life is so unpredictable




this morning when i woke up
correction , this afternoon
when i woke up i called my
bestfriend who i shall not
name because its best that
i keep this low profile
for awhile till she's
ready to open up.yeahhs.
so as i was sayin.
one minute we were all jokin
the next minute she recieved
a phone call sayin her dad
had passed away.this sounds cliche
but life is so unpredictable
i'm realleh worried bout her
but as for a dad ,
i'm realleh happy for him
if God thinks its his time
so be it righht?
cause ain't he gon' be in a
better place after all
he doesnt have to experience
the end of the world
which btw, i think is coming
which is good righht?
as for my best friend ,
i think what she
realleh needs now is
moral support,and obviously
the magic word , LOVE.
from this i've learnt
never say never
cause you never know what
the future holds.
like when you were in primary
school.does BEST FRIENDS FOREVER
sound familliar.its so cliche
but the term is used
but never actually practiced
cause once yer in high school
you start to drift apart
and the term has totalleh taken the
back seat in the yer life
the term has become so i
nsignificant.
but as time passes ,
it will be used again
yes , with yer new best friend
but this time you never know
whether forever is for real ,
cause the bond is stronger
and as i have said
life is so unpredictable




GOD , GRANT BEST FRIEND STRENGTH (=

wassup china.
vick , yer parteh
was radical.IN THE END.
no offence though.
but i realleh love you anyway (:
i aint got no flo tonight
so night ya'll ((=




yo vicky its yer burfdeh ,
its yer burfdeh we're gon'
parteh like its yer burfdeh

wassup folks(=
today is one of days
where i'd stay home and start to sober
yes , fuckers sober
people always have this fix image in their fuckin
screwed up minds about me
they always think i'm this party animal
with no emotions and sober
will never be a word i'd have in my vocabulary
well guess what fuckers you're wrong

AND SO I SKIPPED HOME




BACK HOME FINALLY
YES FUCKTARDS I SKIPPED HOME
SOMETIMES I'M SO UNBELIEVABLE
TODAY I WOKE UP A LIL SAD
BUT HAD FUN THE WHOLE FRIGGIN DAY
THANK YOU CHINAS!! ((=
ANYHOWS.we were suppose to go
ta veekees' house today
but we didn't we ended up goin
to eunicey yongey the bear's house
anyhows.had alota fun
sulynn siewhwee and phoebe
came along too ((=
after that wenta grapevine
met up with an na her sista
which i have no idea whats her name
its either nicole or nicola
she's pretteh cool i guess
anyhows met up with alicia
rachel and celeste(spell?)
yeahhs.vick siewhwee and rachel
went home ahead.yeahhs
went home with alicia and celetse
yeahhs.skipped home pretteh high
HAHAHA.no idea why either
anyhows. HOME SWEET HOME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!!!
i love my sweet gay partner((=
i'm beat. fuck you ((=

TODAY WAS A'RIGHHT I GUESS
THE DAY STARTED OUT PRETTEH BAD EH
yeahhs.but shall forget bout it
dont wanna make myself depressed
WELCOME BACK POK!! ((=
i've missed you dude.
if you darn fuckin readers dont know
what the hell am i talkin about
its cause i havent mentioned that
i wenta see jenny at the airport
with bird wenta see rachel an-na
and dionne too.((=.totalleh fun
THANK YOU BIRD!! as in for the day
it was fun.i was a lil` depressed at first
anyhows. had alota fun my china. ((=
DUDE!! where's my car..
cant stop shufflin yer hair
its gettin pretteh addictive
hey phoebe , siewhwee cheer up my besties ((=
LURVEE YA GUYS.

yesterday.woke up at 10
called vick about 5 times
to wake her friggin hell up
damn it she sleeps like a dead log
HAHAHA.BUT I LOVE HER!!((=
wenta meet bird and zoe at the station
wenta sentosa together
but before that we wenta get some stuff
like apples ((= sushi and drinks
and VICKY'S breakfast.HEH
when we got there we met up wit
amanda sijia kristle and glynnis.
we swam for like i don't know
how many damn friggin hours.
we tanned . yes people .i tanned too
i got new tan lines ((=.YEAHHS.
kris sijia and birdeh got tanned like
friggin hell man.HAHAHA.esp. kris ((=
after that brought birdeh kris and vick
for some job interview thing
later , met up with the rest at grapevine.
oh yeahhs! HAHAHA forgot to mention bout'
the walk back to the mrt from sentosa
damn friggin hell funneh i tell ya.
vick and i were playin our so called
'dare game' hahaha.i made vicky eat some plant
HAHAHA.she made me bite some divider crap.
we both chased buses cars lorries u name it
anyhows.we played pool at grapevine ate
wenta phoebs house after that then
HOME SWEET HOME ((=
called up phoebs and all
i'm sorreh eunice. HAHAHA
kept on teasin her.
its actually quite fun.
but i don't hate you ((=
I LOVE YOU TOOO MUCH MAN!! HAHAHA

today
woke up late
didnt go for trng
dont know whether i'm gettin the job
at the soup spoon. siewhwee got the call
i didn't i feel realleh angry at myself
like what the hell went wrong
i prayed and everything
i hope i get the job realleh want it
and i realleh need it.=/
gonna meet the rest at 4.30
to study ((=
then we're goin for my church crap
then after that fetch jenny from the
airport.CANT WAIT. I'VE MISSED HER.
been missin dorry too.
gonna miss candiceHO too ((=
HAVE FUN MY FRIENDS LMAO

sometimes i wonder
should i walk away from this life
should i forget about you
must i let go
must you walk on by
if only you could tell me why
why did you hurt me
why did you let me go
when my heart started to flow
if only you could tell me how
how this shit started
how did it get this far
i've said this once
i'm gonna say it again
STUPIDITY IS BLISS
if you were dumb
you won't know how lurvee feels like
and i wish i never found out
gawwd.i hate this friggin life
i wanna walk away from it
start a new life
as someone else
but that'll never happen

missed the ' midnight affair '
filled regret now.
thanks to nerizza. =/
HAHAHA. kiddin
cause she made it sound sooo good.
but anyhows.chillin wit
hwee alicia lizard and eunice
was realleh fun too.
thanks alicia for the skirt
so damn sweet.HAHAHA.
ate sushi.was sucha rip off.
hahah. and the ' shake it up baby '
taxi uncle was pretteh cool
alicia's house is damn nice.
town was fun.
the conversation on the phone
wit eunice and siewhwee was fun too
OUR LIL SECRET HAHAHAHA
wenta study wit phoebs
eunice siewhwee and yinwen today
didnt study much
compass sucks totally.
HOME SWEET HOME =))

ALL ALONE




and so i told you
this is how i drown my sorrows
crying my eyes out , totally givin in
i don't want this shit anymore
get outta my mind , get outta my life
i'm paranoid is it me or does everyone
just want a piece of me
i never thought life would be this harsh
never thought i'd be alone
this life just needs throne
a throne one would wanna be on
a place no one would wanna be marooned on
but ain't got no choice
just had to be.
i hurt , i hurt alot
sometimes i wished you'de just spare a thought
you are my misery , you are sucha mystery
why does this life hafta be so bleak
sometime i wonder what is it i seek
i know this sounds cliche
but here goes
although i may be surrounded by a thousand
i feel alone , i stand alone
and will walk alone i wish
you would have never left me alone.




SOMEBODY SAVE ME PLEASE.

Soon yer gonna realize there ain't no place like home



back from camps
church camp and sec 3 camp
had lunch wit hwee phoebs su
lizard and eunice. ((X
had fun the whole week.
but durin the church camp
it was a lil' depressin
cause there was this guy
who realleh looked like you*
he had sucha familiar face.
his build was like yers too.
the way he talks was like you
he seemed so you.
durin the sec 3 camp
the other camp was playin
true , by ryan cabera.
it was sooo depressin
it was at nightt too.
the stars were out.
everythin was so DEPRESSIN
i cried when no one was there
they were all takin their
stuff from the tents
i'm listenin to it now.
feelin emo now.=/
'you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move
i'm weak
its true
i'm just scared
to know the ending'
its sooo true.
i'd do anything to be wit ya.
i dare not pray fer reverse phsycology
i dare not wish fer it too
its as good as black magic
to me that is.
its as good as forcin ya to lurvee me.
sometimes. i dont even dare ta hope for it
but what the fuck am i suppose to do.
wait!? i've waited toooo long.
i'm stuck at this stage which realleh sucks
the process of healin is back to square one
i hate this shit i realleh do.
i don't trust my hopes anymore.
i've always wanted to go to yer place
tell ya everythin
but i dont have the guts.
so i stay home and cry
i wanna cross the line.
i dont wanna hide anymore.
but i can't
no guts no glory.
gonna go fer the
meet-the-parents session
to add to my depression.




