Meet Tony Ward , He's Awesome!

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In need of someone to pull me off the computer seat.Marisse Caine has been seating infront of the computer for nearly six hours I guess it's true , I'm a computer addict and a photography whore. haha , I photoshopped for about two hours straight then I went on to watching one tree hill haha yes , yet another thing to get addicted to g*d Marisse , what the fuck is wrong with your brains are they running around? Anyway , Sometimes I wonder if people actually read my stuff or they just come here to view my work and other people's work of course.I've got to give credit to all the awesome photographers out there.It doesn't really matter cause It's flattering both ways.So here's what has been going down with me.


Friends;

Due to the current exams (well , it's sort of over for me cause it's just practical) I've been neglecting some of my friends and I haven't really been deep talking with anybody and getting to know how the other person's feeling anyway , It's about time I started hanging out with V and the rest again and probably re-connect old friendships since june's just two or three weeks away like how I'll be going out with Hollx , Jas and a few others.I also want to make new friends I mean cause every holiday calls for new 'adventures'.I mean really ,when I was sec one I hung out with my basketball friends and the netballers and then it went on to sec two when I hung out with stacy ( yes , and had my ah lian phase ) and phoebs and then it went on to being sec three and that's when I hung out with V and the rest and then on to Akira and the rest and it's all just a big bunch of friend connectivity haha.whatever sometimes its so complex I can't be bothered to think well ,not that I'm a bimbo or anything it's cause I just really can't give a flying fuck.Maybe I have a sense of fear of what I'll be doing this summer but nonetheless , I'm looking forward to it and not to mention I'm going out with liying too :) someone I've never hung out with in my life haha.


Family;


I've been hanging out alot lately with my mum and now with her extra spice of lunar rhythms , she is pissing me off daily.So I think I would like to stay away from her for awhile and well , the fucker man finally emailed me after four months of being away since his last visit but he says he's becoming stable well , its about time.and the grandparents , their awesome as usual but a little exhausted cause of the little bugger Leon he's been quite the pain although of course there's a kick to it I mean babies , their God's gift and of course christbel's growing up and the rest of the family's doing fine.I just need to spend a little more time with them :D


Religon;

I'm catholic christian and I've been attending church religously.haha what's more to say? And yes , I've already mentioned in my past entry that I'm going for a mission trip on the 3rd to 5th of June.Well , I hope nothing much changes when I come back cause well , I don't want to miss a thing.


last but definately not the least..

Myself;

Haha ok , as you can see I'm quite the bomb in my own world haha I mean if you know me personally.but whatever , everyone's a narcissit sometimes.Gosh I haven't used that word in awhile haven't I.I used to use it all the name with phoebe when we were like sec two or smth? haha Ohhh , those were the days.My love life has been rather stagnent cause you know everyone's getting involved nobody very appealing to me that's single and available and even If they appeal enough I probably won't appeal to them since I'm a disgusting piece of lard haha. My grades have been improving surprisinly.I've made new friends.My hair grew and tummy grews as well and I haven't had my period in awhile.Haha ok that information was unnessacery and obscene haha but you know , whatever works for me. Yes , I will be going to the stupid MOS party cause I want to let loose and dance but of course there's the 4000 over people are going factor which actually stinks cause I don't want to have a 30 cm to 30 cm dance floor if you know what I mean.Anyway enough about myself I'm over estimating my self-importance again as usual.Ohhh deaaarr , I feel accomplished now.




