.sHE is the bEst.HAhaha..anyway when everyone came we swam..den later we went to look fer stacy,matthew n jerry haha...den we waited for serene..i countinue later fay just came over..must entertain her..till then...

woke up at 12 overslept should have woke up at 9 to meet yee ling zoey they all..to help with the dance steps..haha..so tired..must run 2.4 on monday..how?because of the extensions n my pink one dropped out on tuesday..so annoyed..sumore my moonsae over flow when i should have gone wild wild wet..hiyaz..bad hair day!!anyway so we went heartland instead to take neos n we ate at delifrance hahah did you zoey orderd milo from delifrance..hahahah!!!!lol!!!it has been fun for the pass few days..oh yea..me n stacy slept over at phoeb's place..haha..i had asthma from there so dusty lor..she really needs to get a maid..anyway..we were suppose to leave at 6 for stacy's for stacy's house but phoeb's just had to forget her phone i told her not to go back for it cause her mum was sleeping in her bro's room i saw lar...den she just had to and got caught to by her mum.*scREams..second time she screwed up our plans..how annoying!!so nVm loR we wenT homEv firsT den mEt Up at around 12 plus go stacy's ouse watch "shaun of the dead" hahah pirated mahX t was suppose to be dawn of the dead..how dumb..anyway the show was boring..oh yea..did you see yuan ting's freindster profile?!it was so sick man her nick is "sex slave" what a disgrace to girls manXxX!!*yucK.anyway stacy's house is so damn nice lor sumore have swimming pool..HiYaz if oNly i coUld liVe therE.hahhHA.-whatever-anyway..i dyed my hair brown so waste can!? cause i must dye back on sunday!hiyaz.bUt it lOoks nIce anYwaY.hehe.anyway phoebe n i r gonna start a band and of course at thsame time learn the instruments that we r gonna play i m playing the drums and keyboard/guitar..phoeb's is gonna play the keyboard/piano.anyway we both at least wrote one song already..its nice loR..haha.lol..-whatever-..anyway the song accidentally in love is shOOOoooo niCe lor..I'm aCcideNtaLLy in loVe wiTH yOu *******..i miss you you noe that?no...anyway..you wont understand the way i feel..oh yea..win a date with tad hamilton rocks!!!aHHH!!*faints so touching can that i cried.haha.-whatever-i'm a girl okay..haha i do have a soft side and i gotta admit it lar..haha.ok..aniwaez i'm havin tuition at 1.30..bye²...

i wanna change my link but i very lazy.haha.oh yea.i got my extensions!!haha.i got mY phoNe baCk!!wheEE.bUT mY olD numBer.haha.I"ve been hanging out with the SCBs alot.haha.without serene lar.haha.she went to bang!cock.haha.-whatever-woke up at 5 to go jogging but phoeb's mum said no.so weird.she actually said yes.den she threaten to make phoeb's do da laudry.siao!.haha.yesterdae din go traning cuz my momma said cannot.-whatever-.I love jermaine dupri!!his songs r so nice like 'pop that booty'.but those who dun appreciate tha jamz and hip hop.BUGGER OFF.haha.anyway.i went to watch the NYJC match on tues.against chong ghee.and obviously chong ghee won.i went swimming yesterday.so fun.haha.i am going to watch their match again later.at lorong ah soo opp. my skOol.maHa.i wanna lose weight.but no discipline.haha.MUST BURN FATS.maHa.my msn is crashing.so sad.*cRys.-whatever-.so sian gotta go for my tuition now.buh bye.





* W * H * A * T * E * V * E * R *

*piak* waHA.ijust wished gwen goodnight!and it's only 6.05. -retarded- aniwaez...fer the past few days its been really happening fer me cumin home at 8 plus. going fer bball and all that and TRAINING started already!!but at least i'm havin fun and we have our borin' but fun coaching course with our -ruru- teacher.hehe.oh yea i hav to say something. TANNY LOOKS RETARDED IN MY SS2Gs!!! -WahAh-.I hav like really weird seniors.fer example.su eats dog pee[grass]-whaHAa-.oh yea haha. the other day lizard got caught by mrs lim fer her hair.den she ran into the toilet.den me n siew hwee go n see whether mrs lim was gone oreadi.she was.den we told lizard but she didn't want to leave u noe y?b cuz mich.foo was there..WhahHA.-tok about retardation.she was acting so hysterical n stuff.haha.den after that we went swimming at phoeb's house actually we've been swimming all week.on the way home i saw des'cimal foo.haah.so retarded.actually i saw nico,xiao andy n all that den i just kept looking to see where they were going maybe to cc?den i just kept looking den when i looked away i saw at the side of my eye someone familliar den i din care den it looked too familliar so i turned den i saw him lor den wave den the bus had to move right?haha.yea.oh yea yesterday i played bball.so fun.hehe.haha. -whatever- oh yea i went queensway with jas n jay so funny cuz i dun really go ikea right n the food there is good so i was stuffing food down my throat even wen i was at the verge of throwing up.haha.
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y M E I X * ~christabel's b-dae is on thurs mi n si hui gonna get her a pressie cuz she is our nu er n my meix.haha.aniwaez i gtg now.type some other day cuz gwen n hannah iz gonna cum over.heh.*hoLlA.if i can heaR u.heHE~

yesterday went for MrS tnG'swedding.u looked b-e-autiful.but so chor lorcan?!haha.but cant help it she is after all a P.E. teacher.haha.had fun there.but the pastor was so long winded can.just like mrs lee.haha.-whatever-ms ng's hubby ears are really big.haha.i mean they are huge!but i think they go really sweet together.ms ng looked so nerdy den during sec. skool.so sweet can?!they've been togeda for soooo long.haha.oh eah forgot to say someting ms ng..can u...just..GROW UP!!!haha.what are the two me to you bears doing in the front of the damn car?!haha.