GOD , GRANT ME STRENGTH

today was GREAT!
i had a TRIPPIN` good time.
shall blog tmr.
damn fuckin tired now
heh heh heh
i somehow miss ya'll
hahaha,as in
julia siewhwee fangs
eunice lizard phoebs.((X
LIZARD AND PHOEBE
TOGETHER FOREVER ((X
BLEAUGH .

just got off the phone wit
jenny julia lizard and kye
went late fer trng this mornin
i woke up at 6.35
prayin for it to be 5.35
yesterday was my grandma's burfdae.
she passed away bout' 12 years ago?
anyhoos,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!! ((X
anyhoos,
i realleh hope tomorrow will be fun
kinda lookin forward to it ((=
today i went to town
went wit phoebs lizard hwee fangs ((=
had fun though.lizard is sucha fool
lizard and phoebs and the umbrella crap
was realleh realleh funneh!! HAHAHA
ohhs.nvm lets lizard some face yeahhs?
found out some weird stuff.
damn weird.DISGUSTIN
i mean how can you-know-who go wit her?
LMAO.tt's not hot atall'
sides' why her?she's not even popular?
what a person she used to spike ---. =/
damn.i miss ya'.i hate it yer kinda
draggin meh down.cant seem to move on.

today was pretteh borin i guess.
side` the fact i was almost
a period late fer class.
and 'pick on xiaolong ' crap
and 'laugh at phoebe ' crap.
pretteh nothin much happened
oh yeahhs. almost forgot.
sorreh lizard sorreh kye.
its all our fault.damn.
english man ENGLISH.
i dont know but
when i have fun the day before
an exam i wont be able to cocentrate.
yeahhs.anyhows.
HERES MY PUBLIC APOLOGY TO MDM CHONG!
i'm sorreh for stickin my tongue at ya
it was an act of impluse.
you were provokin me wit
yer dumb fuck face.
i'm sorreh fer laughin at ya
like , all the time.
i'm sorreh fer mockin ya ` wit
OTHER classes.
i'm sorreh for always askin ya
whats wrong with ya `
cause ta me smth ain't righht boutcha
i'm sorreh for laughin at
yer tatoo-ed eyebrows


-prolly cause ya` shaved it off.
-maybe cause yer gettin old.


yer ugly dressin


-prolly cause yer alrdy an ah-lian
so ain'tcha fault.
-yer dumb fuck blind
yer lips


-prolly cause you don't know
how ta wear lipstick.tsktsk
-maybe you wear lipstick in the bus
-or maybe you use crayons.
-maybe you have spastic hands.
-maybe yer an alien.


yer way of talkin


-prolly cause yer a typical cheena fucked up bitch




TSK TSK TSK I'M SORREH =/ BLEAUGH

outta my friggin` mind




i stuck my tongue at mdm chong
i totalleh lost control
dont blame me.
she kept starrin at me and phoebs.
so i just stuck my friggin tongue.
damn!i hope i dont hafta say sorreh
i wont even mean it.FUCK IT.
she's such an ah lian
and she has sucha annoyin face
HATE HER!!! anyhows. got donations
today.wenta study too.
sorreh vick couldn't stop trippin ya `
BLEAUGH ((X


BLAH blah BLAH

its all right with me




damn today was borin.
i should have just stayed home
maybe study or kick of the shoes
and lay back silly.=/
went to town wit siewhwee and pris
phoebs was suppose to come
but she didn't cause she wasnt dressed up.
RAHHS.anyhows.we went there as fast as
we came home.wasnt realleh in the mood.
sorreh guys if had ruined it for ya.
back home.was watch raisin helen.
damn nice.i was thinkin deep and everythin.
based on the amts of my unwritten philosophies.
has it ever ever ever occured to meh
that i am already over ya
maybe im just havin that 'old crush' flush hahas.
damn my crap.

WHATTA BORING SATURDAY MAN.
SURE it was fun.
but in a realleh borin way
anyhoos.i woke up around 12
HEH HEH HEH.YEAHHS.I KNOW.
MARISSE YER SUCHA PIG.
HEY I WAS PLANNIN TO WAKE UP AT 2
LMAO.anyhoos.
watched VCDs wit my momma
then went to mac to study wit phoebs
saw birdeh wit some other sec 2
dont know her name.=/ sorreh
i realleh studied today so weird righht?
anyhoos.plannin to study somewhere else
like grapevine or cafe cartel or smth
more studyable.heh heh heh.
went swimmin wit hwee at phoeb's place
NO LIZARD I DID NOT CAUSE A TSUNAMI ((X
swam about 15 laps.not bad ehs?((X
anyhoos.we were suppose to watch saw.
but phoebs bro kept chasin us away
his reason's cause its gon` rain
BUT I SOMEHOW DONT BELIEVE HIM
im sorreh phoebs =/
but true enough.i rained .
it rained real bad.
it was rainin cats and dogs.
LOL.when reached the mrt station
we called PHOEBE LAUW.GUESS WHAT!?
she was to lazy to come down.
ALL THE BEST MAN!!!!PFFFT
anyhoos.we called lizard.
thank god i still remember her no.
i'll just kill myself cause
me and hwee's phones are down
yeahhs. THANK YOU LIZARD!!
for lendin me the UGLY umbrella.((X
just playin wit ya.thanks cayse
i realleh needed it
i had to walk home
i was outta cash
i walked home bare footed
cause my flip flops were killin meh
got home took a looonnnggg shower.
now i feel soooo good. HAHAHA
gawwdd.i sound like some ad. =/ BLEAUGH
once again




THANK YOU LIZARD!! ((X

F LI N TY

yeahhhs.i guess tts how i feel today
i'm havin a whole lotta thoughts
runnin in my fucken brains now.
SHALL WE DANCE & SOMETHINS GOTTA GIVE
IS SO FUCKIN NICE!!!((X
it makes me sad watchin things
that some how are happenin in my life
watch as in the movies anall
i know its ' purely conincidental '
i know i'm dramatic or whatever
but gawwd, cant help but think
GOD ARE YOU SENDIN ME A SIGN!
HAHAHA.GAWDD.im hysterical.
well.tt's me.nothin i can about it
today's been pretteh weird i guess
been thinkin boutcha the whole darn day
i all outta lurvee.
i think im havin a total drain out AGAIN.
i hate it when this crap happens.
i just wanna have a lonnggg sleep
havent told vicky bout the dumb thing i said
its realleh dumb.i made a DUMB mistake.=/
i think im gonna change for the better
say BYE to marisse guys.she DIED today.
i think.=/
-gone

PFFFT.

YEOW

today was weird.
like seriously, WEIRD
yesterday i slept at 6
and woke up today at 6
i didn't come late.YES
SURPRISE SURPRISE HAHAHA.
anyhows.saw people doin jumpin jacks.
credits go ta me and hwee. * WINKS
we kept goin late fer class today.
total retardation
we were like let us all die together
HAHAHA.FUCKIN CRAP.
durin i was like i have a headache
can i go to the toilet and wash me face
like its gonna help my fuckin headache.
i just wanted to get out of the class
i have a short attention span
but its not as bad as JENNY PEK!!HAHAHA
anyhows.we kept playin volleyball today
we're officially addicted to it
today was seriously weird
i seriously have nothin to say
oh yeahhhs.HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGXIU!!
oh yeahhs.when i was walkin back
i was starin at the sky thinkin
[when im alone i tend to think deep]
i was thinkin.the sky seems so peaceful
yet it ain't i mean ..
i don't know what i'm sayin.hahaha.
-gone.

I HATE CANDICE HO!!!HEH HEH

SUCK MY TOES.

today's like any other day.
i went to kovan to study.
bought mother's day gift.
took neoprint.
gawwdd,i feel like some
typical cheena fucked up bitch.=/
anyhows.bottom line is.
TODAY WAS BORING.
cleared up some stuff wit xiurong.
so we can be friends. HAHA.
got some donations from richie and wan yi.
THANKS A MILLION DUDES. oh yeahhs
not forgettin janice and ai ping[ spell? ]
ohs wells.i saw ah-hems. yeahhs.
i literally felt like pee-ing. HAHA.
and so i did. i was TREMBLING
I FREAKED OUT.I REALLEH DID.
I BECAME VEREH COLD.I LOST TOTAL CONTROL
ALL THE BEST MAN.HAHA.
today was reall borin i think. hahas.
anyhows. i miss you so so much
the more i see you
the less im whole.
-gone

utter madness.

thursday was fun.aft school was walkin around with hwee and pris disturbin pple.hahas.but it was fun kept bullyin shiyun altough she bullied me too. hahas. =/ she's so frggin mean lar!! hahas.anyhows.went to town with fangs birdeh hwee pris grace siva and mel. =)) hope i didn't miss out on anyone.=/anyhows. vick and ner[realleh weird but heck] were also i town.but they went to ps.we went to heeren and cine. we were suppose to watch house of wax but they didn't have it at cine but at lido.and were all pretteh lazy to walk there.so we had lunch and a hole lotta fun.went home aft that.


friday was GREAT.went out to sentosa with the autistic family.hehs, originally we were suppose to be called the FBTs.sounded pretteh weird.HAHA.so we kept changing it and stuck with the zi bi family.[ autistic family ].but phoebs lizard and eunice didn't come.so it was me charlene julia jenny kelly hwee fangs and pris. =)). had fun didn't we?! we kept crappin but ALL THE BEST.ALL THE WAY.and BLAH blAH bLaH.HAHA.we were damn friggin crappified.we saw esther's clique,rozand's clique.stacy's clique there too.alotta pl pple.anyhows. we swam and played volleyball.yeahhs.anyhows.there was this guy who kept on followin us.he was FREAKY,we touched kelly's boobs.prolly by accident but better to be safe than sorreh so we told the life guard.he was damn sick.he was bleedin and we were like , hey you're bleedin and , he was like you know dracula?then we were like , yeahhs. and he was licked his blood.like,EWW.sicko.anyhows. he got the hint initially.so whatever.lazeh to blog already. so yeahhs. FUN FUN FUN. -gone

TRAGIC STATE.

yesterday's letter is DAMN NICE.
thanks LIZARD =)).
so emo now. FUCK THIS SHIAT AGAIN
i'm so messed up right now.
the joke they played on me
its not funneh , no
not lizard and eunice.
but juping and all.
my heart literally pounced.
i cant be that i..
NO.NO WAY.cause
i'm still in lurvee wit you!?
i cant forget you.
i cant let go of you
i'm trying so hard to hide my pain
i think of you so much. till
there isn't any space fer studies
in my fuckin mind.
FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKK.
i feel so stressed out.with what?
you.studies.home.lurvee.EVERYTHIN!
do you see all the pain yer givin me?!
its killin me slowly.im dying
im puttin on weight LOADSSS of it
do you even know how much pain i feel?!
I FEEL ALOT OF IT.AlOT!
sometimes i just wished i never met you
sometimes i just wished i never had emo
sometimes i just wished i never LOVED YOU.
SPARE ME WOULD YA?! I GOTTA MOVE ON
BUT eveytime im on the verge of a break through
i just have to see you. or get reminded of you
YOU! YES YOU!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!
i'll be lookin forward for this friday.
need a holiday and time away. from the world.HAHA
- gone

I GET AROUND.