It's been awhile , call me for coffee. Please ?

what you guys look foward to:






here's another weather dedicated to the anthem of our dying lives.


make this right , as fast i can


during our mother tongue exam today there was a fucking bee flying around the exam hall and it go everyone freaked out and well , we started seeking shelter under our tables which was fucktarded anyway , then it got me thinking about this one time when i took photo of a this almost exact same bee and I got really close to it not feeling a sense of fear from the little prick.so here's the thing how am I able to stand so near to the damn thing and hide under the table when its flying when its the exact same thing.well ,this is just random but maybe its cause there was a sense of security coming for the bee.and thats what we all are looking for.the exit , namely a sense of security be it coming from a person or a thing or a talent and talent meaning so that you have a identity and that's what everyone is striving for.but you know , having a constant identity is pretty tiring well , that's my opinion.so I have this disorder called the ' i wanna be different from the whole g*d-damned world' syndrome. ok , i'm speechless with myself.


sins will happen , go figure.

you threw the purple on the floor and my heart fell.
no doubt , pain is love.



so here's the deal , there's this blood related person called mum
who brings you here and up in this well , pretty complexed fucked up
full of shit son of a gun it's the end of the world i hate myself and
want to die and maybe do a few good deeds so i can get vip passes to
heaven cause God must hate me for knowing me painful life.
and then at an exam that you were obviously not ready for cause of the
tremendous amount of pressure and physical abuse and verbal dirrohea your
so called mum is throwing up in your face.well , don't get me wrong its
not that she ain't cool or anything like that but she's just well , a S.O.B.
anyway ,so at this exam you freaking screw up and end up having to go to a
well extremely lousy stream and end up giving up at the first year cause of
well being rejected in the end when you thought hey why not try and make the
best out of the situation but no , you had to get rejected didn't you
well , cause I'm never good enough for anything.So this time round , you're
already secondary 4 and you have a chance to take the right path.so don't screw
it.so it sums up to this marisse , don't fucking screw up you bitch.
anyway , sins will happen. so it all comes down to this , you stay at home
your mind bitches well , not exactly bitches more like fucks with you(figure of speech).Sometimes I'd rather chill at the sunny beach with the shady people.If you know what I mean.ok this is a follow up to alyssa's blog , yes alot of people are becoming 'artistic'.Ok , if you really like photography and all that shit.Do it and mean it not like its just another trend.because its not a trend its a fucking sickness.Being able to look at something or someone and knowing which angle it will look beautiful in.ok whatever let's not get deep here.


note to self: no one wants to hear you complain and I'm sick of you talking about yourself you self-absorbed bitch.

hokay , time to shave my legs now , till then!

extinguished;


my friday was awesome!
first the lunch with mrs goh and ms chan
and then the retardation excursion with
Akira Ahlian Mark and Aunt Camel :)
this kinda fun happens once in a while
but I hope it'll happen again soon.
My saturday was terribly boring.
but you know whatever works for him!


sundays sundays , here I come! :)

I choke back each tear and bleed.

There is a tide in the affairs of men
Which takes out the flood
leads on to fortune
but who made the voyage of their lives are bound to shallows and miseries
and such a fall see every now a float
and we must take the crime when it serves
or lose the ventures before us


DOES ANYONE HAVE ONE TREE HILL? =/

29th , my lips will be of service

I made a bet with my friend that I will not talk to him for a month
well , everything is going smoothly , that's if I screw up.
Which I doubt for I am capable of doing anything If I put my mind
and soul into it well , at least that's what the counselor said.
haha no , I'm not mentally retarded or disturbed.
I just get into a lot of trouble for a hundred and one reasons
I feel like lizard sometimes , a fugitive
It might feel like shit some days but I know leaving this school
would be one of the last things I wanna do
cause of the people and being able to get away easily with the
crazy shit ass stunts I pull in school daily.
anyway , school started out pretty shitty and my eyes were painful
looking at Ms kok(no pun intended) and my head felt like a mine field
but I rest at the sick bay for about 4 hours talked to lying , S and J
and the sick bay for awhile before falling into deep slumber
even the sounds coming from PAP couldn't wake me up
I had a sick dream , It was pretty weird , not worth revealing here tho:)
I came home and slept again and had tennis and now , I'm here
you know how sometimes you realise that n.e.r.d?
well , I got this from listening to the radio
that the band's name actually stands for no one ever really dies.
ok , I know I'm slow and all but no need for rubbing in here! haha
Its pretty cool when you think about it.
I mean you may pass away but a part of you has always affected someone
else's life which to me is , pretty cool shit :)
anyway I'm going for a mission trip from the 3-5 of june
and I guess I'm pretty excited cause I get to spend time with some
orphan kids and yes , I really really love kids.
I'm even planning on not marrying and adopt 2 kids
one from spain and one from cambodia hahaha.
ok , I'm getting brain dead.
till then! :)



that's all that matters pretty pretty

well , Sweet Jesus , you win. As always.