after that..


abi,siew,wen,si and i went to the beach.so fun we pick up seashells.i was looking out for high tides.there was once i said high tides and i stood the what a complete idoit of me.then the water went up my skirt.haha.so sick can!?.i found this seashell that looked like a shark tooth.so cool right?!hah.-whatever-


later on..

si hui's dad dropped me,siew n wen at heartland mall we ate dinner there at KFC.den we walked aroung heartland now nicer cuz got print club.shOoOO nicE.haha.can take neo's there from now on..


finally..

I went to jas house..to give siew ting a present cuz she is finnally 1 month old.soOo cuTE!!haha.den we went central to get her bandage but in the end the pharmacy was closed so went to the cc..played untill 10 plus..haha..jiaxin tio lor.cuz she so dua bai..haiyaz..lee chin lar. so stewpid!!help her tio cuz the guy tio her.but actually is her fault cuz she keep on suaning him.of couse he tio lar.she hac to stop acting duA!!ha.anywaez.i watched -paycheck- with my momma.very nice.anywayz.later on i went to my granny's place.yea.haha.den sleep lor.


this morning...

i woke up with a splitting head ache.woosh.missed ballet.i hate it.no it.the teacher.haha.-whatever-now nth to do.i think i am going gwenn's housey.yeaP.buhbyE~

well this is my life..

When i was P5..
I had my first crush
I started doing badly
I started pontanging
I drew anime
I joined floorball[untill they closed it down]
I did many things.*crap

When i was p6..
I had my first boyfriend
I joined badminton
I joined choir*haHA
I still drew anime
I din noe my prilimes were here.
I started playing bball

when i was sec 1
I cut my hair!!*cRy
I joined netball
I became even more into bball
I started cutting my hand
I admire/crush a girl
I became so tanned
I became so wild
I drank vodka
I got 3rd in class

NOw that i am sec 2
I am A bbAll wacchO in my skOOl
I stopped cutting my hand
I told *him i liked him
I got rejected
I cut my hand again
I became so so wild
I almost smoked[but i was really depressed den.]
I dropped in my studies

yesterday..

I answered back to a teacher
I got lectured by the Dm
I got suan by lizard again
I cried cuz i was just sad
I slept at 9 [veri early liaoX]

today..

I went out with stacy
I took picX wif a cigg.[hah.not lighted lar]
I went to the gym
I scolded Mr. thomsan
I had morning training
I had fun

tomorrow..

I am gonna buy Ms ng wedding gift.
I am leaving this empty cuz god has plnned my path


10 things about me

1.I am still hurt by *u
2.I Love basketball
3.I hate backstabbers
4.I love hagging out with my friends
5.I love my kor[tric]-i want hurt to heal from her pain
6.I love my jiemeix
7.I am really a jack of all trades
8.I lurvee pink
9.I sing alot
10.This i will leave blank..cuz i am always changing*





Dear *u..

I noe u want me to leave u alone.but i just cant because i really like u.I am hurting really bad.I cry wen i think of u.This is the first time i've been hurt so badly.untill it is till the extreme.If only you'de give me a chance.i get nervous wen i am around u.thats how much i like u.i want u to leave me alone.get out of my thought.my dreams.my everything.i noe i sound like some thick-headed bimbo.but i'm not.deep down inside.i keep all my feelings bottled up.i need to let go of it.till den.u must be tired cuz u r always running through my mind.*miss u







[* ╬ whatever ╬ *]

I'm havin lessons now in the IT lab.Its geTTinG boriNg anD colD buT heY at leasT it beaTS stayIng in THe blOoDy hOt sUn.haHAz..aniwaez.at least i get to use the com.aniwaez.the past few weeks have been so happening manxXx..staCy osO lefT her ciGGs. wiF maUII.alMOst got mE kiLLEd caN?!hahA.aniwaez.just finish the meet-the-parents session thingie.hah.i was practically giving mr. thomsan attitude lor.hah.he ask me wht i hate DNT then said cuz i hate the teachers..hahah.den he ask me whats my biggest problem then i wanted to say him.but the DM just walked past so i din.haha.aniwaez i dropped 9 positions down man.so sad..i was actually 3rd can?!haiyaz..aniwaez i gtg now teacher cuming.bye²