HAHA.today was great!\i guess.
went to town with phoebs siewhwee
lizard kelly charlene and eunice. =))
had fun yeahhs? altough i PMSed awhile.
sorreh guys if i destroyed the mood.=/
jenny and julia were suppose to come
but jenny's mum didn't let her outta the crib
cause she slammed the door by ACCIDENT!! LOL
we were suppose to catch a movie. coach carter.
but we didn't cause we didnt wanna sit infront
there weren't any nice movies too.
talk about this crap tmr.
but before i go,

CHECK OUT LIZARD!! HAHA. MOLEY MOLEY MOLEY!! HAHA

the last day.

when will it come.
i miss you like crap
the feelin is fadin
i should be happy right?
but i feel like crap
i dont want the feelin to fade.
i wanna see you
and when i do
im all outta words.
the other day when i saw you
as in to pass you the gift.
i felt like vomitin seriously
i felt like cryin seriously
i think i was realleh nervous
like now, my hands are tremblin
i dont know why. just hopin
you'de get to see this.
i'm tearin up inside.
in retrospect.i wish i never met you.
i wouldn't have loved you
i wouldn't have hurt so much
i wouldn't have cried so much
i wouldn't be so emotional
i wouldn't have changed.
i'm cryin again just typin this crap
well. lookin at the brightside
at least i loved deeper
at least i have loads of songs now
at least i got to know someone
that's almost perfect.WHY!?
i tell everyone i'm over you
but the truth is , i never got over you
sometimes i realise
i don't have anyone to realleh talk to.
i'm tryin so hard to get over you
sometimes i wonder.
was there ever reverse phsycology?
cause you were always there
when we were still talkin-talkin.
i feel so lost. i feel so bad.
yes, i'm still in lurvee with you.
i wanna let go cause. i dont wanna hurt
i dont wanna let go
cause i know yer worth it.
but i should let go cause
you're outta my leugue.[heck the spellin]
its been a year and half now.
fuck im so caught up.
-gone

FRIDAY. YADA YADA YADA.

seriously, i've nothin much to say
just felt like bloggin
came late fer school again.
i'll have to do 100 jumping jacks
on monday or tuesday. - LAUGHS
gonna look like some fool.
anyhows. was late fer maths.
mrs thurai kept naggin.bitch shutup.
she kept hinting me she was gonna
send me to ms gan. i was like
WHATEVER MAN. like i friggin ` care.
i just kept on readin archie. -LAUGHS.
i was practically engrossed in it already. - LAUGHS
anyhows. the clique has a sudden obsession wit
volleyball.HAHA.we're even plannin on
going to the beach on labour day. - LAUGHS
i think my mommas gonna slash my fucken brains out
i'm goin out fer the whole weeken which mean
SPEND SPEND SPEND. SOMEBODY STOP ME AND SLAP ME!!
HAHA.anyhows. the whole days pretty good.
after school went home to get ready fer art fest.
phoeb's came too. then went over to her place
met up wit lizard.she's damn retarded pls.
anyhows.we took a cab down to school.
when we were there we were like.
OH MY FUCKIN GAWD. we are so over dressed. -LAUGHS
we looked like we were gonna go to town pls. HAHA.
met up wit jenny then hwee and fangs.
lizard kept runnin away from ms gan lar.
cause of her fuckin hair. HAHA.
anyhows.we went in the hall for the concert.
then we met up wit su cher azilah and eunice
saw the others too. ahahas , damn funneh. argh nvm
pretty drained out now.
lizard is damn mean lar.
she was like LOOK at THE BIRD! - LAUGHS.
she said it so fucken loud pls.
even the mrs goh wannabe turned around.
after that went for supper.
me hwee phoebs fangs jenny lizard and eunice.
we crappin like fuck
we were bored like fuck
and we didn't wanna go home.
damn but im home now.
- gone

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE

a'rightts. i don't.
but i want mrs thurai dead.
nahhs.she can't YOU KNOW WHY?!
CAUSE SHE'S SATAN!!! SHE IS!
SHE BLOODY FUCKING HELL IS!!
She drives me FUCK NUTS.
today i was bein so pessimistic
my instincts told me she was gonna
scold me today.AND SHE DID.
oh wells.i'm not exactly psychic cause
i know she'll get me for everyhing i do.
I HATE HER!! I HATE HER!! I HATEEEE HER!!
right at the start of the period.
i just turned around to ask fer a friggin marker
and she said.STOP DISRUPTING THE LESSON.
LIKE WHAT THE WORLD IS FUCKIN WRONG WITH MIND.
I STARTED ANSWERIN BACK. I WAS LIKE 'I'M NOT'
she said ' then why is yer book not on the table'
what the fuck it was.is she fuckin blind!?
she's already wearin glasses for cryin out loud
i was like ' HERE! HERE! CANT YOU SEE IT !? '
and she threw me her dumb fuck look
and i was like ' whatever '. HAHA.
then she said
' everyone has is doin their work but me '
GO FUCK YERSELF BYOTCH.
no one was doin their fuckin work
not even VAL! SHE'S JUST A FUCKIN BLACK FOOL!!
HATE HER !she's so fuckin biase
i swear i think she's out to get me.
anyhows. then sulynn was like. 'NOT EVERYONE IS'
then she was like sayin smth to ME.
then i was like ' i didn't even say that '
she was like ' but yer actions show it '
like what the fuck.that's sucha lame excuse.
for her dumb assness.
she's makin me sinful.byotch!
anyhows. then she was like sayin some stuff
that were dumb fucken out of point
then i told her.'yer so out of point'
she asked me to repeat it 3 times.
what is she that fuckin hell deaf?
then she said my attitude was out of place
out of point again.
then she just count. her lesson
then i purposely irritated her again HAHA.
i slept !! HAHA. then she was like
' what is yer problem ? '
i was like ' allergy '
i wanted to say allergic to you!HAHA
but somehow fuckin forgot
then she said ' im allergic to you '
i was like ' im allergic to you too '
then she was like ' one more excuse out you go! '
i was prayin fer her to send me out of class
at least then i can study smth else
or wonder around or go fer my own recess.HAHA.
anyhows.aft school suppose to go to the gym
but ended up playin in school with hwee.
we played baseball. damn lame. HAHA.
then we ate. i bought milo wit PEARLS.HAHA
then AW came she drank up alot my pearls.
till i didn't even wanna drink it no more
so started playin wit the drink
i poured away the milo filled it with water
i looked like barley. then started askin pple
whether they were thirsty. damn funny fuck shiat.
HAHA.anyhows.
hwee and i went to sit at the table
wit su lizard eunice and beacon. damn funneh lar
they cant stop singing.
lizard's face so damn fuckin
CONSTIPATED.HAHA. anyhows. went home. slept.
YADA YADA YADA.
HAHA.I KNOW WHO LIZARD LIKES.
FINALLY HAHA.
knew it damn long ago
but she kept denyin it.
BITCH.HAHA.KIDDIN.
anyhows. tsktsktsk. - gone

HEAL ME.

i dont know what to do now.
i'm soooo sad.i'm heart sick.
frankly , i'm not despo.
but seriously , i dont know why
i dont seem to wanna let go
its been more than a year now.
i've become more sober and deep
gawwwd. that feelin again.
i hate it.it feels like..IDONTKNOW.
it makes me feel bad.
it makes me wanna cry
but the tears are gone now.
to top it all of.i listenin to emo.
HAHA like whats wrong wit me?!
i feel sooooo tired.
tired physically tired phsycologically
totally drained out.
i'm even afraid to see lizard.
i'll have to make a sarcastic remark back
im so drained out i can barely think.
i'm gettin into so much friggin trouble.
i'm like a fugitive in the school
always runnin away from teachers.
but its not my fault they see me as a rebel
assume assume. thats all they do
has it ever occured to em that
im sick of them too?!
i'm so messed up right now.
i dont know.i mean
i like you soooo much.
but im not fuck sure if you still know it
i hate this crap.
anyhows.HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

gone without much <3

WELL WELL WELL XX))

the past few days hav been realleh fun
KINDA FORGOT what happend recently
guess its cause im drain out already
or maybe cause lizard drain me out of
my sarcasm or maybe the past hangin
out with those so called ah bengs
made me so tooo cheena to think
and no , that doesnt make me an
AH - lian no offence. yeahhs.