Ok , maybe I'm losing my mind.
but sometimes I realise that really ,EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
and I'm not trying to be corny here
seriously,ok maybe I'm being impotent and grouchy but really,
you know how sometimes ,some things really don't matter to you?
but you suddenly decide to pay attention to it?
like for example , you always see this man under your block
but you pay no mind to him at all most of the time and suddenly
one day , some thing in you makes you decide to ask him
if he's okay and he gives you a smile
and a few days later he tells you
that you saved him from committing suicide
cause he wanted somebody to notice him and you did.
ok ,what a morbid example haha.
anyway , so that got me thinking of things like
whether I've affected someone's life cause of something I said.
Good or bad , both ways.
I mean what If something happens to someone I said something mean to?
and I won't even know that it happened cause
what if it happens in the future?
I won't even be able to feel sorry for what happened and be sorry!
I mean hello? I don't want to make anybody feel bad about themselves.
I can go on and say hey! what does my opinion matter anyway?
But no ,no matter who you are , what kind of a person you are ,
your opinion will always affect someone's decision on somthing.
like for example , my friend J calling me fat.
I mean I know I'm fat and he's fat
but him calling me fat made me feel worse.
ok that was another awful depressing example
well how does 'music makes you lose control' sound?haha
you know the whole mind boggling shit hahaha.
oh well , I've finally blogged something that made sense
don't you find? and that's enough of sometimes , what ifs
and whatever goes for me for a day :)

I love baby biggay :)

well , here I am to contradict myself.
My day went pretty well I guess
I made two new friends/acquaintances
School started pretty fucked up
and ended pretty well
I love 136 rides with theresa misso souppp!
My tummy always ends up in a knot
I headed down to my granny's place right after school
got drenched in the rain but I loved it
I love the soggy socks and shoes the feel of the rain
on my skin my hair all wet and the cold , perfect.
I'm such a weirdo sometimes.
anyhows , I rushed all over the place to get alicia
her surprises , I love seeing her happy
happy birthday sweets! thanks for being there :)
believe me when I say that you're beautiful in my eyes
as always , YOU NEVER KNOW =D hahahaha
I met stacy and company later on.
lost my mojo once again.




and they'll never know how I felt that night.

nope guys , I'm not depressed anymore.


I think blogging about my day would be a really lame thing to do
cause I mean nobody really wants to know what you did for the day
am I right? well , that's just my opinion.

baby doll , doll faced.


picture perfect , I smirk and ruin it
stains on my shoes from the days of wrath
back from california and starting a new
closely nearing the darkest path
I close my eyes and Imagine the dew
the dew of the morning from sweet september
lying in my bed of black balloons
floating alway like sunday's moon
sins and tragedies happen like
the making of spoons
too soon , too soon
wanting to be able to say that was then
having the time of my life
feeling the rain on my skin reminds me of
my youth , she says lost in confusion
negative creep , negative creep
I'm so sick of being the negative creep
this is your life , it's time for me to
well , decide :)

CHANGE;

leaning on the bed side and sobbing
I wish there was so much more about me and you
but it ended with me not with you
you talk to her and it burns me like the sun
I talk to me but you can't hear the pain I feel.
But it's okay , I will still follow you into the dark.
cause , maybe I loved you more than I even knew.
Its time to get out of the dessert and into the sun
even if it's lonely , I'll be there for you.
You gave me your hand and I took it
the smoke from your body sank into my skin
slowly I wither like the rose you gave me last christmas
you don't know me and you don't even care
I'd sit on your porch and talk to you
in the darkest of the night
and we'd both know that it's going to be dawn
You tell me that she loves you and you love her too
It breaks my heart to see you sad
so take my car crashable heart and sing me a song lovely.
so here's my story of the year.
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
and let's get messed up and listen to probably
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
But there isn't and there never was.