waoH todaY waS reaLLy weiRd.haHA.likE this daMn Vp oF daMn asS loR.haHA.shE madE stand ouTsidE thE offiCe for lIke 2 whole damN houRs.i cried.haha cuz.i was really hot.the day be4 i cried cuz i was really bored.haha.haiyaz.it was a long story aniwaez.after skool we went to eat at the primary skool.the food was nice.yea.after that went to phoeb's place to get her change so that we can go mac.kanna caught fer vandalising mahx.den after that we went to my house.so i can get change.after that went went to mac da playgroung to erase the marks.i went there and the playground damn cool.so messy.i think is YT,adora,janice and angela do one.haiyaz.what the heck so we just help out since we also vandalised abit.hah.after that i recived a call from the chars.we went for dickson's bbq party i think it was his b-dae.yea.but he left early with his fwens to catch a movie.asshole.hah.aniwaez.weplayed ball with freddy and some other guys.aniwaez. i just came back lor.kinda tired so shall go sleep now

my exams ended last week.i cant believe we celebrated in mac.so lc lor.OMG!went there with yuan ting,phoebe,stacy and siew hwee.i think cuz yuan ting wanna go see frank lor.haha.****!haiyaz,,she steal serene phone lor...she is damn fake can..haha..i like this song called a thousand miles.so nice..its so me..no actually i dunno me..sometimes i can be this bitchy bitch..sometimes.. i can get so emotional..haha..sometimes...ican be this sweet sweet innocent angel..sometimes..i can be this punk rock chick wannabe..sometimes..i can be normal average kid next door girl..yea..haha..aniwaez..after mac we coundnt take the bordem we went to town and we took multiple neoprints..haha..ok fine whatever..u noe today i cired in class cuz i was dying of bordem..haha..i was late fer skool today and got caught for my uniform..haiyaz..so suii lor..haha..whatever its spelt as..haha..another day then type sumore kinda busy now..

yEePeE!~tommorow is the last exam!!!but it is chinese and i totally suck in that o-k.*arGh* HAhaHA~ i wont give a damn anymore after that..haha..it would be totally 24/7 partying..*i hoPe*..i've been studying so much lately plus i go mac study haha but veri distracting plus the phoebe + cockroach haha..some pple would noe what i mean..haha i promised phoebe i wont tell anyone liaox..haha..aniwaez..siew hwee is a freaking pig can she pang seh me phoebe priscilla 3 times liaox sleep lar sleep sumore i poke ur eyes ah!hahHAHa..aniwaez..i gtg type another dae..


leaVin mOrErIcE [*whatEveR*]

i said this once and i am going to repeat it again i have 'A TOTAL LOST OF FREEDOM' i've been studying since 12 noon lor..tired...haiz..i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed..so much bad luck i missed the match of nets against lakers!!ahHH!!suii arhxx..aniwaez...yesterday was so fun i mean it was crappy yesterday..haha..i lost my wallet!aniwaez..i still have feelings for him but i dun have a crush on him..actually it is pretty normal cuz..considering how long i had a crush on him..aniwaez..i think i am going to shave bald..cuz i cut my hair again i totally destroyed it..ahhh!!*sniff*..so shauii wan..aniwaez i have to go oreadi..i destroyed my life..BahahHAh..-.-'

sO tired just finish watching the playoffs miami heats against vs the pacers.morning still got the nets against ??? well i forgot..haha..tipsy..anyway... well i've been hardworking for the past few days..istudied alot well it paid of well i got 97/100 for my term two maths results..yeppEE!~hahaHHAA..but i almost flunked science cuz mr thomson flunk us all on our project lor we all forgot lor..becuz forgot lor hahahahhHAhaha!~anywayz..listening to roses by outkast..its nice ok..not it is not nice it is b-e-a-utiful..hahaha..so sian..oh yea i din say something...PACERS A.K.A. Indianna's won!!!yAy!!~87-93..i noe not veri good but it was a tough match them ok!!!must be understanding..aniwae...today was fun lor..we went to p.s. to study..thenqian zi say wanna see cafe cartel the food lar..as in the prices..wen we got there i straight away ran in and totally forgot about the prices thing..because of the chairs they were like sofas hahah..wen we got in i was like WHAT!!!!one plate 10.90!!!*jaw to the floor tongue rolls out like red carpet*haha..aniwaez i lost my wallet and my new ezilink card!!how i din tell my stewpid mum aniwaez i gtg now..

well today was pretty messed up.well.haha.this person called "me" tagged on my board saying to bugger of des.well i buggered off him a long time ago.haha.cuz i totally gave up.i mean i cannot wait for him all my life rite?there are many fishes in the sea anyway.though i was really crazy over him till the extent that it got scary.haha.like cutting my hand and stuff like that.aniwaez..i watched this concert last night and it was so cool.the drummer is gawd gawd cool ok.hahaah..the thing that SHE i mean she is a girl drummer plus she is really strong..can play very very very very very very well.BAhahHAa.shela e. she's spanish like thats cool.cuz i'm spanish too.hahahaa..aniwaez..u wanna noe go n look up on her then u will noe what i mean.hahahh..i am so bored right now i can probaly die of bordem.aniwaez i gtg now..blog another day..╬chillIn╬