GONE and DRAINED -

what more thang.

DIE PEOPLE DIE

INNER CONFUSION.

don't know whats goin on wit me
for these past frggin days.
i mean.i've been so high
but seriously, deep down inside.
i keep thinkin and thinkin
about so many stuff
i'm so CONFUSED.
i don't know.i LOVE you.
but i don't know if you know it.
so shitified. BOO HOO YOU!!HAHA


-think think THINK!!

gone

FRIDAY.

i think i practically
spent the whole friggin day in school
anyhows, it was pretteh fun.
LIZARD has to STOP CALLIN PHOEBE
AH LIAN.[ can ya see the msg?]HAHA.
she isnt.seriously.ah lian just
ain't gonna fit in her friggin style.
yeahhs.anyhows.wenta the concert
it was pretteh radical man!!.
WOOHOO.did'nt realleh expect much
outta it.anyhows.i think that
velvet roses ain't so bad yeahhs?
but BITTER LIBRETY ONE AUTHORITY AND SURREAL.
REALLEH ROCK!!OHGAWWDDD.
the eye candys were realleh CANDY.
HAHA, i know am not makin sense but
HELL CARE ANW. =)) - high
went to the concert wit
SARAH.FANGS.HWEE.PHOEBS.CHARLENE.KELLY
didnt miss anyone out right?HOPE NOT!
we met up wit a few peeps there
like su.alyssa.cant realleh remember
but i remember JESSLYN.HAHA.
SHE'S SERIOUSLY RETARDED.-LAUGHS.
after that went fer supper
then HOME SWEEET HOME =))


SATURDAY

went out wit delicia.phoebs.paul.=))
it was mad fun.altough i was a lil ` pms-y
sry guys if i destroyed the mood.
tuition my kuzzin first before going ta town
the pacifier was some funny fuck man!HAHA
i'm soo lurvvin the show.
anyhows.we were like sooo retarded.
we were suppose to go ta somerset rightt?
but we ended up going to paragon
and posed wit all the statues from the
fashion show.some funneh shiat man.=))
anyhows.then we went str8 home.
DEL.MEH.PHOEBS. dropped at serangoon
poor paul had to go kovan.sorreh GF.
dont be sad no more ok? LURVVE YA.


TODAY.


todays pretteh alright
wenta cat class in the morning
then went str8 to this parteh at the church
so friggin far away though
but it was all simple fun i guess.
anyhows.it was a missionary i think
anyhows.i was infested wit bees.
but din get stung by em `
yeahhs so i guess it was alrightts.
then went fer mass.
it was so friggin hot
i felt soooo lethargic.[spell?]
ahahas,when were suppose to say
PEACE BE WIT YOU.
everyone was like PEACE!!
then they did the hiphop sign
so retarded pls.
then we sang the easter song
the part which were suppose ta sing
ROCKS AND HILLS.
they were like " ...rocks and RILLS."
ahhas.retarded pls.
anyhows.went str8 home after that
nice bondin wit momma.=))
anw.just woke up from a pretteh long slp

-gone

" insert title "

today was pretteh fun
yes , pretteh fun indeed.
I WORE FLIP FLOPS to school.HAH!
anyhows , the NAPFA part was
realleh FUN!!! kajsdndjkasd
who the fuck would'nt agree
accpect the help tini part.pffft
anyhows , the helpin part was pretteh ok
but HOLDIN THE UMBRELLA PART WAS FUN!!!
ms chan and ms hazelin are sooo nice
SUP IS SOOOO LAME.
what's with the HAZELINSNOWCREAM crap.
HAHA.anw we played ball after that
it was FUN. we won.i realleh did'nt expect that
to happen it was so unpredictable.HAHA.
anyhows , after SU fell [ CREDITS GO TO QY ]
we all sat in a corner me , hwee , fangs
lizard , su , MEL , mari..OPPS. i mean grace
and suying yeahhs we were all talkin about HER*
* cause don't wanna hurt anyones frggin feelins.
yeahhs.i'm SOOOOOO nice pls.HAHA.
anyhows , then we started talkin and talkin
yadayadayada.
then we also talked about
YOU KNOW WHO abt her perverticness.
HAHA.i had loads of fun i guess
anyhows , kinda lost my 'flow'
i think my blog needs re-vampin

- gone

WE'RE GONNA GIVE LIZARD A PAN!-LAUGHS

WHATALOTTALURVEE.

NETBALLCAMP.
i hate to admit it but.
THE CAMP WAS VEREH FUN.
i think we got alot closer.
there's no doubt about that.
see.i dont even mine lizard's.
DUMB comments anymore.HAHA.
my group didn't sound so fun at first.
but in the end i was wrong.
ONLY WICKED PPLE JUDGE.-guilty
anyhoos.amazing race was fustratin.
but then again realleh fun.HAHA.
our group could'nt stop laughin
sometymes we'd laugh fer no pratical reason.
HAHA.i got to know alot of pple in group better.
for some i did'nt even know exsist.HAHA.

KIMBERLY -full of funny shiat.
SHABANA -no comment.HAHA
AMANDA -crazeh fuck that could'nt stop laughin.
ISABELLA -she's like amanda's long lost twin.
CHARLENE -pure sweetness with alota lameness.
LINETTE -she's realleh deep in a freaky way.

I'M NOT JUDGE-IN AND NOT SHOWIN FAVOURTISM.
linette.seriuosly is freaky i mean.ohhs.nvm
wanna know?just ask me why.
shall harp about it another day XXD


AVRIL CONCERT!!!!

WOOHOOO
lurvve it.it wass totalleh rockin.
she's so damn friggin pretteh.
she's so damn friggin sweet.
you can tell.and PUG JELLY
was the openin act.
so FRIGGIN COOL.
the rawkked.
left the place.
SAW MASASHI.
got his autograph
wrote a song.
HOME SWEET HOME =))
-gone

FALLIN TA PIECES.

i don know whats happenin to me.
i realleh dont know who i am not anymore.
call me nuts.mock me.hate me.whatever.
but i think the end of the world is seriously coming.
but theres so many things i wanna say.
so many things i wanna do.
when i was thinkin about it
yesterday.i cried.weird.but i dont know.
i guess i'm pretty scared.
i mean honestly ,
tell me who in the world
ain't scared of death.
i talk about it so much.
but im realleh afraid of the pain.
how im gonna die.
i still hav alota things on my mind
that i wanna say to you.
i mean sometimes
i wanna tell ya
those three words on my mind.
but i cant.
i dont wanna aggravate the situation we're in.
gawwd.i feel like cryin again.but i wont.
everyone sees me as this
tough girl that no one can bring down.
but truth is, the ain't the facts.

- gone

NETBALL CARNIVAL.

it was really fun and lame all together.HAH
guess what was our warm up?*ah-hems.NOTHING.
we played 7 games won 5. pretty good.
didnt expect us get that far.yeahhs.=))
but we didnt get into the finals.
all because of the shooting percentage.
=((.nevermind.HAHA.
shall tok more about it another time.
kinda lazeh.

- TIMMY ROCKS!!


THE FUNKY.

the band is made up of
two farters.
one market auntie.
one salesman
one gold digger
one merlion
and one crazeh uncle.


HAHA.

incase yer wondering

went for this mosaic thing.
while listening to timmy
there was this uncle dancing like nuts
tt's how we met him soon..
there was this stupid funky smell
tt's how we met the first farter
we had to get away.
we went to sit at the seats.
then this china guy came and sat with us.
and started spittin into the sea
tt's how we met him , the merlion
on the way home.
i found out my mum was a salesman
she CHEATED!!hahas.her card had
insufficent funds fer the train
and still went in with us
when we were in the train
we met the gold digger
he kept diggin his blardee nose
and flickin his money at gwen
SO RICH RIGHT!?still throw his money around.
SICKO!!tt's how we met him
so had to get away.
we went away to the next section of the train
then we smelled somethin funky again
tt's how we met the 2nd farter.
then when we got out
had to top-up my friggin card
we met the uncle
tt's how we met the market auntie
kept naggin bout not stick stuff on our cards.
THAT's the band.

farters and merlions incharge of the music
like. fart , spit , fart , spit , fart , fart
the indian music for drums.ya ` dig
the dancers are the salesman and the crazy uncle.
salesman just keep walkin in and out of the mrt for free
the gold digger is the DJ.
spin the disc in his nose.ya ` know turn tables.
the rapper is the market aunty
raps about ezilink cards and stickers.


YUP.i know i have real lame jokes.
but what the heck right?HAH.


-gone


marisse

AH-HEMS.


cher's burfdae had fuckin fun.
we went to escpae theme park.
or whatever its called.
we played everything.
from wet games to GO KART!!
GO KARTS!! im lovin` it.
THERE'S THIS REALLLEH HOT GUY THERE!!
OHMGAWDD.I'm not guy crazeh or anything.
but he is sooo hot.
he actually looks like rahman.
just alot better.
WE WENT NUTS. at the parteh.
im sorry guys.kinda lazeh to talk abaout it now.

HAPPY BURFDAE CHERYL!!!