OK ENOUGH EMO FOR ONE YEAR!

I want this baby :)


One more time , Happy birthday Birdeh :D
I had loads of fun at bird's place
So I guess my saturday wasn't that bad after all
I had alot of fun with alicia and julia too
and of course everyone else at bird's house
like emeline vick son mother nana and yada yada
I've got about 3 of Alicia's song stuck in my mind.
A bad stomach ache and I feel like farting( LOL -.-)
I've lost my mojo , g'night folks :)

drowninggggggggg , drowning


Happy birthday Chirp Tan Forest!
It's been great having you as a friend
for about a year now? Yeap time really flies
when you're having fun.
I predict my saturday and Sunday will be shitty
And something bad will happen at chirp's party
even though yes , I really love birddddeehhhhh :)
If anything bad happens , It's my fault I'm sorry
Yesterday , good friday , started out awkard and foul but I realise
how lame I was feeling and realised that only I
have the power to make myself feel better
So I apologised to V and I guess everything's fine now
Anyway , I had loads of fun and I'm happy I got out of
the house.I spent the day with V and the rest
we went for jen pok's church thing then we headed
down to town for lunch and fun. We spent a whole freaking
hour at Zara and met alicia :) and I spent the whole of yesterday
with her and guess what , I'm at her place now hahaha
I love alicia , really she's the greatest :)
So much for the surprise visit we were suppose to give someone.
I was really looking foward to it but you know , whatever
I can predict would be rather gloomy
I'm so sick of being sad and lame
I wanna be my old self again you know , trigger happy?
being able to laugh or smile at everything without having
to think something morbid about the situation even when I'm
having a whole lot of fun , oh well , saturday here I come :/


IGALLOP HAHA , Thank for yesterday , I love you guys :
V , Chunky , Male donkey , Leezoo , Uhleesha , Emo , Gf , Charlene :)
and everybody I saw at church :)

I'm filled with wrath , alot of wrath
I'm so fucking angry that I can say very hurtful things
right now , I should block myself from the world
I don't even have music to calm me down
cause my fucking speakers are fucking up.
I know it's my fault , it's my fault
yes it's my fault. I'm sorry I'm a bad person
I'M A BAD PERSON. don't talk to me.
don't trust me I'm nobody's friend
you should all just ignore me.





treesharininipopo , it was fun seeing you :)
( if you see this)

We're all just looking for an exit , I think I've found mine.