HAD FUCKIN FUN TODAY!
did alota lame stuff toddayy.
shall type tmr bout the dumb escapade.
hurhhs hurrhs =))

-gone

HAPPEH BURFDEH BEI YI!!!=))

the parteehhh.


it wasnt so bad
the playin "police and theif"
was DAMN LAME.
FUN but completely lame.
HAHA.LIZARD really cannot
shut up for a minute
NO WAIT!!!!
not even for a SECOND
seriously.man!!
HAHA.but it was all for fun
those lame jokes bout my colour.
it'was a'right cause i din even feel anythin
i know what colour i am.
i gotta face reality and not
act like im some ghostly china women
anw,damn funneh man yingjun sing
SO FUCKIN FUNNILY CUTE
anw,i drank like 8 cups of punch
feellin a lil' high i dont know why
the police and theif game damn fuckin funneh
first game juniors were the "POLICE"
hahahs.we ran left or smth two ways.
BOTH DEAD ENDS.FUCKED UP MAN!!
HAHAHA.ANW.the others ran back
but sarah me lizard n tanny or su
hid behind the cars. damn funneh
qinyi damn pa jiao can.
HAHA.anw,2nd game damn funneh
we ran right instead .
me sarah n lizard ran right into the church
and hid behind the cars.
HAHA.then slowly got bored.
decided to get out.
we ran behind those damn bushes.
HAHA.LAME SHIAT RIGHT
YEAHHS.then we walk towards the juniors.
then lizardd was like
"when we reach the white car we run OK?"
HAHA.and of course we could only say YES.
hahahs.anw.then she like
"one two three four five"
and we ran like a bunch of retards.
HAHAH.behind the bushed at first then me sarah
ran back to the church.LIZARD LAR.DUMBASS.
she was so dumb she was runnin on the road.HAHA.
anw.crap bout tt.then they went home sec2s
lizard tanny and su.i think.anw.
then bei yi started to sing those s.h.e. songs.
hate em' but she sang pretty good.
anw.jiajun's dad gave a lift home.
now.im back to my crib =)).

-out

marisse =))


ps. TO ALL PEICAI BALLERS.CHILL.DONT BE SAD YEAHHS?there's always next season.HAHA

YEAH.

finally got my so called
'inspirational flow'
anw.back to the point.
THERE'S A ROCKFEST this sat.
cant wait.WHEEEEE `
its cher's burfdae too on tt day
man gonna miss the first part.
but well at least i'll be there awhile and all
yeah.its from 4-10.=))
simple plan's coming to town ya'll
the tix her reall cheap its only 50 bucks
AVRIL IS COMING TO TOWN.april 2nd
the standing tix are 125 bucks.CANT WAIT.
yeahhs.kinda bored.i've been really moody
fer the pass fuckin days.
teachers keep scoldin me fer no fuckin reason
stop assumin bitches.esp tt tini.
BITCH.get a fuckin life
you ask questions and expect us to answer em`
when we know what you wanna here.
i feel like slappin yer fuckin face
you fuckin byotchy-fied fucktard.
u wanted to slap me face?
why din you then i could punch yer
fuckin face as a form of retaliation
how could you make caroline run cant
you fuckin see her leg is not workin
YOU COLD HARD HEARTED BITCH
MAY YOU BURN IN FUCKIN HELL
dont fuck with me bitch.

-gone

rottin on a saturday.
i hate it when this happens.
well tt's life.
i havent got any inspirational flow now.
well till then

-out
marisse `

So this is how it goes.


my week. is AWfUL.

AWFULLY FUN!!

HAHA.kept gettin into trouble.
WHEES!mrs thurai.YUCK.
i hate her pls.
keeps scoldin our clique.
whatever for?
NOTHING.
is she afraid we cant hear her voice or smth.
SERIOUSLY,
she sent me outta class.
BUT GUESS WHAT!
i could still hear her annoyin voice.
with her repeated oks and alrights.
she seriously need to get a frggin` life.
man she sucks.
she's out to get me.
luckily jenny came out of her class.
told me smth bout ` mrs tng.HAHA.
it WAS pretty lame.but hey
better then nth.
and tt funny shit about the two lizard ' successors.
which btw is me n SIEW HWEE.
hahs.anw. gtg.
- gone

my first week.

it was alright
all the teachers are alright
I HATE MY MATHS TEACHER!!
yeahhs. tts about it.
luv the OBLIVIONS!!

first day of school.


hmms..what can i say.
it was the usual thing.
BORING.STEAMY.BUT..
a l r i g h t.HAHA.-__-".
anw. met phoeb's at S11 this morining.
ate breakfast there.
went to interchange to top up my card.
BUT. IT JUST HAD TO BE CLOSED!!!
HAHA.anw.we were this . close to bein late.
but we came just on time.hahas.
anw.skool was alright.
buut the talks were so damn bloody long.
the handphone thing too.Hai `
anw.the discipline talk kinda ok.
hahas. ms gan ROCKS!!!
givin me the special pass.
man.then those ****ing teachers can get off my back already.
HAHA.anw.late now.gtg.
-gone

heys `


went shopping with phoebe the other day.
bought loads of stuff spent a bomb.haha.
nxt day went to watch KFH with her n stacy.
ate at suki sushi.
TODAY.


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!~

hmms did nth much
went to town to stone
could hav done that at home.
damn.
went to cc for the dumb countdown.
but there were fireworks that was nice.
yeahhs.
kinda bored.
so gonna go.
-gone

my new year's resolution


*dont eat at macs.

*study harder.

*do more sports.

*insult less.

*lose weight

*stop hiao-ing too much

*eat enough

*slack less

*want less

*compliment pple more

*don't 'gush' too much

- heex.=))


PULAU BUKOM TRIP


it was alright.
yeah.
it was kinda fun
although the toilets were freaky
HAHA.
when we got there
i swam with HANNAH JEWEL TREEESSHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA
jeremy tiara and geneva.
from the names you can tell that
JEREMY WAS THE ONLY GUY!!!
AHAHAHAHA.
just for the record.
I HATE TITA MALU!!!.
mothafuckerish BITCH.
quit think i wanna eat would ya.
FUCK YOU.
anw. the pool was so fuckin deep.
jewel drop my shirt in
we had a hard time gettin it up.
but we eventually did anw.
thank GOD.=))
anw.am bac now.
so fucking tired.
HAHA.
gonna go sleep soon or smth. yeah.
` ya dig ?

-gone

CHRISTMAS DAY

yesterday was my uncle's wedding.
HAHA.i've got more relatives now.
HAHA.*crap.
anw.got loads of ang poh.
which means another shopping spree fer me.
HAHA.anw.


MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION.


1.criticise less.
2.eat enough.
3.be more active and enthu.
4.gossip less.
5.be less superficial.
6.get over you.
7.
SHIT
gtg
another day..
-gone

NETBALL OUTING.

day started out bad
but turned out fine.
went to beach at sentosa.
walked for ages looking for them
was so friggin pissed.
lucky saw jenny n siewhwee
Haha.
nvm.
anw.played volleyball.
was alright
so tired and worked up
yeah.
tmr.
-gone

heys `

SHOPPING.


went shoppin ` wit
phoebe su pris siew,etc.
HAHA.
went to town.
bought clothes
ALOT of clothes.
tw0 shoes.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
the hol` r alright so far.
tmr is genevas ` burfdae.
gonna hav fun.
anw.watched alot of movies too.
so bored.
gonna sleep.
-gone

CANT BREAK THROUGH.



YOU dont know ME and YOU NEVER WILL.


its not the rejection that hurts me most
its the fact that when I get to know you better
its really hard for me to break through
and the fact that you dont know me
and sadly,you never will.


people are superficial.
EVERYONE is.
so dont you fucking lie.
I'm BIG FAT and UGLY.
but hey do I care.
i'd be lying if i were to say no.
I hate me.
If anyone were to fall in love with me.
it would be a miracle.
I think i'm gonna be a spinster.

tsk.


-gone.

heys `

watch without a paddle
its real nice
gtg.
peace out.
hahas.


-gone

my ' so called ' week.


monday.

sec4 fourwell.


as i predicted.
i screwed up.
but i hope the seniors still enjoyed it.
can hear the sec 3s at the side
with those retarded remarks for example.
lizard :' R[a] ah.
HAHA.
anw.am i cranky?juniors said.
thanks fer bein' sucha cranky senior.
oh man ya guys broke my heart.
tt's gonna stick with me fer a long long time.
HAHA.just playin wit ya.
mum bought me USHER's CD.
i bet she's up to smth.
HAHA.




tuesday.

cant really remember though
HAHA.
i think i just stoned at home the whole day.



wenesday.



hannah slept over.
watched sing. idol
and..
WOOOHOOOO!!
taufik won as i predicted.
iiimmmmmmmmm phhhhyssiccccccc.
HAHA.
mum said to call two times
but i call twenty times
couldnt resist my temptations.
sinful am i.
well heck.
its fer taufik anw.
HAHA.
hannah n i were like sooo whacked.
HAHA.
i started callin pple n laughin at em'
fer callin fer sly.
its not tt i hate him
but i think taufik is hot
n of course not to forget.
versatile.
HAHA.



thursday.


HORROR.
i went for waxing n threadin
hannah said i look nice wit my new eyebrows.
but i look evil.
oh man.
HaHA.
i was soar tt day from the wax.
went to phoebe's house at 1.00am
HAHA.
did nth much.
but we kept laughin.
like retards.
her air con broke down.
it was steamin
but i forced myself to sleep
woke up at 8.12
went over to my house
to..
sleep
HAHA.
we took a cab to my house to sleep.
HAHA.
woke up at 1.00
HAHA.




friday.



when we woke up
we did the usual things
ya' noe
bathe eat.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
HAHA.
anw.
went over to cici's house wit jiaxin.
we played BOARD GAMES.
HAHA.
and card games too.
but surprisingly
i had fun
HAHA.
we coundt sleep.
its 0816 now.
but i still cant sleep so decided to blog.
so till then.
peace out.
-gone.

heys `
HAPPY BURFDAEE!!!
GRACE AND STACY!!
HAHA.
had loads of fun
with my partner in crime
*TADA*
phoebe
ok
i know
-______________-'' right?
HAHA.


grace's parteh______________


it was great
her house was great
pple were great.
the cake was great
it was just
GREAT!



stacy's parteh_______________

her animals were so cute
Oh mY gAWD
the cats the dogs the rabbit and chinchilla
sooooo cute.
but sadly there wasnt any cake
but at least it was fun
pple were fun too.



yeah im outta here.






-gone

back to yesterday.
TWOheartPOUNDINincidents
ok make that 3
MAN.this ain't workin fer me.
think i'm gonna die young.
HAHA
first offff
i saw PUG JELLY
in PS i'm sure of that.
then I HAD NO PAPER.
HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT!!
HAHA
second of all.
i saw *you.
i totally made a fool of myself online
i mean what was i thinkin
saying that to you
GAAAWWWWD.i cannot be BORED.
phoebe just had to make it worst.
MAN.we can me the idiot sistas or smth.
HAHA
lastly.
ESMOND made me feel like some fool
mr-ASSmond.hahas.
felt like flushing his brains down the toiletbowl.
WELL.it WAS running around.
HAHA.
HATE YOUUUUUUU
HAHA


_______________________________________



TODAY


was alright i guess.
OH YEAH
HAHA
we hav this new club called.
the lil' borin old club.
OK
im just playin.
HAHA.
went to skool early to realise
NOT a single SOUL was to
BE FOUND.
HAHA
anw
so I decided to go to sihui's house to look fer her
when i was walkin there
i SPOTTED HER.
tough shit.
HAHA
anw.
had lunch wit sihui fangs lizard amirah n CARIN.
HAHA.
my personal PRIVATE joke.
HAHA
what spasm
anw
then we went back to skool to practice
then we went over to sarahs house to watch MOVIES.
hahas
dogdeball was great
HEY EVERYONE
it's BYOTCH not BIATCH
hahaha
watch mean girls fer the seventh time
sick.
hahas
OF IT ok? OF IT
hahas
gtg
peace out

gone_________________

heys `
TODAY is OFFICIALLY my
UNLUCKY DAY
with the capital U.
HAHA.
like WHADDAHELL.
gtg.
bye
another day.

just watched jersey girl
it was a great show.
i'm stonin ` at home today.
sooo bored.
gotta go to church later.
i'm so glad the netball dance thing is done
coulda died coulda died.
but nonetheless it was great.
yeap.the things we came up with.
are so Lame with a capital L.
oh man.i'm talkin` like im some bim.
hahas.anw.TAUFIK RAWKS!!
i'm sure he'll fine the whole damn thing.
hahahs.he has my FULL support.
hahahas.i compose a new song.
its called.umm.dear you.
its about this girl who just broke up.
with this guy.its nice. although it didnt` happen
ta me.but it doesnt matter.as long as it is nice.
right?RIGHT?hahas.whatever.
gtg.
*peace out.

heys `


JIA JUN


HUI FANG


LIZARD!



i can cook!!!


i just cook alfredo.



ahhas.





out-

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus:
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
And she can't find her place
She's losing her faith
she's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh
She's lost inside
Lost inside, oh ohhh yeah





just love her.just love this song.
What great lyrics.

i've been kinda happy
for the past few days.
since the day i had fun
doing? NOTHING!!
haahas,anw.
deepavali.or however it spelt as.
SINCE i'm multi-racial.
I celebrate it too
i went to my grans.
had fun.
went fer sing. idol.
yesterday the netballers met up
we tot of some steps.
NICE steps of course.
not lousy boring stiff ones.
hahas. today?
hung out wif my old frens
from the neighbourhood.
had loads of fun.
hahas.
we put make up on
as in those like.
fake blood n all tt crap.
took photos it was simply.
FUN.
hahas.
gtg.
*peace out

lookin' back at the fun i had.hurrs.

milk n oreo.ain't they cute?hahas.but their gone.

[from right]:me,esther,alyssa
[below]:sherylene n sarah.
DO WE LOOK NICE OR WHAT!!

[from right]:zai,me and jas.
zai'a a princess.isnt she cool.hahas.long story.dont ask.

[from right]:me,esther,sarah,alyssa.

[on top]:me,stacy
[below]:serene n calista.
those were the days..hahas.
gtg.
*peace out

yesterday..
i went fer the sing. idol thing.
it was kinda fun.
queue so long my legs almost melted.
hahas.TAUFIK RAWKss!!
hahs. anw.dont feel like typing so much.

Had fun today.
doing NOTHING.
hahas.dont believe me?
ask fangs lizard n jun.
dont ask carin.
she's always doing something.
hahas.she's plain weird.
i asked her what sub she taking next year
she said.NOTHING.
hahas,RETARD!!
cause she heard it as THINKING.
dumbass.
hahas,dont blame her.
SHE'S JUST BORN THAT WAY.
poor gurl
anyway.woke up late.
AGAIN.
suppose to wake up at 9
cause suppose to me sihui they all
anw.i woke up at 11.
hahas.
but i still went anyway.
we thought of smth.
BUT ITS GONNA BE KEPT A SECRET.
hahas.
anw.the main team had training.
SO.sihui gave us the keys to her house.
we went to her house.
me,fangs,jun,lizard n carin.
we went there to do simply NOTHING.
hahas.anyway.
we EVENTUALLY got hungry.
hahas.so we decided to get a drink
we searched the kitchen fer like
HALF AN HOUR.
we found milo eggs tuna bread baked beans.
hahas.so we drank milo and cooked eggs.
no LIZARD COOKED EGGS.
hahas.she is really bad at it.
or maybe its just the lousy pan we used.
i cooked too.
it was doing fine.
till the pan caught fire.
hahahas.YEAH FIRE.YEAH THE PAN!!.
hahas.like how retarded is that.
to extinguish it
i quickly put it in the sink.
GUESS WHAT!!
the fire got bigger!!hahas.
when i was criticising lizard for her bad cookin
i said cannot cook when the pan is wet.
i go put water on the pan.
hahaas.how dumb of me!!!
hahahahas.this shows pride comes before a fall.
hahas.anw.after that.we went to hav dinner.
the rest had to go home.
so me fangs lizard
went together fer dinner.
we were talkin about the crazy pple in our skool.
hahas.n other stuff.
anw.it was so retarded.
anw.i gtg.
so.
till then..

to whoever that is reading my blog.

LIZARD IS a VERY BAD COOK!!!!

i've not been ballin' fer like
2 months.
Oh man..
i feel sooo sinful.
hahas.
my today was whacked manx.
hahas.
cause i PAAARRTTTEEHHEEDDDDDD!!!
hahas.ok it was a
class parteh.
key word *PARTEH.
but it was great.
hahas.
first off.
i came to skool wearing
filp flops.
hahas.
how dumb of me.
well.cause i just had to forget.
just when i saw
cumar.
i remembered
im not suppose to wear it.
hahas.
ass luck right?
BUT.
GOD saved me.
there was tt canteen thing there.
ya know
the one where we put our dishes in
i hid behind it.
*phew.
she didnt see me.
hahas.
THEN.
the vice-prefect or smth.
had to appear outta nowhere.
LUckily
there was a toilet next to me.
i ran in quick.
hahas.
talk about luck.
hahas.
anw,i walked through the canteen.
THEN.
i saw mrs lee talking to mrs tay bee kee
[ya noe,ollinda's neighbour]
at first
i didn't even know it was her.
i walked somewhat
across her from the canteen
then i realised it
WAS her.
hahas.
then i ran quick to the..
BASKETBALL COURT.*TADa~
then i cut across the grass area
near the D&T room.
and GUESS WHAT!!
IT WAS MUDDY!!
like.ewww.
hahas.
but anw.
at least i was safe.
hahas.
had fun at the parteh.
i kept dropping stuff.
hahas.
i even drop a whole lot of chickens
when i was like BBQ-ing.
hahas.
how retarded.
hahas.
anw.
the presentation thing
was like ok.
the skit.
OH MAN.
dont remind me.
COULDA died there.
hahas.
THE SINGING
sounds like will. hung
only a lil' better.
but it was overall.
alright.
rushed home to watch.
THE CHAMPIONS!!
hahas.
anw.
gtg.
SO.
till then.
*peace out.

i'm like sooo bored.
i'm cashless.
i'm so sad.
-out-

i hate you
i really do.
i dont know.
i'm



sad..
cause i know i'll never get you.


hurt..
cause i'm lost without you.


depressed..
cause i'm bleeding inside


devastated..
cause i love you like.



there's no tomorrow.


your my eye candy.
your the one
i know it
i just know it
its like were meant to be.
but do you care?
i doubt so.
i guess its no use
i'm screwing up every little thing i ever tried to do.
god must hate me.
maybe you should pray for me
im breaking down.
and there's no one there to save me
its scary everytime i think about it
what if i wake up one day regretting
every little thing i did fer you.
Fucking hell.i wanna freak out and let it go.


i'll be waiting here fer cause i dont wanna miss a thing.





perished n burned alive is what i actually feel inside.
i wanna say i'm here fer you.
no matter what u do.
livin life to the fullest.
is how things work fer you.
im bleedin deep down inside.
next time i'll be the one to say move aside.