photographer : Tim Halberg

Alot of things happened and I haven't really had the time
to sit infront of the computer to blog and even If I did
I didn't have the flow to for example now , I don't
But I think I should.Anyway , I have about a thousand things
running through my mine and the train just won't stop.
It keeps going without stopping for its destination
and I'm not really complaining cause I've come to realise
no one actually does want to hear you complain about how
fucked your life is right now and even if they do
the only response you get is ' are you okay? ' or
' I think you need help '.I'm sorry to say this but
WE'RE OBVIOUSLY NOT OK.BUT! BUT BUT BUT , I too am guilty
of asking the question I guess it's cause we're left simply
speechless that's why and there ain't a better phrase then
' are you okay? ' and please don't tell us we need help
cause , we want to feel like we have a friend to talk to
not as if we were some kind of and outcast that needs fucking
help.I mean hello? It's not as if we've got some stupid disorder
in the brain or something ok , maybe I do. HAHA , oh wells.
today , I went for some indian festival to witness one of my most
close friends I can almost say Best friend , akira maria , pierce
himself with 81 hooks with huge ass limes hanging from them on his
back and have this rod with a diameter of about 1 cm or so pierced
through his cheeks and some poster also pierced into his body.
It was awesome I mean being there I feel like I got sucked into a
whole different world.It felt so , I don't even know what's the word
to describe it cause , I've never felt that way before that I had to
ask him if it was painful. I mean he only had about 81 hooks on his
back and a freaking rod in his mouth nahh it ain't painful
( please note the sarcasm) What the fuck is wrong with me sometimes.
Sometimes , akira scares me with the stuff he does to himself
but I am happy and really proud to have him in my life
cause even if we don't last as friends I can say proudly
that he was part of my past , he truly is special.
Just like V and alot of other people in my life.
Sometimes I feel like I'm such a bad person
but I have friends that make me feel as though there's a reason
to carry on living and of course , there IS the religon issue.
That's why I would never go with the ' love is suicide ' motto
or write a suicide note and continue with my ' kurt cobain syndrome'
I think If Akira were to kill himself , I would never be able to live
with myself knowing that I SHOULDN'T HAVE LENT HIM HEAVIER THAN HEAVEN
LOL anyway , My future seems brighter now somehow my self abuse phase
is wearing me out and I've going to my ' be sober and different ' stage.
I had alot of fun with girls today and of course , akira .G'night folks :)




photographer : Tim Halberg


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANNY WONG SHI WEN BLONDIE! =D
THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SPASTIC ALL THE TIME!
thank you ah lian ,thirteen , biggay and karys for today
btw world , MUM CAL AND DAD ANNNA HAVE AIDS BEWARE!
A , NO SWEET SUICIDE PLAN PLEASE
(If you even read this hahahahaha )

Stop stepping all over her.

I FOUND THIS EMAIL VERY NICE

By Bishop T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into
staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for
us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.


And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you ........

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents ...

LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
relationship.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ......

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so
used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for you!!!



LET IT GO!!!



Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then ...

LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

During the next 60 seconds, Stop whatever you are doing, and take this opportunity.
(Literally it is only ONE minute!)

All you have to do is the following:

You simply say "The Lords Prayer" for the person that sent you this message:

The Lord's Prayer

Our Father, who are in Heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.

For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power,
and the Glory, forever.

Amen.

Next, send this message to everyone you know. In a while, more people will have prayed for you and you would have obtained a lot of people praying for others!

Next, stop and think and appreciate God's power in your life, for doing what you know is pleasing to Him.

If you are not ashamed to do this,
follow the instructions!

Jesus said, If you are ashamed of me,

I will be ashamed of you before My Father"


If you love God and you are not ashamed of all the great things that He has done for you, send this to everyone you know, and the person that
sent it to you!

God loves you and watches over you everyday.

AND SO THIS IS HOW THE WHOLE CONVERSATION WENT


FART FACE says:
do you like your brains?

so write the letters in teary ink says:
do you HAVE BRAINS?

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Yes i do.

FART FACE says:
HAHA YES I DO

FART FACE says:
my brains are cool

FART FACE says:
i bought them from bugis street for two dollars

so write the letters in teary ink says:
WHOA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
I got mine for freee

FART FACE says:
haha

FART FACE says:
HURHHHH

FART FACE says:
REALLY AH

FART FACE says:
NOT FAIR LEH

FART FACE says:
AHAH

so write the letters in teary ink says:
It was given to me by some amazing woman, My mother

FART FACE says:
my mother kept mine in the bank )=

FART FACE says:
ahahah

so write the letters in teary ink says:
And its a fairly good brain too

so write the letters in teary ink says:
hahaha, I have a spare in the bank

so write the letters in teary ink says:
You want it?