-gone-

catching a fallin leaf can bring you good luck.
hahas..hmm..
i cant belive me n phoebe were so bim
to try to catch one for two hours!
anw.been swimming alot lately.
GOSH when did become such a beach bum!
hahas.anw.i got this bloody tan again.FUCK
now when i play hide n seek.
ican just lie on the damn road.
Got caught in the hall fer taking
like is tt a fucking crime now.
hello?!im human.fuck this shit.
anw,i was playin wit jiajun i wanted to see her wallet.
just for that..
i had to clean the whole hall.
with some other pple.
plus,i had to do it with pple i cant click with
i mean please their not even in my year.
incase yer wonderin they are.
lizard.jeanne.natalie.i think yolanda or smth.
anw.how fucked up is tt?
its not like i hate them or anthin
but i just dont know them well enough.
to you know.be RETARDED.
anw.went swimming again.
i swam 12 laps.
when i was in the water.
i kept imaginin things like.
how im gonna die.
n some other retarded stuff.
I feel so BLEEK.
i dont know I feel sad.
i dont know why i guess its cause
i havent tok to *you in like months.
i think im gonna die of my toxins.hahas.
im sad.confused.devastated.

heys `
lurvve my blog
yeapx.
love 1985.
anwww,
had training yeshterdae
webt home and slept the whole blardee day
till todae.
wahahas.
anw.
so bored.
cheryl, sulynn ,phoebe
are at my house now.
anww,
gtg entertain my guest.
*grinz* yea right..
write anader day.



-out-

its OFFICIAL today is GOD-MUST-HATE-ME day!!
it started in the morning with mum.
she sucks!hate her `
i had to get a dumb hair cut.
now i look like SUPER-NERD.
the superhero that saves nerds.
hehs.
anw,after tt.
i got caught fer my uniform
like hello?
i was gonna go up on stage.
DUH!?
of course i would cry.
its like the end of my social life.
haha.ok.i'm just being hysterical.
but anw.i was long high n tight.
I look like a walking fucktard.
like if i walk around pple will walk around n point at me n yell.
FFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKTTTTTAAAAAAARRRRRDDDDDDDDDD!!!
*crap.
anw gtg.
fuck this

OMG!!
am i dreaming?
did I,marisse.
actually go fer the alicia keys concert.
it was unbelivable.
her voice is fantastic.
Her vocal range is good.
she plays the piano well[the keyboard player too.]
OMG!
the concert was rockin.
altough i went wit my mum.
but her frens were great.
they were very very spunky
AND UNLIKE MY MUM
they like OUTKAST!.
hahahahaah.lOlx.
anw.im tired now.gonna go sleep.
see ya.

heys `
trying to sign up fer that dumb photobocket thingie.
damn.must sign up at 2.so fucked up.
anw.sulynn,cher and phoebe just left.
I'm rotting again.
I cant believe i wasted 3 bucks on tt damn show.
DAMN!shit show.SOUL.what a lame show.
Im not even freaked out.
Anw.Exams now.so easy.
Just abit nervous fer tmr.MATHS.mrs tng surely set until damn hard.
anw.diane more lil' gurl.all tt serene's fault.tt lil' biatch.
anw.I shall not butt in.hehs.wa lao.
tt mdm chong really really sucks lor.
I HATE HER!May she burn in her lipstick.hehs.
what i just said doesnt even make sense.haha.
Anw.Our Clique's name is right click.like..
WWWWHHHHAADDDDAAAHHHHEELLLLLL!?
haha.thanks to shalini.haha.LMAO.anw.
We are going out after the exams gonna watch
Art of the devil and whitechicks.they dun even mix.
haha.anw.So fucked up lor.damn the fucking exams.
haha.OH YEAH!!you know the song by simple plan!!
WELCOME TO MY LIFE?its like sooooo nice!!hehs.
its so matches me.listen to it.ANNNNIIWWWAAEEE`
i feel so fucked up without *you.YEA.i haven gotten over u
I'm breaking down.FUCKING HELL.and my mum.she's so stressin me
its not like she's takin the exams.fucktard.anw.at least ..
I'm going fer the alicia keys concert.YES.I'm proud of it.
I'M GOING FER THE ALICIA KEYS CONCERT!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!
my mums like so bugging me to learn singing from her.
she's crazy i tell u!she's yellin vulgar.like how?
how?am i suppose to sing with anger.
Hate her.
anw.im proud to say my voice has to grown.HEARD TT ESMOND?
.dotx.
oh yeah.WHY CANT I.Its a really nice song.sO devastatin'.well.wth.
hears the lyrics.


Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

But this just the beginningWe're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about youI
t's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you


Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we go, we're at the beginningWe haven't fucked yet, but my head’s spinning


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you


High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'Out of this that
we can't control
Baby I am dyin'


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you




nice.yea.i know.anw.i gotta go.till then..




-out-

I lurvee ` my new blog.anw.gotta run.mums yellin`.cya.



-out-

my mums turning the extra room into a studio.*cool

I just quarreled with esmond.I hate him!I hate him!just because things r not going well with him n *someone.anw,things are ok now.My today was weird.Not a very good day either.had no mood to ball.so weird right?well,tt's the things work for me.haha.whAteveR.its been about 8 months since i told u i like *u.why does it have to be this way?why?i really like *u.love is a really strong word for me.I hate my life.i hated the NDP.I hate alot.do you know that?murder is said to be the most disgusting and unthinkable cause how could think about even doing right?well,have u ever thought what went through the murderer's mind...but here's another kind of murder thats far more fearful,far more harmful.and far more common than physical cold-blooded murder.ANGER.anger is far more terrible because many pple do not realize how evil it is.We see murder cases once in a while but pple get angry with each other all the time!how den can we be saved from the burnin' fires of hell?But need not despair God promises us his grace.Lucky me.haha.cause i get angry at pple all the time.i get angry with lizard n jenny..all the time..at least during training.i mean why must they bother me?i dont even talk to them tt much.Bitches.i dont even noe them their just my seniors?I get angry at myself.I mean nobody is perfect right?I'm definitely not.I'm not good enough for u.Your outta my leugue.do U actually even noe how much i like u.I cant seem to get over you.its been 8 months.like hello?tt's long maNxXx.I dont always have to do everything right.I wanna walk around with my hands up in the air like i dont care anymore.I wanna live my life different.I cant seem to let go.I wanna close my eyes.I wanna tune you out.But i cant.The more i think of u.i freak out.this sucks.but like i can do anything about it.I wanna stop crying my heart out.I dun wanna keep inside anymore.I wanna shout it all out.I dont wanna compromise.I hate love.It sucks.Arrgh.just like today.just can't.

love is troublesome

Dreams for sale and fairy tales.

i wear a mask of a thousand faces.but none of them are me.gonna let go n take it off.soon.........................

-out-

always treasure your love ones.read this story it made me cry.maybe i'm sensitive.but its really nice.

I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month for now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered family ate together at the table the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth his son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess."We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor."So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl the family glanced in his direction, sometimes he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone, the only words the family had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food. The four year old watched it all in silence. One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, "What are you making?"Just as sweetly, the boy responded, "Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and Mama to eat your food in when I grow up." The four year old smiled and went back to work. The words so struck the parents so that they were speechless. Then tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done evening the husband took Grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table. For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason neither husband or wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled or the tablecloth soiled a positive note, I've learned that no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does goes on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person, by the way he/she handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a"life." I 've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.. I've learned that if you pursue happiness it will i exclude you. But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone love that human touch -- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn I've learned that you should pass this on to everyone you care about. I just did!!

I hate this feeling it burns like being stabbed in the back but listenin' to this is makin' me feel better.

Incase your wondering.It's by Avril LavinGe.

[freak out]

Try to tell me what i shouldn't do

You should know by now

I won't listen to you

Walk around with my hands

Up in the air

'Cause I don't care

'Cause I'm all right I'm fine

Just freak out let it go

Chorus

I'm gonna live my life

I can't ever run and hide

I won't compromise

'Cause I'll never know

I'm gonna close my eyes

I can't watch the time go by

I won't keep it inside

Freak out let it go

Just freak out let it go

You don't always have to do everything right

Stand up for yourself

And put up a fight

Walk around with your hands

up in the air

Like you don't care

'Cause I'm all right I'm fine

Just freak out let it go

Chorus

Let it go

On my own

Let it go

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Chorus

Just let me live my life

I can't ever run and hide

I won't compromise

'Cause i'll never know

I'm gonna close my eyes

I can't watch the time go by

I won't keep it inside

Freak out let it go

Freak out let it go (x 2)

-out-

mY today was ruined..by my mum..
 

we went to the beach n i wanted to write songs but my mum was being childish spoilt brat n ended up spoiling my mood n we went home..hai..so sian..i shall blog another day

i feel sad and weak inside.I hate miss tan!I hate her I her!!shEs is such a skank.i feel like yelling at her.i do i really do but u noe what?i cant cuz i will get DC.i hate her.I hate Mdm chong too.i think she is a mdm cuz her husband divorced her.i hate dem!i hate ana.i hate her.i was suppose to hav tuition today.i thougt she was cuming at 7.30.but no she was coming at 8 and i hav tuition at 8.hai..dun feel like toking..so sad

jaY-mE n mE haV thiS new DictioNary of words.haHAh.okok.not exactly dicTionarY.we made wOrds liKe respIc[[retarded-spastic]].HAahHA.nVm.gtg-

we waited fer serene fer like so long.
haHaha.another semi-queen!haha.
anyway den we went swimming again.
den lights went off at about 10.30.
I canT belive i missed nip/tuck.!!!.
haha.anyway after the lights went off we did many cannonballs.
haha.so farni!wahAhHAha!
cuz there was on part where i forgot to blow out.
den all the water went up mynose*ouch.
and i just kept screaming and messing with my head
I was so retartded!
aniwae..den we went to the place where stacy slapped hannah
we were sharing ghost stories..
but i just turned everything into a joke
got kinda bored so smsed esmond
since he is [i hav to admit]
ENTERTAINING
haha-whatever-but den my hp low batt.
KNS!hahHA-so i just listen lor
hahah.matthew dunno how to tell ghost story wan
say untill so sian
hahah
we went home about 4 in the mornin.
we walked home!!!
^@#$%^&**&^%#^!!!
cuz jiaxin dun wan to chip in money for the fare
den not not enough cuz gwen no money
go home den so tired slept straight away
got up early fer piano
den slept again
so we [me and gwen]woke up about 2
hahHA.so laTe.sOOo.ate lunch wif gwen
she was going sports bra shOpping wif jiaxin
Hhaah!!*grins.but den i no money so din go lor
i played captains ball at bethesda wif jas n jay
saw weilyn[semi-queen#1] n christabel
den we went to cc
they were havin some function
so i went over to their house
anyway i went to my gransgrans at punggol
so scary almost got lost
den i prayed den found my way
thank GOD literally
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din go skool yesterday cuz of my highlighted hair
dye 3 time liao
so i had to dye it back lor
anyway on tues i went out wif calista stacy n serene
to find a job fer calista
yea..n we did
hahah!-whatever-
today i went to skool had fun den
i went home wif alyssa n esther n sarah
i went home ta sleep
went to mac wif jay to study
*phew so tired
den had piano n tuition
-whatever-
i slapped phoebe today by accident
the morning was bad
anyway i wanna go off soon
till then

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F E E L I N G P H A T H E T I C W I T H O U T Y O U




I never like someone so bad
I mean if u were like not special i would have forgotten about you
but did i?
NO
When i think of you i feel sad
cuz i noe i cant get you
i wish i could tell it to u to yer face
but i dun hav the guts
so well..
yea..
I'll wait fer you
oR *sighs
NevErmind
who cares right


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mY feeLing right now?mixed up.I wanna cry
but no i m a strong girl right?*shrugs


My mum is ruining my life but i love her.
My Dad is not in my life if he wants to be a part of it
why hasnt he come home for quite sometime
*sighs.My heartaches like someone pierced my heart
I m insecure I love my friends fer being the fer me.
I m sad now.gotta go n cry.



u left me outside in the cold
u pushed me into the water i u gave me ur hand


anyway this song is old but its how i feel wen i see you or whatever

its called [the way] by clay aiken

1st verse:
There's something about the way you look tonight
There's something about the way that I can’t take my eyes off you
There's something about the way your lips invite
Maybe it’s the way that I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

1st chorus:
It’s in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It’s in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you know me
When I can’t find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

2nd verse:
It’s something about how you stay on my mind
It’s something about the way that
I whisper your name when I’m asleep oh girl
Maybe it’s the look you get in your eyes
oh baby it’s the way that makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I’m feeling stays the same

2nd chorus:
It’s in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)
It’s in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
When I can’t find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

Bridge:
I can’t put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you baby
So don’t ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinking about the way

repeat 2nd chorus (2 xs)

It’s something about the way you look tonight
There is nothing more to say than I feel it in the way



i asked esmond fer an opinion whether does he think i'm pathetic.so now i noe how u feel wen i tok to u.I'm sad now.I'm a girl but i cover up my insecurities by critisicm.If i scold u or anyone.i hope u guys will understand.I LOVE YOU.there i finally said it.got it off my chest.i wanna scream now!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!




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Yesterday was sHooOOo fuN ... woke up 8 plus in thE mornIng..phoeb's came over..den we went over to my gran grans..haha..to do what? cOok..the caKe i madE was a toTal disaster cuZ i duNno how to use mY uncles measuring cup.haha.we finished at 2 plus..we started the party at 4 n u noe what everyone came late!!!!accept rozand.sHE is the bEst.HAhaha..anyway when everyone came we swam..den later we went to look fer stacy,matthew n jerry haha...den we waited for serene..i countinue later fay just came over..must entertain her..till then...

woke up at 12 overslept should have woke up at 9 to meet yee ling zoey they all..to help with the dance steps..haha..so tired..must run 2.4 on monday..how?because of the extensions n my pink one dropped out on tuesday..so annoyed..sumore my moonsae over flow when i should have gone wild wild wet..hiyaz..bad hair day!!anyway so we went heartland instead to take neos n we ate at delifrance hahah did you zoey orderd milo from delifrance..hahahah!!!!lol!!!it has been fun for the pass few days..oh yea..me n stacy slept over at phoeb's place..haha..i had asthma from there so dusty lor..she really needs to get a maid..anyway..we were suppose to leave at 6 for stacy's for stacy's house but phoeb's just had to forget her phone i told her not to go back for it cause her mum was sleeping in her bro's room i saw lar...den she just had to and got caught to by her mum.*scREams..second time she screwed up our plans..how annoying!!so nVm loR we wenT homEv firsT den mEt Up at around 12 plus go stacy's ouse watch "shaun of the dead" hahah pirated mahX t was suppose to be dawn of the dead..how dumb..anyway the show was boring..oh yea..did you see yuan ting's freindster profile?!it was so sick man her nick is "sex slave" what a disgrace to girls manXxX!!*yucK.anyway stacy's house is so damn nice lor sumore have swimming pool..HiYaz if oNly i coUld liVe therE.hahhHA.-whatever-anyway..i dyed my hair brown so waste can!? cause i must dye back on sunday!hiyaz.bUt it lOoks nIce anYwaY.hehe.anyway phoebe n i r gonna start a band and of course at thsame time learn the instruments that we r gonna play i m playing the drums and keyboard/guitar..phoeb's is gonna play the keyboard/piano.anyway we both at least wrote one song already..its nice loR..haha.lol..-whatever-..anyway the song accidentally in love is shOOOoooo niCe lor..I'm aCcideNtaLLy in loVe wiTH yOu *******..i miss you you noe that?no...anyway..you wont understand the way i feel..oh yea..win a date with tad hamilton rocks!!!aHHH!!*faints so touching can that i cried.haha.-whatever-i'm a girl okay..haha i do have a soft side and i gotta admit it lar..haha.ok..aniwaez i'm havin tuition at 1.30..bye²...

i wanna change my link but i very lazy.haha.oh yea.i got my extensions!!haha.i got mY phoNe baCk!!wheEE.bUT mY olD numBer.haha.I"ve been hanging out with the SCBs alot.haha.without serene lar.haha.she went to bang!cock.haha.-whatever-woke up at 5 to go jogging but phoeb's mum said no.so weird.she actually said yes.den she threaten to make phoeb's do da laudry.siao!.haha.yesterdae din go traning cuz my momma said cannot.-whatever-.I love jermaine dupri!!his songs r so nice like 'pop that booty'.but those who dun appreciate tha jamz and hip hop.BUGGER OFF.haha.anyway.i went to watch the NYJC match on tues.against chong ghee.and obviously chong ghee won.i went swimming yesterday.so fun.haha.i am going to watch their match again later.at lorong ah soo opp. my skOol.maHa.i wanna lose weight.but no discipline.haha.MUST BURN FATS.maHa.my msn is crashing.so sad.*cRys.-whatever-.so sian gotta go for my tuition now.buh bye.





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*piak* waHA.ijust wished gwen goodnight!and it's only 6.05. -retarded- aniwaez...fer the past few days its been really happening fer me cumin home at 8 plus. going fer bball and all that and TRAINING started already!!but at least i'm havin fun and we have our borin' but fun coaching course with our -ruru- teacher.hehe.oh yea i hav to say something. TANNY LOOKS RETARDED IN MY SS2Gs!!! -WahAh-.I hav like really weird seniors.fer example.su eats dog pee[grass]-whaHAa-.oh yea haha. the other day lizard got caught by mrs lim fer her hair.den she ran into the toilet.den me n siew hwee go n see whether mrs lim was gone oreadi.she was.den we told lizard but she didn't want to leave u noe y?b cuz mich.foo was there..WhahHA.-tok about retardation.she was acting so hysterical n stuff.haha.den after that we went swimming at phoeb's house actually we've been swimming all week.on the way home i saw des'cimal foo.haah.so retarded.actually i saw nico,xiao andy n all that den i just kept looking to see where they were going maybe to cc?den i just kept looking den when i looked away i saw at the side of my eye someone familliar den i din care den it looked too familliar so i turned den i saw him lor den wave den the bus had to move right?haha.yea.oh yea yesterday i played bball.so fun.hehe.haha. -whatever- oh yea i went queensway with jas n jay so funny cuz i dun really go ikea right n the food there is good so i was stuffing food down my throat even wen i was at the verge of throwing up.haha.
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y M E I X * ~christabel's b-dae is on thurs mi n si hui gonna get her a pressie cuz she is our nu er n my meix.haha.aniwaez i gtg now.type some other day cuz gwen n hannah iz gonna cum over.heh.*hoLlA.if i can heaR u.heHE~