FART FACE says:
WAH SO COOL AH

FART FACE says:
OK LA

FART FACE says:
MY BRAINS ARE WEARING OUT

FART FACE says:
MUST BE SOME LOUSY BRAND

FART FACE says:
must be made in china or smth

so write the letters in teary ink says:
NO!

so write the letters in teary ink says:
its on of the most expensive kind

so write the letters in teary ink says:
OF course the one im using now

so write the letters in teary ink says:
is better la

so write the letters in teary ink says:
But that one is not bad

so write the letters in teary ink says:
its the BRAINY brand

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Heard of it?

so write the letters in teary ink says:
its one of the bst

FART FACE says:
MY FRIEND , SHE GOT HER BRAINS FROM BRAINCI

FART FACE says:
AND BRAINEL

FART FACE says:
BRAIDA

FART FACE says:
HAHA YES I HEARD OF IT

FART FACE says:
I HEARD ITS VERY EXPENSIVE

FART FACE says:
AHHHAHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
YES IT IS

so write the letters in teary ink says:
AND SINCE YOU ARE MY BELOVED

so write the letters in teary ink says:
I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU FOR FREE!

FART FACE says:
HAHAHA

FART FACE says:
YAY!

FART FACE says:
I LOVE YOu!

FART FACE says:
HAHAHAH

FART FACE says:
AHHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
SEE

so write the letters in teary ink says:
HAHAHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
My mum is gonna get me another spare anws

so write the letters in teary ink says:
HAHA

FART FACE says:
HAHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
its from brainS

FART FACE says:
FROM WHERE???

FART FACE says:
BRAINEL?

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Which means BRAINSMART

so write the letters in teary ink says:
HAHAH

FART FACE says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

FART FACE says:
LOL

FART FACE says:
OMG

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Its a new product

FART FACE says:
SO COOL!

so write the letters in teary ink says:
It just came out a few weeks ago

so write the letters in teary ink says:
its rather expensive

so write the letters in teary ink says:
1 cm 10 dollars

so write the letters in teary ink says:
EXPENSIVE HUUH!

FART FACE says:
hahahahahaha

FART FACE says:
YA ! SO EXPENSIVE MAN

FART FACE says:
I ENVYY YOU MANNNNNNN

FART FACE says:
AAHHAAHAH

so write the letters in teary ink says:
The one i have now is wearing out with Chemical eqns

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Maths sums

so write the letters in teary ink says:
and crazy things

FART FACE says:
hahahah

FART FACE says:
MINE IS WEARING OUT FROM SICK THOUGHTS

FART FACE says:
AHAHAHAHAH

so write the letters in teary ink says:
HAHAHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
EROTIC

so write the letters in teary ink says:
oh well

so write the letters in teary ink says:
There's this high class brain kind

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Thats like

so write the letters in teary ink says:
1mm is like 10 dollars

so write the letters in teary ink says:
WHOA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
that one's WHOA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
I will top the fucking class!Q

FART FACE says:
HAHA

FART FACE says:
YES I BET YOU WILL

FART FACE says:
WITH BRAINS LIKE THAT

FART FACE says:
AHHAHAHA

so write the letters in teary ink says:
The sch

so write the letters in teary ink says:
BUT SADLY

so write the letters in teary ink says:
I cant afford it

so write the letters in teary ink says:
And i dont want ti

so write the letters in teary ink says:
So smart for what

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Pple will rob me at night

so write the letters in teary ink says:
Cut my brains out


yeap , we're talking about brains here.


[so write the letters in teary ink]- D
[FART FACE] - Me

ohhhhh dory hahahaha

not lesbians , just bestfriends.


today is palm sunday for many catholics
I figured that every sunday most catholic
teens reserve it for God
we try not to sin on sundays
sunday sunday , we wait till monday
we practice self-control
it's pretty f-ed up but you know
well , at least we try :)
you know , I have this friend who said something
very f-ed up the other day.
HE said that
the best part of relationships is the courting part
and then after that , it stinks.
now , I know why I sort of despise to male species
sometimes. HAHA. oh well , what do you think?

one of the things I look foward to every sunday , post secret =)

well , it got me thinking